Frustratingly Mediocre

lolx. ohkay sorry for updating. :\ been busy... D: anyways, Blogger changed a new format!! I'm kindda ohkay with this i guess.. a little weird though. :\ but it's good cos the name of my blog cant be seen so clearly, so i can update more now! :D so yeah, on Wednesday, it was my neighbour's birthday (((((: but when i walked past her house, she was having her piano lesson. :\ so i couldnt wish her on the actual day... :\ well, i've wished her alr. but havent pass her her present yet. i bought it yesterday. it's 2 hairbands. :P it's kindda pretty luh~ oh yeah, on Thursday. on thursday, alot of ppl didnt go for training. so from my class it was only me and Blythe. and i had Chinese remedial, so i was asking Blythe if she wanted to wait for me or go first. so Blythe was like, if there was someone to go w her, she'd go first, but since no one was gg (like only 4 sec 2s out of 11 came), she decided to wait for me. Chinese remedial was ohkay ohkay la, i mean it was ...

Yay! Sherlock Jap version came out le! Serene tell me de. Keke so many lines changed to english... And in the Korean one, Taem sings "soy un Dorito" In jap, HE SHALL SING SMTH SMTH TACO! XD he looks damn nice inside la Oh then got one part rite the Pinaya, sarajeyo. Part, it became smth smth fad out. LOL FADE OUT. Then after that is YOU DON'T SAY BABY JDK IKAK KAKCJSKJXC XD Ohkay Ohkay i'm lying on the bed now. And before I go, HAPPY BIRTHDAY EYJJ! You're an awesome neighbour and friend Ohkayohkay I needa sleep. Details tmr. LUB u all xoxo Hope™

haihaiz! sorry for not being able to blog... :\\\ \ohkay so i'm gonna do it real quick neh? i have to do my DnT homework... anyways, so uhh... on Monday, well, school was pretty ohkay i guess.. nothing much happened. oh yeah, during PE, we were like playing around, cos it was NAPFA retest and we pass le. :p i got Bronze. xD anyways, so we were actually playing the piano, and my teacher didnt want us to, so we ended up playing badminton. BADMINTON IS FUN! XD keke so yeah. then recess... oh right, then training... training was not bad. :p had MProsE and i think i got scolded by Miss Murniati. and this teacher, that we call Gargemel was talking to us. so freaky siah. we always say Gargemel sells Garrett's Caramel popcorn. :p then training was damn fun. learnt alot about Blythe. xD can go see my facebook instagram photos. xD but Val didnt come... :\\\\\\ She's the nerd and she was studying. -.- well, Blythe was pretty glad that she didnt come. :p then after that, daddy sent me ...

ohkay haihai~ so yeah. on Friday, there was supposed to be Hist remedial, but it was cancelled again. omg. this teacher has to stop cancelling stuff man. -.- and well, during floral art arrangement it was not bad, but miss zhang did everything for me .______. i was there like ❝I WANNA DO IT TOO❞ and then teachers were praising me that it was so nice, and me and Serene were like DUH. TEACHER ARRANGE ONE MAH. -_______- and during recess, we kindda like played a trick on Alisa. for boredom la. i think i'm gonna get scolded if Alisa decides to be a tattle-tale and tells her mother and her mother decides to complain. -.- anyways, she cried... keke. didnt expect her to though. :\ anyways her home econs thing is w Eva, cos Serene passed to her and Serene's work the Alisa took from her is w her friend. i think. eh wtv; then because Hist Remedial was cancelled, i was supposed to go for MUTB. but i didnt cos i was gg out w Serene later. at Bugis. so i pon it. then i kindda got lecutred b...

I've gotten the com back, but mummy will scold me if I use the com. Anywaa, UPDATED MY FANFIC!!!! ^^ It was a sad chapter..... lisapyon (one of my subscribers) said the chapter almost made her cry. Natasha said while reading 'Natasha's' POV, she almost cried. When I wrote the fanfic, I almost cried. So I take it as a success? LOL and uh, I was kindda embarrassed, cos one part says about Jeongha cooking steak for Taemin on Friday. And apparently, Catholics can't eat beef on Friday ._________. So yeah, was a little embarrassed. :p kaykay baiz xoxo Hope™

Yo sup. finished reading The Blogger's Love Letter again. The last time I read it was last year. I think December or smth. And I'm crying again. Cry like a baby. Crying like a freaking baby. This is such a freaking touching story kays. READ IT. http://www.asianfanfics.com/story/view/6499/48/the-blogger-s-love-letter-jonghyun-key-onew-shinee-you And I'm glad I decided to read it again. You know why? BECAUSE THERE'S A SEQUEL. THERE'S A FREAKING SEQUEL. When I read this last year, there was no such thing. THANK YOU GOD! ILOVEYOU!!! Ps, did I mention it's the middle of the night? THIS IS AN EDIT. It's like 1:54 am now. :p Pps. Another edit. Apparently, there's no sequel. And I think I saw this hen I read it the last time, but I couldn't find the sequel, so yeah. Sigh. :\ maybe she provided the wrong link or smth? Idk. Imma ask her (: xoxo Hope™

Hey yo wassup Taem! Keke :D anyways, it's my friend, Jayashree's birthday. :p Ohkay. I actually fun really like her, cos I think she's creepy. :\ nevertheless, I still wrote smth in her birthday card (: and Sarah met her friends at Scrapilicious! Friends as in the ones that made the card for her. Then I was decorating my fullscap. Ad I decorated it really pretty! Will post a pic next time kay? Oh ya, ytd. I was standing at the door, trying to scare Serene. Cos I was in the dark classroom again. :p but I ended up scaring Aqilah. Very badly. :p kekeZ Aqilah I. Ohkay. On to today again. Well... Um... The day was fine... I guess, the lessons went by really quickly (: then DnT was oso fine. But abit stressed > Assembly was just basically the public speaking contest and NYAA. It was pretty boring. Then after school! I meant to slap jie on her cheek but I ended up slapping her mouth. Mianhe Unnie! > Then it was raining damn heavily. Jie, Karen and Blythe went to get cabs. We...

Ohkay so yeap, I'll be blogging 3 days at one shot Kay? (: So on Monday, well. I actually don't remember much... MIANHE! > But Ohkay la. And jie really has OCD man. -.- cos I took a bite of e bread, the went to bowl and she found that disgusting...... -.- Then yeah, went home. Oh right! It was Sim Yee's birthday. 160412 :D On Tuesday, I went present shopping! Keke. MSP was cancelled so I decided to go present shopping, since i nidded to buy for Sim Yee, my 2 cousins, jie and Milly. And most probably for Clarisse too. :p haha but I haven't buy yet. :p I bought a SHINee file for jie, notebooks for my cousins and a rilakuma notebook for Sim Yee. :p Andy I oso bought a really nice keychain for myself. XD I wanna thank the kpop store in the pasar malam. XD Oh yeah, we oso went to comics connection. I saw EXO badges! Keke. Then when we were leaving, I saw this shop playing Lovey Dovey, some performance in Paris I think. Then according to the thing, after Lovey Dovey was 2P...

Ohkay. So Sarah had this scrapbook making class at Scrapilicious that I couldn't join, I wanted to, but no time so yeah. And well, I called mummy uring recess to ask her. We were hiding at some place. Then Sarah saw jie. And she was like "Lee Xian, your twin" do obviously I knew it was jie. I meant to come out and tease her, but I almost fell. -.- and that saddistic sister of mine laughed. Oh and I was telling them about EXO. Them as in my clique/group. And well, cos the lyric is like Careless, careless, shoot anonymous, anonymous, heartless, mindless, no one will cares about me. Or smth like that. So I've Been saying that. Like cos Sarah went to water the plants w the Nata water, I was telling her that she was heartless mindless and no one cared about her. :p JOKE ONLY LA. Then yeap. There was training! Keke it was fine, I guess. Coach Clara suddenly had a mood swing, so mean to us. But It was like only for 1 sec. Oh, and did I mention that warmups are getting more a...

Yup. Like the title, I give up on waiting for the damn computer to be unlocked. I'll edit in the photos next time. Anyways, so on Sunday, my uncle treated us to lunch. At a sushi restaurant in Jurong Country Club. I think. IT HAS FREE FLOW OF ICE CREAM. Before meal, I ate like 3, then after that I ate two more. XD Keke it's a miracle I didn't gain weight. :p Oh, I ordered a sashimi set. OMG I LB SASHIMI ❤💗💜 Haha Ohkay I added emoji. I wonder what it will look like on computer. :p anyways, after eating, we were quite full. So me and my cousins went down to play table tennis. It's my second time playing. The first time I played table tennis was when I was like 8 or smth. So yeah, I ish not good. XP Then yeah, my cousins are like really good .______. Then after that I went home. Keke. Daddy had to go overseas again.... Oh, I forgot my two cousin's birthdays... I'm a horrible cousin. D: but with 41 cousins, I think that's acceptable rite? XD haha Ohkay. I...

Ohkay, so w reference to the previous post, it's the next one that has a lot of pics. :D So on Saturday, well, it's just like any other normal day. So ballet. I was almost late > Then well, I had to walk damn quickly there, cos it looked like it was gonna rain :\ when I was reaching, there was a slight drizzle that kept getting heavier. And so I was freaking out. Cos this has happened before. You see it as a light drizzle, but in a matter of seconds, it becomes a downpour. Got drenched once because of this. Detail? Look for my old blog posts. Shld be somewhere in Nov or Dec last yr. Anyways, so I got there safe and sound (: and I got praised by miss Wah! ^^ Keke cos she was saying that everyone was copying Andrea except me, Celeste and Gerri :D And then because of what we did during ballet, now my butt muscles ache like mad :\ ikr. A weird place for ur muscles to ache. :p Then my mum came to pick me up, cos she wanted to pay my ballet fees. As also sign me up for KPOP dance ...

> It's getting increasingly difficult to cram all the info in my brain, and the next post I wanna post has a lot of pics. > That's why I haven't updated. URGH. 어머나!!! ㅠㅠ yeap, loads of Korean x) Anyways, I'll do my best Ohkay? I'll see if I can get hold of my brother's com tmr (: Ohkay, guess I have to go now. Have a nice day, neh? (: 사랑해요, Hope™

ohkay so yeap, i love Art lessons now. did fresh floral bouquet on fri! ^^ oh yeah, and during PE, i kindda embarrased myself. >< cos they were choosing who to run for 2.4 and Sarah and Alisa alr got chosen then Serene was chosen later. and i freaked out cos i didnt wanna be alone. so i was like ❝DUN LEAVE ME ALONEEEEE!❞ keke. then she was like ❝i'm not lesbian❞ -_________________- yeah, i'm not too dude. BUT I DOWANNA BE FOREVER ALONE. but i give up la. looks like i'm destined to be forever alone. -.- so yeah, i tried to strangle Alisa too! :B then well, Sarah and Alisa were 1 second off A. and Sarah was mouthing ❝fuck fuck fuck fuck❞ lolx. i'd do that too Chan (: then it was art! floral arrangement! yay! i take this pic nice rite? ^^ me and my bouquet. :p my friends were all saying it was damn nice. uh, thanks! ((: then there was MUTB. and well, i somewhat got 'scolded' cos i didnt look like i was enjoying the class. YES I'M NOT REALLY ENJOYING IT. C...

ohkay so yeah. um, on Thursday, there was the DnT test, i memorised everything!! ^^ and i got 15/20 for it :D so it's an A1! yay! mummy says 5 A1s and i get my album ^^ haha hopefully la, HOPEFULLY. :D ohkay then there was training. oh yeah, there was oso assembly. omg. it was horrible. and it's even week, we're not supposed to have assembly on even week. but because of the stupid class comm investiture. -________- anyways, waited for some time because Blythe had MProse. and yeah, had lunch in school. then Val came after her History enrichment and everything, and she ate Malay food. so yeah, nothing to doo.... then we went SSC :D so it was Me, Aqilah, Val and Blythe. Blythe sat infront. :p anyways, they were talking about their crushes and what not. and yeah, i'm glad i'm safe from this ^^ and then they were like ❝you somehow will meet boys one mah, you cant possibly not have a crush. unless you're lesbian❞ and i'm like I SERIOUSLY DONT HAVE CLASSES WHERE I ...

kk sorry for not updating. :\ so yeah. on Wed, i had Napfa 5 stations. omg... keke but i didnt not too bad.. neh? x) keke i'm telling ya, Incline Pullups really kill me. -.- everything i got C and above except fucking incline pullups. -.- eh,,, oh wells, at least i passed(: and i'm oso not sure if i can get C and above for 2.4... -.- my running is ridiculous la can? and there, cos we were split up, i had like no partner. idk, i'm forever lonely ._____. but i usually dont feel the loneliness because kpop is there for me. when i'm lonely, i turn to kpop to keep me company. (: anyways, my scores were: Standing Broad Jump: 167 :D Sit and Reach: 43 :D Incline Pull Ups: 4 D: Shuttle Run: 11.53s :D Sit Ups: 30 :D keke. i've been training my situps, cos i wanna get rid of my fats. :\ and running also helps, for the fats in my legs. BUT I'M TOO LAZY TO RUN. T-T anyways, yeap, i guess that's all? sorrayes. :|

O.M.G. ohemgee.... keke, yes i participated in the contest. although i think mine is like horrible. --' and the audio's really soft, because i couldnt edit it in. -____- haha yes, i'm wearing class tee. xD filmed this thrice. only used footage from second and third. xD keke is moi's editing good? :p anyways, i hope i can win... i just filmed this this afternoon. omg, i was sweating like siao. i mean DUDE. i'm wearing jeans. JEANS. in such a hot weather. -.-  then halfyway, windows movie maker had a problem. OMG SCARED THE HELL OUTTA ME. :O i was panicking like mad siah! T-T anyways, i couldnt upload it on everysing cos it was damn lag, so i uploaded it on youtube and sent it to them. :p i'm expecting lots of insults, since i didnt do well either. :| hope i win though. :P and get Taemin's one xD anyways, if i ever was a Kpop Star, i think i wont be discouraged by haters. i think i'll laugh at their comments. why? cos I'm not guilty of anything. It...

the below 2 posts are edited today (: i realised the pics were GIGANTIC and at the wrong place. -.-

Yay! The name tags are here! I mad SHINee Sherlock and Lee Taemin. Sarah was so amazed by it x) so he wore my blue name tag and for 5 minutes, her name was SHINee Sherlock xD Serene thinks that the blue looks like Suju's blue. Whatever Serene, whatever x) then I was thinking where I should put my name tags, and Serene was like "AT YOUR BAG LA. then?" but the problem here is that I don't look like a spazzy fan girl, y'know? I'm not like those where you one look can tell is a fan girl le. Sarah says I look like those kind of shy and quiet type, and abit nerdy ._______. LOL SARAH! I'm the furthest thing from nerdy lurh. Omg. While most of my friends will remember the test dates, I just come to school and see everyone studying and i'm like "OH FUCK. THERE'S A TEST TODAY?!" and also, I don't say the f word, even though i've said it like a gazillion times here. I meant as in I sun say it in front of my friends, because again, I don'...

⏪You came from Heaven to Earth, to show the way. From the Earth to the Cross, my depth to pay. From the Criss to the Grave from the Grave to the Sky. Lord I live your name on high⏩ Dear God, Thank You for giving me this day, thank You for letting me have a nice day today, to be able to make Chinese Pancakes with my mother Lord. On this day, Jesus rose to heaven. thank You that on this day, a member of my favorite band, SHINee, was born. Thank You for letting SME take him in as a trainee, and eventually made him a member of SHINee. Thank You for the meaningful songs he wrote, thank You for blessing him with the talent for singing and songwriting. Thank You for keeping him and the rest of SHINee happy and healthy, and I pray that they'll always stay happy and healthy Lord, and that they wouldn't regret any choices they've made. Thank You so much Lord. In Jesus' name I pray, Amen Ohkay hi guise! (: so yeah, it's Jjong's 22nd/23rd birthday! :DD (idk where the pic ...

'sup. i've changed my name on twitter from ✿♬Hope♥ ツ to 려현이 :D ㅋㅋ. now it's kindda weird to see Korean. :p yup, and i changed my dp too. :p

❝ For God so loved the world that he gave his only Son, that whoever believes in Him shall not perish but have eternal life-John3:16 ❞ Dear God,  I want to thank You, for this day, You sent Your Son, Jesus, to die on the cross for our sins. Everyone in this world has sins, and I thank Jesus for dying on the cross for our sins. He had to suffer so much for us. Thank You Lord. Thank You for letting me wake up today, thank You for healing my wounds, thank You for letting me have a happy family, sufficient food, a healthy life... Thank You for everything you've given me Lord.  In Jesus' name I pray, Amen So, today's Good Friday! God bless everyone! ((: ohkay, anyways, so the above is my prayer, I'm not good in prayers, considering I've never been to church,. or i have. but that was with friends. and to those people who are wondering why i've never gone to church, like not just for Good Friday, you've not read through my blog right? I wasn't baptised. I'm...

TODAY'S A FREAKING AWESOME DAY. THIS WEEK IS A FREAKING AWESOME WEEK!! !^^ cos this week only 2 days of sch :D and then today, Mrs Tan didnt come, so after hist (first period) the rest were Mrs Tan's and she no relief tchr, so it was free period. xD SO AWESOME LURH! and Miss Yoges came late. 15 mins late. :p and horh, when free time that time uh, urgh, Serene and Alisa keep talking about Hunger Games. DUDE I HAVENT WATCH YET. YOU SAY I OSO DK. :\ sigh, IDIOTS. WATCH WITHOUT ME ): no la, they went w their other friends/family. URGH. D:  but i'm definitely watching it. x) and Natasha talking about The Hunger Games on her blog does not help. -.- and cos the acronym for The Hunger Games is THG, it reminds me of THJ xD Taehee Hyegyo Jihun :D then well, the name tags i ordered havent come. :\ Serene was damn pissed, cos she wanted her Gong Chanshik and Choi Minho nametag. and i wanted my Siow Lee Xian, Lee Taemin and SHINee Sherlock name tag. :\ all are caps though. :\ Natasha th...