Frustratingly Mediocre

You see that emoticon up there? That's me rn.  Bored to fucking death dammit.  I've been put in charge of taking care of my grandma while my parents attend my 姨丈公's funeral and I'm seriously dying of boredom.  I guess you don't know, but my grandma has dementia and it's quite serious so now half the time we don't even know what she's telling us ._.  I love my grandma and everything, and I know that I should treasure the time I spend with her.  I know.  I am.  But I've been here since like 10 in the morning and stuff and we don't exactly have things to talk abt cos she's pretty much disconnected from the world alr.  She used to rmb my name.  But now it's only an on and off occurrence. And my parents aren't replying me Like seriously I texted mummy she never reply Then prolly abt 40-50 mins later I texted daddy and he didn't reply either.  we'll be back at 12, they said.  It's 2:05pm. Unless we live in GMT+06:00 zone, i'...

holaaaaa finally started on elearning today!!! :DDD but guess what? i did my bio homeostasis test and i failed meh i was listening to music and i didn't bother studying for it whoops but whatever i'm not a good student anyways i dont really think mdm aishah would care so much? i just hope she doesn't talk to me or anything hope that i'll score well so she can just overlook that haha cos seriously homeostasis is an annoying topic why cant we learn like.... hereditary or smth idek what i'm talking abt. i've been listening to mashups some suck some are amazing currently listening to a rock ur body and dream girl one but i'm only hearing dream girl now lmao. there was this bonamana and lucifer one that i really liked (: seriously don't feel like studying omg why must olvls be next year or rather, why must i even go to sch dammit im not even interested in anything there i know ppl will prolly be like "then go work in macs next time la!" or smth like...

HAAAAAYYYY GUYSSSS ohkay so i'm sorry for not blogging >< i've been procrastinating so much and oso i've been gg over to eyjj and pea's hse so i'm pretty much just slacking the whole time. i havent done a single shit of homework yet. can you spell failure????? ._. anyways, so i went to the OBS art facilitation workshop ytd!! and it was really fun hehe. the day started out w daddy waking me up at like 6:42am, cos we had to reach there at 8:30. but then i fell asleep again whoops >< but somehow i woke up at like..... 7:40+???? and when i was about to change and get ready, the doorbell rang HAHHAHAH i was just there like "um,... can i have ten minutes???" LOL XD but i really took ten minutes only!! hehe. after that i think the train was a little slow??? so ohkay. when we got to paya lebar we were so lost lmao. we had to go to some condo that i've never heard of before so we had to rely on Google Maps. HORRIBLE CHOICE. i get to my destination b...

btw happy birthday chanyeol!!! and hyesung!!!! i couldn't wish you guys... but then again, no one will see this so meh

A year...  It's been a year...  A year since I went for SMTOWN SG and saw SHINee. And SNSD. And EXO. And f(x). And SJ. And BoA. And Kangta. And and and actually a lot of ppl. I know I didn't mention CSJH The Grace, and Zhang Liyin cos my memory's failing me. I've been trying to recall it but nope.  I actually don't know what to feel now.  Don't be cry because it's over, smile because it happened. (: Actually to be honest, I spent prolly half of today (or maybe a third) not knowing that it was 23 nov. until daddy said something. Lol  But today's a good day!  I like today!  I'm at my cousin's hse, FYI.  I don't know much to say now.  But I guess I'll say how thankful I am that I was able to go for such a concert.  Thankful that my results didn't suck that badly.  Thankful that mummy and daddy actually let me go despite not meeting my goals.  Thankful that Eva could get somewhat good tix.  Thankful that I got the SMTOWN sport...

wait what you mean the little bits and pieces of rap and ravi throws in were in english???????? da hell i thought it was korean. i was thinking why everyone kept writing "should i stay should i go nobody knows" omg hahahhah i'm sorry ravi!!! >< lol but it really sounds quite korean to me if you don't have the subtitles o.o i only found out just now when i was watching the showcase and there were lyrics lmao. Hope™

first time streaming sbs mtv hahahha. or rather first time streaming any korean tv channel that's not provided by the website itself (eg mnet) OMG I AM WATCHING MILKY WAYYY http://streamingkpop.blogspot.sg/2013/04/sbs-mtv-hd-live-tv.html this is a really really good website. the quality is not really good (or it could be just my com idk) but at least the mouth moves in time with the words hahaha ohkay i'm sorry for not posting the link earlier but i was just too busy watching sorry!!! )): anyway, towards the end Hakyeon cried. when talking about their family. awwww (((((((': uljima!!! and then due to his crying he couldn't sing gr8u properly but that's fine!!!!!!! :DD they still sing really well hehehehehe it's really so nice and i really hope to be able to be there the next time they have a showcase or even better yet, a concert ^~^ Hope™

thinky thoughts about vixx’s voodoo mv ok so there are at least 3 levels on which i think this mv can be interpreted: 1. vixx’s punishments are each suited to their own insecurities 2. vixx’s voodoo dolls each represent something about them 3. aspects of this video are revenge for/reflect aspects of the hyde video on to the analysis omg image heavy + kind of disorganized under the cut (no pictures of the gross stuff except 1 of leo’s back from a distance!!) 1. punishments v. insecurities n: n’s got this mannequin head hanging in his room - note that it has ears, nose, and (space for) eyes, but no trace of a mouth whatsoever. might have something to do with how he talks so much but gets ignored/how the other members always say they want him to shut up? leo: given leo’s insecurities about being on camera, being in a room full of constantly switched-on tvs and what looks like a full lighting rig would probably be his own personal hell ken: this thing? tub thing? he gets confined to it...