Frustratingly Mediocre

Ya heard it right guys! As of 3 June 2016 00:00, I turned legal! i am now able to drink and drive (but not at the same time ofc!!! omg pls no dont drink and drive. drink OR drive thx) and also go to jail HAHAHHAHA but yes, as everyone always puts it, your 18th is quite a memorable one cos it marks your transition from minor to major adult-ish? and really, it was an amazing birthday for me ah! one of the best might i add? hehehe because someone special planned it for me and spent it with me :3 so the first person to wish me by right is felicia who sent me this long korean msg wishing me a happy birthday but she kindda sent me that on 2 june cos she said she was worried that she may forget it on my actual birthday (my first impression was izzit she rmb my bday wrongly HAHAHA) and then the person who wished next was my bro? like it was 11:59 on my clock but i guess it was 12 on his. i was lying on my bed so he just turned around from his com, patted my head and said "kay, happy birt...

(Omg everything got deleted sighs) So i think ive been thinking too much abt this whole audition thing??? Hahahaa like i legit had a dream abt it ytd. I dreamt that like for some reason i was gg for the jelpi audi? Like i cant rmb whether did i alr pass the first round or what but like i was flying to korea. And vixx was on the plane too?!?!?!? And i sat next to n omg hahahaa but like i didnt rly talk to him because i didnt wanna seem like some obsessive fan so i was being super chill abt it hahaha and was hoping that if we talked it'll be those casual small talk Then after that in some building they were like talking to us and ken was there??? we had to leave the room and go up the escalator to somewhere else and like ken was waiting for me at the escalator???? I was carrying a shoe bag so he like offered to take it for me?? Hahaha like we never talked at all i dont rmb talking to hakyeon or jaehwan just constantly looking at them hahaha >< but then i had to pee so after i p...