Frustratingly Mediocre

Hey Guys! Wanna wish happy birthday to my felllow June-baby Cha Hakyeon!!!! XDDDDD I know this is really late and everything... Sorry ): it's not 30june in Kor anymore ): but yeah. VIXX has been growing on me and Ive been liking Hakyeon and Taekwoon a lot these days Hahahaha I'll skip to the letter cos I gotta go. School's starting tomorrow D: (it rhymes o.O) Dear Hakyeon-sshi, Hehe. It's the first time I'm celebrating your birthday haha (: I hope you guys are all well? Has hyde's promotions ended yet? Cos I saw VIXX on mubank on fri. I wish you all good health, and that you'll always be happy. I hope that you won't receive too much stress as the leader, an that you'll always be genuinely happy and energized!! (: I also wish you guys safety, especially since I've been reading about lots of accidents and stuff :\  I also want to thank you for being patient. I don't know how long you've been training (maybe because I haven't watched myd...

Yeah ohkay idk if the Korean word on top is correct Haha. and I know  I look like a freaking ghost in the pic :p and I think that the photo is taken as if i used nightvision goggles to take it Haha. Anyways, so as you can see from how angry I was just now, I couldn't sleep and I decided to take my SHINee lightstick. True, I did not go to the concert, and I had told my friend to buy this for me, but it still means alot to me ohkay (: So yeah. It gives me strength. I don't know why, but they make me soooooooo happy and I just... I feel happy thinking about them (: just a random middle of the night post here. Hehe.  Btw, I frigging hate my phone's autocorrect. _. you're like oxygen (: [I was gonna write the lyrics of bodyguard, but then I don't knee the lyrics T.T] Hope™ Ps. I tried taking a pic w hakyeon too, on the VIXX TV app but it was really hard to, so I gave up. Plus, I couldn't shut it up so everytime I took a photo, a loud shutter sound can be heard and I ...

you don't even bother to understand the situation and then you go out lashing at me. wow. a perfect example for a girl who's already pretty hot-headed herself huh? ironic how parents are supposed to set a good example. you scold me now how i'm not doing my homework, how you're gonna ban the com and whatever shit when you dont even take the time to understand the current situation now. ohkay. save for the time that i'm blogging now (i'm sorry but i blog alot when i'm angry/upset). but i'm fucking doing my social studies 2012 mye exam paper. i'm fucking holding the paper up reading the question. but you dont seem to fucking see that, do you? are you blind? is your eyesight that bad? huh? the person who claims to have the best eyesight in the family? if only you bothered to actually walk around like mummy, and see me doing my work, not fucking sit down on the recliner and watch some fucking movie that i don't even know the name of. heck it's pro...

Bodoh can’t you fucking see that I’m doing homework? Oh right. You’re blind. My bad. And I have good memory thanks. I don’t need your forty-eight-year-old memory to help me tyvm.

I really don't get it. I dont get what the big fuss about academics is about. I think ie mentioned this so many times now that I'm starting to sounds like a broken tape recorder on my blog heh, and you tell me you sound like one too . But seriously. If I really did get straight As, if I got top in the whole school, what good can it do if I'm not happy in the end? We're taught that money doesn't buy happiness. But have you ever thought that education doesn't get you happiness either? Grab a random person on the street and ask them what makes them happy. Grab a parent/grandparent, and they'll say it's seeing their children/grandchildren, them being happy and stuff, right? unless that person's a heartless bastard . so to get children/grandchildren, do you need education? I'm pretty sure not. If not we'd wont even be here now since in the past, I don't think schools were specially set up to teach people. Anyways, that's only one side of t...

Weirdest thing ever guys. Haha Ohkay maybe not weirdest, but a little weird Keke.  So anyways, a song was playing in my head and I was trying to figure out what song it was. The thing is, the song was playing in a female voice, so I was trying to think which band it could possibly be. Then I realised it was Wonder Boyz'a Tarzan. Lol idek. Keke. I'm still trying to figure out how I actually I'm... 'played' it in my head with a girl's voice o.o I've never heard any cover before or anything FYI.  Haha Ohkay this may not be interesting, but yeah (:  And you know I can, be your Tarzaaaaaaaaannnnnnn! Hope™

this took me a freaking year to find out, but whatever hahahahha omg xD i was literally smiling like an idiot throughout this whole vid ohkay! and my mum's like at the sitting room watching tv i bet she thought i was a weird hahahahha xD anyways, so when i first started watching, i was thinking 'what's so special about this?' then i realised that JR was in baekho's place. and at first i tot i see wrongly. hahah. then after that i realised that baekho had took over ren's part when he stood on the chair and i was laughing away haahhahahha xD omg i can't believe it xDDDD this is so cuteee omg. haha. i peifu them for being able to learn their member's dance parts xP Aron as Minhyun, JR as Baekho, Baekho as Ren, Minhyun as JR and Ren as Aron xDDD i bet Minhyun requested to be JR hahahha xD can still remember when he imitated JR's rap. i was kindda expecting him to imitate it here to xD and then Ren lipsyncing Aron's rap *^* i'm kindda wondering wh...

Guise, the psi is 321 now. FUCKING 321 IT'S HAZARDOUS OMG. Like seriously. Now when I look out the window it's like I'm freaking trapped in the cloud Ohkay. Like trapped in a smoke bubble kayz.  It kind of reminds me when we go to genting and we're walking through the clouds. Haha and just now I saw a tweet (or two rather) and they said(when it was 290): "99% of singaporean students' PSLE scores have been beaten by a new student called PSI" lol xD and then another one was "Wah! PSI! You trying to be smartest PSLE student izzit????" haha. XD they may not e the actual thing but yeah... Haha  And then Madelynmichiyo(?) on twitter was like "is the haze a promotion for mblaq? Smoky girl" xD and I was like smoky Singapore :p Anyways, ma just turned on cna and the psi is 282.  Btw izzit just me or do you get reminded of psy when you say psi? Hahahah someone said that psi also means please stay indoors hehe  I can't breathe~~~ Hope™

hiyeom! i was being weird and looking through how people entered my blog just now, and one of them was searching about our dear luhan's full name. haha. and at the same time, i came across this blog post: http://www.asianfanfics.com/blog/view/269107 and i wanted to comment this: haha i'm commenting so late and at such a random time, but i'm really really sure that his surname is Lu. I'm not Chinese (well, i am, but i'm not from China. it's just my ethnicity) but i guess i can speak... somewhat fluent/basic Mandarin and i've learnt about Chinese culture. hahaha anywaysss.... i have a pretty rare Chinese surname too. and a person's full name being only 2 words is actually pretty common in China. isn't rather common in Korea too? like we have SKarf's ex-member Sol, her full name's just Jung Sol. and i once had a Chinese exchange buddy (well, my brother's) and he told us that in China, it's common to call the person's full name. becau...

sometimes i just want to know if that this crazy road of life will work out in the end. will we all get what we want? will we all be happy? will we all know what we want in life? i know everything happens for a reason. but is the reason a good reason? i want to know how it'll be like in the future. will i be happy? will i be doing what i want? or will i be slaving away in some job which i hate? will my friends still be beside me? will my family still be there? i'm confused at times like these. it doesn't happen often and i think it's kindda sudden that it's happening now. probably pms... but that's not until like probably a week or two kekekkee. i'm sorry. anyways, so i know there's superstark auditions through kakao and i asked natasha if she wanted to participate in it. if i remember correctly she said that it's really hard - they're like roy kim standards. yeah. i know it's really hard. i know the chances of us actually being selected woul...

just saw this again at my aff friend's blog in one of my 0849816846 open tabs ahhaha. decided to put this here cos i'm trying to clear my tabs lol http://www.asianfanfics.com/blog/view/549795 shall put this here first cos i've been procrastinating like shit and i haven't watched it yet >< THE.WHOLE.FREAKING.TEASER.IN.GIF

just some really random and prolly short post, but don't you think alot of songs these days are based on books???? hahha like currently i'm listening to exo's peterpan. and it's there talking about peterpan (obviously) and tinkerbell and neverland and maybe  wendy but your dear deaf author here can't seem to here it hahahah. oh, it's my lady now. so yeah, we have EXO singing peter pan from the peter pan book(?) and movie (?). and then we have VIXX singing hyde from Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde. this one talking about how they're both Jekyll and Hyde yeah... not to run from them and stuff idk. about split personality oso and then we have Wonderboyz singing tarzan from the tarzan show(?) and movie(?) like inside got like 'you're my Jane and i'll be your Tarzan' and stuff there may be others but i might've forgot '_' haha. so yeah. are the songwriters loving books recently??? kekeke You're my Jane and I'll be your Tarzan more like...

omg have i ever expressed my... um.... hate for those people that approach you at like.. outside mrt stations and try to sell you stuff???? like yeah, i know how hard it is cos ive done something like that before. except mine didn't have to explain, like we just walk around with tin cans asking for donations. anyways, so i had piano lesson just now. and cos mummy buy coffee then got this coupon where i could get one mr. bean pancake for me. so instead of alighting at the stop near my hse, i took to stadium to redeem it. then when walking back home, some girl just approached me and went on and on (hahaha vixx) about children who lack education or stuff like that. and asked me to pay $10 to buy some ticket... and the thing is that i didn't have money left in my wallet. like really. a few cents prolly. haha. so i was like 'i no, money, no wallet' and stuff and she gave me the 'are you freaking kidding me face' cos yeah, i was freaking holding a pancake.... hahahhaa...

haha ohkay just a lame little post here because i'm being so crazy lame boring :P so yeah. recently i've been watching alot of VIXX vids, eh? haha. anyways, so i was watching a few of their vids and i noticed how Leo seems to be... in a way ambidextrous. you know? like for eg, i write with my right hand, but when i'm eating steak, i hold the knife in my left hand and stuff like that. idk i just think it's pretty interesting hahaha, since i dont really see many people like that. ohkay. so here are my observations omg what am i? a freaking stalker/PI???? ohkay so if you see, somewhere around the start, vixx is told to draw... their ideal girl...??? i guess haha. no subs T.T and then do you notice someone erasing their drawing w their left hand? i was kindda surprised at first, then after that i saw that the drawing belongs to leo and yeah. i kindda thought he was left handed. but i was thinking that if he's left handed,,, wouldn't it be like mentioned somewhere or...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QNz8uidmQyw .......................................... zhang yixing did you just do what i think you did there. holy fuck. and i thought that he was a  really shy person auilghuiergrn  i think i've said before that i don't really um... like people... um.. to put it crudely, flashing their abs, so i'm not exactly like so please with this... but um. ohkay...? haha i don't really know how to react OTL first saw about it on tumblr when i was looking for taekwoon pics for an app, cos i thought he fit the plotline PERFECTLY. yeoldilayheehoo : glorious  abs of lay holy shit zhang yixing! :OOOOOOOOOO still pull the shirt so high o.o at first i thought it was he accidentally one but NOPE. it was on purpose!! :OOOOOO  btw do you see his face? haha. it's like when he was pulling the shirt up was so like charismatic?? or so into the dance? and then after that he was like smiling and everything hahahhaha was he like... embarrassed or anything?? kek...

bye guys. lee xian is dead. HOLY SHIT OMG EXO AND VIXX!!! ALUIRHVRUIENGVIUERNGUIRG ARE THEY LIKE SOMEWHAT CLOSE TOO???? i mean i don't expect a closeness level of BtoVIXX, but at least like... friends???? hahahhaha. auwviurniaurnvuirnviuerngunrug it's like i'm being so hyped up about EXO's comeback, and i'm loving hyde like crazy and BAM. THEY TAKE A  PHOTO TOGETHER AFTER MUSIC BANK (at least i think it's mubank, cos VIXX is wearing their mubank costumes). WHY DO YOU DO THIS TO ME OMG. DYING. DYING DEAD AIRNRUINRUVR LAY AND LEO TGT OMG. FUCKING HELL JUST KILL MEEEEEE. HAHAHHAHAHHAHAHA I'M CRAZY TVYM. Leo's not my bias but he's like my second bias and i spazz damn alot about him (which celine complains is misleading xD) holy shit omg my bias in exo and my second bias in vixx aliuvbuirfvnrinuvruggugn and then you see N and Ravi following Wolf's dance hahahhahahsehhahhahahahha xDDDD uiauigireoro N following the 'wolf' part and Ravi following...

today was pretty much a slacking day hehe. like really. i woke up close to 11, and then i was just using the com and stuff. sang alot today too. cos i painted my nails (hot pink hahahahha) and then when waiting for it to dry, i'd sing songs. and fml the paint on my thumb doesnt freaking dry omg. i had to remove and repaint like.... four times ohkay. finally it dried (i hope) lol. but the problem now is that i have cip at tps tmr. and i thought can paint nails cos we'd be wearing home clothes. then the cher suddenly say that we'll we wearing our pe attire. so idk if i have to remove my nail polish. hope not though. haha. maybe i'll ask later if i stop procrastinating haha then after that karen called and we did geog + chinese together. well, there was a little confusion at first cos my google acc for the school website wasnt really working so i used my other one. the geog was quite ohkay i guess, little confusion here and there. then chinese was really confusing at first...

HEY GUISE!!! I'M FINALLY FIFTEEN TODAY :DDDDD hehe i'd love to sing along to taylor swift's song... but i'm listening to my Dream Girl album now :P oh ohkay nevermind it just ended. switching to Why So Serious then :D google wished me a happy birthday~~~ :DDD thank you google <3 Taemin baby Me2'd :D did you do it to wish me a happy birthday? hahahhah ego much? xD Onew dear too <3  ohkay so i woke up at like freaking 6 this morning T.T then i had to get ready to go to school then to ecp for fieldwork haha. won't blog about that now, cos this blog is about my birthday, not about suckish fieldwork haha. then when i saw ding dong, she immediately gave me my present hehe. it came in this pink bag (: like she themed everything to be pink hehehhe.      dong's presents (((: she damn cute go and 'seal' the back of the letter :P i'm gonna be lazy and not read out the letter HAHA. it's p&c anyways~~~ and all the glittery thing is so pretty (: ...