Frustratingly Mediocre

i was on tumblr just now, and came across this post and i just had to add this thing into the tags i remember teaching yeye how to use the computer so so so long ago. it's really really long ago cos i know it was in their old house. in case i've never said this before, they moved long before i started this blog. let's go according to the tags, shall we? i had such a hard time teaching him in chinese omg. i kept not knowing what the chinese translations of some of the functions were, and had to keep asking daddy what they were in chinese. sometimes even daddy had to take some time to figure it out lolx. others i didn't even know what it was called and i was just like 'HOW DO I EXPLAIN THIS' hehe now i just keep thinking about it, how he was so eager to learn. it didn't matter how old he was, he wanted to know how to use a computer. he wanted to know how to read those english sentences. he wanted to be able to speak english. he could already speak a thousand a...

Right so im sorry it took me so long to blog about this... i was just procrastinating all the way.....  i still have to blog abt my ballet exam, but i have pix for that so im not gonna do that on the bus otw home hehe. SO on good Friday, daddy came back from taiwan i think! And then we went to this hong kong restaurant, xing wang if im not wrong to have dinner. Dad alr had dinner so me kor and ma were there first to eat and wait for him. Dinner was good! I had cream pasta and the cream was thick enough ^~^ The interesting thing is what happened after dinner tho. So daddy came halfway, and then after that we spent a really long time just sitting down and chatting. tHEN suddenly kor just looked up and laughed. ANd i was wondering what he was laughin at cos we werent saying anything that was funny.  Turns out kor was laughin at this boy who was prolly around 4? HE said that the boy kept looking btwn my mum and i when we were talking and it was a really exaggerated so kor laughed ...

oh yeah, did i mention that i FINALLY got my exam leotard???? omg like three days (now two) before exam then i get my leotard what is this lolx. really nervous for exam now i v scared i can't do it. but i can i will do my best! the leotard's a little tight tho, but miss wah says that it's supposed to be tight and it'll stretch out w wearing and washing so maybe! dk if i should wear my grade six leotard or grade seven leotard to ballet lesson afterwards... cos y'know my grade six one a bit spoil alr and i don't really like it cos it's so low... everything HAHA. neckline quite low back oso v low. and then like... idk. i quite scared that it will um, fall as i dance whoops. it's raspberry btw! i really wanted purple but sarah was so insistent on anything BUT purple ): i tellya in grade 8 (am i taking grade 8 or am i gg to interfound) i demand purple ohkay. I DON'T CARE WHAT YOU WANT ANYMORE LA YOU GO BUY YOUR OWN LA OHKAY. FOR THE PAST TWO YEARS WE'...

omg omg omg omg guys guys guys my dad is actually letting me buy the things i want!!! like the hello stranger photobook, and everything. except i think it's only one thing now??? idk i really want the SHINee one fine day one, the vixx voodoo doll dvd and hello stranger!!! my friend told me that i should go for hello stranger first cos there're many things that come w it and sekali next time no more alr??? then i went to the online shop thing and they only have like thirty something left so ohkay! but the i checked on the SHINee one they have like twenty left omg idk which one to choose leh. the SHINee one got give pouch but that's about it. and the dvd la ofc. w all the bts and everything :D but then... idk which one to choose eh. honestly now everything is telling me to choose hello stranger now... so maybe i'll choose that? don't worry SHINee, i still want that dvd. did i mention the tiaojians? daddy says he will buy for me first. but if i don't get b4 in my a...

Ohkay I know it's the weirdest time to watch a movie but guess what!  I guess you can see from the title that I finally watched frozen!!  Watched it w dad and bro And I mean absolutely no offense to those crazy diehard frozen fans out there, but I don't see what they hype about it as all about otl. Like from what I saw in tumblr and everything, I expected this to be a really inspirational+motivational and good movie but...  I find that it doesn't really have a plot???? Like the whole thing was just elsa freezing stuff, and then accidentally killing Anna and... Yeah. True love thaws a frozen heart. HOLY SHIT NEW FANFIC INSPIRATION COMIN' UP I'VE GOTTEN LIKE THREE TODAY I CAN'T WAIT TO PEN THEM DOWN (if I ever do HAHA)  Kor says it's more like a musical cos there's so much singing, and not much plot. Idk how musicals work but I'm quite sure musicals actually have a plot Kay.  I think daddy almost fell asleep watching it whoops. But that could just be f...

today marks the day, so so so many years ago when Jesus died on the cross for all our sins. i may not be someone who goes to church every Sunday, neither am i someone who has been baptised, but i truly and whole-heartedly believe in God. i believe that He sent Jesus down to die for our sins, and that we should always be thankful for His sacrifice. was this what i've been taught in primary school when i still had chapel? i miss those days. thank You so much Lord, for dying on the cross for us, thank You so much. thank You.

gais~ so i did this on either thursday or friday for the whole day in school!!! not even kidding i started out when mdm haryati was in class for eng which was our first period and ended in mdm haryati's class for lit which was our last period. xD pls ignore the passionfruit thing and the "3" mindmap thing. i was supposed to do q 3 but i didn't want to >< so basically all of these are just some jobs that i could thing of a words that they'd say or are associated with them! :D can you guess who i was thinking of when i drew the bellhop? ^^ oh, and the fan is nothing. the rabador's deathcap (i know it's rabadon's i was so sure it was rabador's??) and zonya's hourglass and sorcerer's shoes and doran's ring and warding totem is just something from league haha xD got caught by mr ahmad in class and it was quite funny xD he was just like "oi stop doing your english homework" and then he picked it up and was like "what is t...

so many ppl say that eyjj pea and i look alike. eyjj and pea is understandable cos they're sisters but me??? haha xD so pea tricked her junior into thinking that she really did have two sisters. when her senior asked how many sisters she had, she was like "one" but then realised that she wanted to trick her so she was like "oh no wait two" and the senior was like "you forgot one of your sisters omg" HAHA and pea showed this photo: and the senior was like "is the person all the way on your left your older sister and the person in the middle your younger sister?" and pea was like "no,.... the person in the middle is the oldest sister and the person on the left is my other older sister" and her senior was like "wow so you're the tallest" APPARENTLY I LOOK OLDER THAN EYJJ OH FINE CRIES. why do i look so olllddddddd )))))): hehe jkjk i showed my friend and she also thought that they were either my sisters or cousins haha. e...

right. so when i was leaguing that day, i played w this character that i wasnt sure of in urf la. then i was unintentionally feeding them and stuff. so this person was really upset at me and kept calling me noob fizz (i was using fizz). and so i was like "i thought my character is just called fizz?" and i wanted to add something sassy at the back and this was what eyjj said "i didn't know i bought the noob skin" HAHAHHAHAHAH XD best xD if you don't get it, it's cos when we buy skins in league, the name of the skin will be in front of the name of the champion. like " frostfire  annie" and " crimson  akali". so when she called me noob fizz it's as if i had a skin la haha and the best part was that i got support from all the other people on the playing field!!! xD i think everyone hated her HAHHAHAH cos everyone was like scolding her for scolding me awww <3 much love they were saying how it was just a game and stuff and she was tr...

so on thursday it was the last training! thankfully no one was being too emotional or anything. but charmaine did go to every senior and asked for a hug. awww (: then i played the game exo played during showtime! i could get everything except two dammit ): sha said that my skills suddenly improved a lot...? lolx like my roll was better and she asked if i took outside training. pls. w the things i have gg on, i'd be crazy HAHA. but yeah i really didn't. and i haven't been bowling for forever lor. so now my hand hurts from the muscle ache ): coach brought kueh baulu!!! aww it's reallly good! !^^ and val bought fries for us. no la, we still have to pay her. and cos i followed val to buy it, i didn't wanna go collect it. and when blythe said "ohkay, then later you better don't eat one ah!" and i was like "i put in my mouth what can you do?" she was like "this bitch, i don't want to talk to you alr!" HAHA so after training we took lo...

so i'm skipping 8 april since you alr know about it~ on wed, we had a doodlechamps workshop cos of art fiesta and i really loved it omg! i used to love watching oistien's doodlechamps and now that we have it in our school, YAY the artists there were really good sigh. but the other guy was a little bit annoying whoops. i think he was just trying a little too hard to make it nice and be humorous or he was just being super awkward. anyways, there's this mini competition thing where we have to create something out of a doodle and i'm really hoping that i can finish mine in time cos we can win this doodle book!!!! and yep. that's pretty much the most exciting thing of my wednesday HAHA.. met up w eyjj (and maybe pea i forgot, cos we usually dont go home tgt) again! we've been doing that all the time aww <3 Hope™

hey! ohkay i'm so sorry for not blogging in such a long time!! ): i've been busy, and idk if i've said it before, but i've been over at my neighbour's house a lot so i can't use the computer as frequently as i used to... so on monday (wow this is so long ago i cry) my school had this arts fiesta thing. and then they had this new english calligraphy thing it was so cool ohkay! omg. like have you seen those where people could write our names in english is a way such that it looks very chinese??? that's what i'm talking about! that's what i learnt it was so cool omg! and it's been such a long time since i've held a calligraphy brush, let alone write calligraphy you have no idea how excited i was xD so i made a friend there cos no one wanted to go w me... her name is chloe. but anyways, we were given this chart for all the letters of our names and it was really really cool and i practiced on like two pieces of drawing block hehehe. cos i seriousl...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JONGHYUN!!! XDDD i'm so sorry that it's late, i spent the majority of my day at my neighbour's (leagued and studied kay) but i drew this is school!! ^^  happy birthday~~ <3 hope y'all stay healthy!!!! hehe xD Hope™  ps. sigh, my signature partially cut off but too lazy to deal w that now

이재환, 생일축하합니다! 사랑한다! 쿠잉 부잉~ HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEE JAEHWAN AKA KEN AKA KENJUMMA AKA KENYONCÉ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! happy birthday kennie~~~ hehehe xD had a great day today! ^o^ bought new clothes and stuff~~~ :3 awwww Jaehwan still has his signature wink~ and Wonsik has blonde hair now omg and Sanghyuk looks.... his hairstyle makes him look a little older...? and Taekwoon looks like some freaking model HAHA. he looks like he's wearing makeup??? and there's Hakyeon w his hoodie again! what's with covering half his face? lolx and Hongbinnie!! :D i like his jacket keke i think they're having a comeback soon, so i really hope that they all will still get at least  4 hours of sleep a day, and that they don't work too hard and that they have their sufficient rest and relax time and that they're healthy and of course, that they're happy!!!!! ^~^ really hope that they can get a 1st place again!! ^^ I WILL VOTE TO MY BEST EXTENT (which might not be a lot cos yknow, o level yea...

ohkay so i decided to scrap the napping idea, but i just made coffee and it's really hot so i put it in the fridge and i guess i'll drink it later before going for tuition :3

THis is one of the very few times i dont hate my school??? HAHA they were being so nice today (: SO i have been on the brink of death the whole day from tiredness idek why (granted i didnt get the sufficient 8 hours of sleep but i still slept quite early ytd!!) I Was planning on getting coffee and stuff, but then i realised i LIrerally have just 5¢ with me. COs i forgot to take money w me today otl Then after that i think i was this close of falling asleep during lit ir when mdm haryati was gg through the answers (or maybe i really did? Cos i rmb jolting awake). I was really telling myself that i will rly make coffee and prolly take a power nap before tuition. still gonna do that haha xD Side note: my water bottle just dropped in the bus and i had to get his guy to help me pick it up ): RIght. SO then just as i was about to fall asleep again, there was an announcement. it started w "to all sec fours" so i guess that they were gonna tell us that the school was closing and we h...

WHAts up! Guess what? i refound my love in reading! HAHA XD so on monday or so, i went over to neighbour'S TO study (ive been gg over everyday i think their grandma practically expects me to come over everyday now xD) and i saw this book on the table from the library titled "Diary of a Wimpy Vampire" by Tim Collins. FIRst thing i thought of was diary of a wimpy kid, so i picked it up read while waiting for eyjj to finish bathing. ANd i really like it! HAHa i think it's interesting. Cos yknow how all these supernatural species have many different variations? SO it was nice to read about them: D i was expecting it to reach all the way until 31st December but.... haha i shant spoil it for you >< So i was really into it and eyjj lent it to me to read first. and That's how i pretty much read through all the boring lessons in my class and through assembly too heh ^^;; Planning on gg to the library to borrow some books? omg when was the last time i stepped into a l...

FUCK guys i screwed up my spa so bad!!!! FUCKing hell  i got the whole fucking calculatons wrong!!!! Like i fucking did the calculations wrongly!!!! My mr was single digit shoot me now. EVeryone's was really big!!! Nevermind la. Over alr i know i cannot do anything now. ALl i can do now is do well for others. IDk why but my brain didnt work at that time and i screwed everything up! I really dont know what was wrong w me. Sigh NVm i can only pray now. Hope™

HAPPY APRIL FOOLS' GUYS!! :DDD didn't do anything april fool worthy today so i shan't talk about that o.o but i can talk about something that you'd think is an april fool's day joke! i touched the computer for less than an hour today!! counting this time! like now i've only had the computer for like 20 mins? plus like 5-10 mins were used cos i had to do some chores :D why? cos i went over to my neighbour's house!! ^^ studied w eyjj and was so productive today omg. would want to do it again tmr but she has cca so i'll be studying w pea! :D eyjj just has this 'studying' aura about her omg. like when i sit w her to study i can unconsciously for hours on end!!! :D was so productive i feel so proud of myself :') well, i hope everyone has a great day!!! :D Hope™