Frustratingly Mediocre

so on tuesday, i helped my mum babysit my little 23-month-old niece! she was sppd to start nursery in oct so her grandfather (who usually takes care of her) decided to go back and work a little bit but then some stuff happened and then she will end up gg in dec or something so there had to be someone there to take care of her and it was sppd to only be my mum at first but since it was my free day, i decided to tag along HOHO i have this whole highlight reel on my insta detailing my day w her (i spammed igstory like crazy that day OOPS) but i'm just gonna say some final thoughts bc i think this is something really worth saying. you know how many people say they want children/they want how many children, etc. etc. and start talking about their future family and things like that? i think most of the times when we say stuff like that, we never really take into consideration just how difficult it is to raise a child. i mean ive heard of stories from my cousins and stuff about how ne...

Thank You Lord that even though i screwed up and missed out on somethings they werent too much and i can sleep already. PTL THANK YOU (':

so. i'm in super duper deep shit right now bc i didn't read the tb for tmr's exam but read my friend's notes that are comprehensive and based off the tb bc i rly couldnt do it and now my senior is telling me that they test a lot from the tb. so now i'm getting super worried that im gonna screw shit up bc it's a 3k mod so i cant su anymore but i rly rly rly cannot afford a c. idk if this is self-imposed stress or what but yknow my cap cant drop below 4 la pls pls pls i know it's all my fault. it's COMPLETELY my fault bc i was just procrastinating and 小看-ing the workload for this mod and so didn't put effort into it and i should be here accepting all the repercussions of my ignorance and stupidity but here am i crying out to God and asking for help for tmr's exam. it's not that i don't trust that God can work a miracle and help me with my exam but i think there's something wrong with me here - how can i just not study and look at Go...