Frustratingly Mediocre

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Hey guise, I'm waiting for ballet to start now so I decided to use this opportunity to blog about being in grade 7 ballet (: So... grade 7's a really really huge jump from grade 6 o.o like all the dances are so much longer now! And much more difficult too! Haha. We often tend to do the dances we did in grade 6. Like habit haha. Well, that's what happens when you learn grade 6 for two years :p And I really like my new leotard (: hehe. Even though I'm fat and it shows damn obviously that I'm fat in my new leotard, I think it's really nice and everything~ Haha. Ballet lesson now starts at 3.15.. Keke prolly cos the grade 5s 'graduated' into grade 6 and now their lesson is longer :p Haha I don't really have much to say ,and I guess that class'll start soon .so annyeong (: Rock your body body, rock your body :p Hope™

hey guys~! i've made up my decision! must really thank God for helping me with this (: so ohkay so natasha said that there'll prolly be like SHINee World or SMTOWN this year right? yeah. i won't be going for BToB's showcase alr.. sorry boys ): but i stan other groups more >< but i still love you!!!!! -throws hearts- haha xD thankfully celine has someone else to go with to (: i wish her luck that she can be called on stage to interact with the members! ^~^ give me dollar, one dollar (a misheard lyric from wow) Hope™

to go? or not to go? that is the question. A FREAKING HARD ONE. dammit shit fuck man idk i feel like breaking down right now idek what my heart is feeling omg dammit. fuck. shit. ohkay so btob's coming to Singapore on 16 June, and like they're having a showcase for 2nd Confession. i had originally intended to go w celine, but i had to ask my dad first. so my dad just came back today. and i asked him, he told me to ask mummy. then i told mummy and she said that she'd discuss with daddy and they've alr told me their decision - they'd only let me go to one concert each year. to me, i actually count myself freaking lucky alr. you know why? cos even though i'd have to go through a thousand dilemmas everytime someone's coming, but it's better than not going to any concert at all, right? last year, when i went to SMTOWN, mummy and daddy told me that it would be the first and last time i'd ever go for a concert. yeah, i was pretty bummed, but hey, look what ...

LuirhgfiuaAKGUBAKURVNKARUHGUILRNG oh hey look guys, lazy ass author who owes two weeks of posts is back! anyways, that's not what it's about. OAUIHVAILVNAUIREHGUIARGI SHINee'S WHY SO SERIOUS IS OUT. AUTHOR CAN'T CONTAIN HER FEELS. ohkay actually i can. haha. i look serene on the outside, but inside i'm a freaking spastic ball haha xD no. seriously. like the highlight melody came out ytd and i was just like AIUDNVIUSNFVUIRF wait, did it come out ytd or the day before? yeah you're SHINing in the east, yeah you're SHINing in the west whatever happened to north and south? lol xD  i really love how they spell 'shining' as 'SHINing' xD and cos the song's called SHINe, at first i thought they spelt SHINee wrongly :p but what's Medusa I? o.O  Why so serious is... well, i think it's really good (: haha i kindda find it really catchy and everything :D kindda a little better than Dream Girl, i guess, cos Dream Girl hasn't really been stu...

hey guise! haha so yeah, took my ballet exam ytd >< so after i went home i waited a little for mummy then after that go cc alr. mummy went to eat lunch first so wtv. i went to change and then get ready haha. uncle william was like asking if i ate lunch and i'm like nope~ haha i tot cannot eat before dance mah. haha or else later stitches or smth. but anyways, i drank a packet of vitasoy so that's fine haha. feels awkward to wear a lowback leotard o.o then after that miss wah helped me w my hair cos i think the hair dresser busy. then later the hairdresser took over haha. and then when they tying my bun that time, like adding the 'finishing touches' that time, they realised that celeste sewed her ballet shoes wrongly. like cos it's split sole, and we have to sew the elastic ourselves. and then it's supposed to just be one elastic. like a normal ballet shoe . but then the ballet shoe came with two elastics, and i think celeste got confused and sewed it as a...

Hey, have I ever told u that I have grade 6 ballet exam today? Keke. Awkwardly sitting in the bus now :o everyone was like staring at me when I brought my bag down for recess ._. Anyways ,FREAKING NERVOUS LA. Grade 6 eh! Smore I'm not very good in ballet.... ㅠㅡㅠ like yeah, I love ballet but I cant dance well :\ sigh. Really hope everything goes ohkay (: I know I can trust in the Lord. (: I will pray before I go for exam hehe. pray for my friends too .hope those that took the exam already did well (: I kindda think that they arrange it by age haha. Cos the first group to take exam ,got the oldest girl in class .then I'm the second, and I'm the second oldest in class. Lol Ohkay bye~ wish me luck :\ Dance to the left, to the right~ Hope ™

Omg mama played twice haha. Now it's Korean. Just now was Chinese :p Kay being lame. BTW I think the girl brought her textbooks home to study. Her bag's resting against me and it was quite heavy o.o CARELESS CARELESS SHOOT ANONYMOUS ANONYMOUS Hope™

Hey (: I don't mean to be a bitch or anything, but right now I'm sitting beside an idiot who can't read English._. The seat freaking says one adult + one child only please . I know I'm not legal yet ,but that doesn't mean I'm a child right??!! Then the lady still come sit next to me, and then can still smile and say "the seat very small Hor" IN ENGLISH. Omg if I was never thought respect I would've smacked her upside the head and tell her to freaking read the sign ._. Hey, this is not as disrespectful ohkay !lol .I used lady instead of woman OH THANK GOD SHE FINALLY LEFT. Just hope no one will sit beside me again (it would be ohkay if it was someone skinny though lol) haha ohkay someone just put a box on the seat :p Don't want to put my bag on the seat cos I now in school uni, later kena stomp haha. I don't do it on normal basis either anyway . Hope that those boliao people won't take this and send to my school and whatever Shit ._. No ...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SEHUNNIE!!! :DDDDDDD i'm really sorry for not blogging the past week, but my life's been really busy this week - i didn't go on AFF for like... idk how many days ohkay. that's a new thing for me :o anyways, i'll owe you those posts just like how i owe you so many others  but for now i'll focus on exo's baby's birthday YO IT'S SEHUN'S BIRTHDAY GUISE!!! IT'S SEHUN'S BIRTHDAY AND THEY STILL HAVEN'T COMEBACKED ._. but i guess we shouldn't chase them, i'm sure they're working really hard on it now and i really wish them good luck with it. haha. i don't really have much to write like that so i'll just write the letter~~~ Dear Sehun, Oppa, annyeong~! how are you? how's the rest of EXO? are you guys fine? do you have enough sleep? and enough food to eat? i hope you have enough rest and that you're not overworked/exhausted. how's the new album coming along? although i know i shouldn't be chasi...

Hai hai~ I know it's EXO's one year anniversary too... But I dont really have anything to say... So yeah. Awkward here > Tbvh I used to think that EXO debuted on first April Ohkay :p Well, I guess I hope the EXO's gonna have a comeback soon, and that SM's treating them well (: and also that they're all healthy now, none are starving and that they're not suffering from fatigue either. Really hope that they're happy too (: I don't really know what to say... Urgh. But I guess I wanna thank them too, for being with me the past year, even though I didn't really pay attention to them in the start. But yeah, thanks for all the great shows to watch (: It's late and I guess I have to go now (): love ya~ Together we'll make history~ Hope™

YO GUISE!!! IT'S JJONG'S BIRTHDAY!!! :DDDD HAPPY BIRTHDAY PUPPY JJONG!! ^~^ sorry for not blogging in a long time,,, i actually have quite alot to blog about, esp since today was sports day :D anyways, cos i'm a little bit rushing now, i'll have to do this quick, neh? Dear Jonghyun, Oppa, how are you? I know you've gotten into a car accident recently, and i really hope you're ohkay (: Thankfully it wasn't super serious, and i really hope that you'll recover soon (: I hope that you won't be suffering too much, and that you'll have a full recovery soon. I hope that currently, you're on a speedy road to recovery. really really hope that your nose is gonna recover soon (:  I also hope that you and the members would all be healthy, remember to have enough sleep and enough food~ And thanks Jjong, thanks for being there and everything (: i know i sound like I'm writing to someone i've known for a long time, but thanks. thanks for being such ...

...........................................i don't know what to say about today... haha. i almost left house without my blouse - that's one thing lol. then after that met up w the girls again in the canteen, and then karen came oso, cos we had to complete chinese homework. hehe. btw, we went to video world ytd for like an hour to do it ohkay! be proud of us! xP ohkay back on topic. so when it was assembly, i realised that i left my shoe bag in the canteen ._. HAHAHHAHA. and then when we got the chinese newspapers (cos it's chinese reading period every wed), GUESS WHAT. omg i'm saying so many 'guess what's recently ._. anyways, BOYFRIEND WAS IN 豆号(i think this is what it's called..? lolx)!!!! xDDD like it was writing about their recent fanmeet in singapore!! the one that i wanted to go and couldn't ): hehe it was talking about how Minwoo 'bullied' the Jo Twins and how Minwoo was being such a damn cutie :3 and oso Donghyun being really sweet - like...

hai guys~! so i guess you know that some time ago i participated in NU'EST Hello Dance Cover Contest..... no? OH SHIT WHAT HAVE I DONE?! lol. so anyways, i managed to finish up the dance and participate ^~^ and GUESS WHAT?! no... i didn't win.. -.- are you crazy haha. if i did i'd prolly whack their heads and ask if their eyes are fine (no, not really keke). anyways, I WAS IN THEIR VIDEO. LIKE THE VIDEO THEY USED TO ANNOUNCE THE WINNERS. AUOFNKNVKAGRUKNAFV around 4:48 you'll see me,,, like 'just appeared' HAHA. in a grey shirt and white pants. and the background should have a portion of a painting haha. :P even though i think it was only a few seconds, ALIUVHUIAFNVIAHRIGAIRG I CAN'T BELIEVE THEY ACTUALLY PICKED MY VIDEO TO BE SHOWN IN THIS AUILHOUIANVHAURHT;AHGUIRAIULGNUIAHFUINR i dont give a fuck that it was only like a second and a really small corner but ahogouiahuogvbkerhgio;ahrg oh, and when ren said that he'd judge on fashion i was like PFFFFT i ha...

So today was a pretty fun day.. .hehe.tried to trick sooooooooooooo many teachers but pretty much failed LOL Anyways, there's something kindda important that I wanna say: . . . . . . . . . . . . . . Hey... erm... I wanna tell u this... But i dunno how... Erm.. how should i start >. .