Frustratingly Mediocre

this was taken quite some time ago. i'm on the right while jie is on the left. (: YAY! I BOWLED SO WELL TODAY!!!!! ^^v and Coach praised me! Yeah! i've not been praised since... since i joined bowling. LOL. but one thing my friend said is that i dunnid guard. she says by the way i bowl, i dunnid guard. well, guard is to ensure that your wrist goes 'under' the ball, so you wont hurt your wrist and you have better control of the ball (i think) so if she says i dunnid, is that an insult or compliment? i shall take it as a compliment. x) kekekeke so. school! T-T well, i think i had.. what did i have for first lesson uh? aish. cant remember liaoz. not important. :P but i think- OH! I REMEMBER ALR! it's was Geog! omg, idk if i really lost my interest in Geog or Mrs Tan -GOTTA GO. POST TMR.- I'M BACK! haha yes, it's 31st Jan :\ ohkay. so continuing, idk if i really lost my interest in Geog or Mrs Tan is just way way wayyy too boring. :\ ohkay. hm, what more about y...

so cuteee~! lolx. ohkay. it's freaking quiet now... o.o my bro's still sick and my dad just went to fetch him and my mum home from a 24/7 doctor. so... today: i woke up at 11? and i was pretty much on the computer 'til 2. then my dad told me to do some stupid stupid chinese stuff. -.- and i was trying to get outta it by reading some book about light. it's actually pretty interesting!! x) but i ended up having to do it anyways. -.- and my dad keeps asking me what is 窟窿 and i keep saying 是一只笼，再哭！:P basically, it's like a word pun or smth. :P then i went to do art hw. now idl my artpiece liao. damn ugly. :\ i just liked the rainbow. but i had to colour everything so eh. :\ oh wells then. haish. poor Natasha... i went to her blog rite, and cos she told me her anons (anonymous) are very mean, i went to read through her tagbox. OMG. THEY ARE DAMN FREAKING MEAN. hello! you dont even know the girl! shut up! urgh. hahahahaa jie is still living in denial! she says she hates h...

OMFG. MY DAD IS FREAKING ANNOYING THE HELL OUTTA ME. I KNOW WHAT I'M DOING IDIOT! NOW SHUT THE FUCK UP.

heh. i needed a bigger version of this photo for my fanfic. :P

Heyheyhey!!! I have a poster for my fanfic!!! xD i made it myself! -proud- haha but it's not as nice as other people's de. cos i dun have Adobe Photoshop. all i have is Paint and Picnik to help me. :\ but i still like it nonetheless (: First Draft i realised that Natasha was leaning on nothing. x) hahahah and Natasha was saying to make it look like she was leaning on Taemin and to add me and Jie (or rather, Myeonghye in the story) too. Second Draft TA-DA! haha i decided to not add me or jie. cos 1. JIE DOESNT HAVE A PHOTO THAT IS BIG ENOUGH. and 2. i'm not that photogenic. :\ nice annot? i still think it looks very artificial. :\ but eh... haha the poster is like Natasha is leaning on Taemin and Taemin is shy. :P haha ohkay that just made no sense. :\ eh. oh right. today. :P now's alr 1:49 am, :P but so, i woke up @ 1!!! haha actually, i woke up like @ 9:55, dhen sleep til somewhere around 10 dhen to 11 dhen to 12 dhen to 1 dhen i woke up x) and i was planning to skip b...

heyyooss! hm, so about ytd! TRAINING!!! :D hahaaahahhaha anyway, we'll be getting shorts. -.- eff. so... we took a cab there when there was a bus =.= but eh, that one still can bah... :P and Val was helping everyone buy food! including Mr. Tan! :P and then i saw Megan!! :DDD so i was telling Val to help me pass my letter to Megan. there's actually a reason. cos some BLIND people say we look alike, so if i ask her to help me pass my letter, maybe she'll get mixed up? lolx. I HOPE SO! MEGAN IS DAMN PRO LA! she like go 80 leh!!! 80++!!!! :OOOO she got one strike and one spare~ Eating Megan's candy now! so nice~ and she got chosen by coach! hahahha . but there were 2 Megans... so i was telling him to choose my mortal. :P (oso got 2 Amandas... why this year sec 1s so many repeated names de? lolx, we last yr oso like that.) MEGAN GOT IN!!! hahaaaha mr tan is really damn funny. yesterday, he was like ❝if you dont close a frame (get either strike/spare) you must do push ups❞ bu...

EAT FOOD EAT FOOD EAT FOOD!!! CRAMP CRAMP CRAMP CRAMP!!!!!! T-T sorry for any guys that read this. anyways, according to Natasha, Eat Food is the way Suju says Fuck. anyway, can i not update now? it's 11:05, and i'm tired., i'll update tmr after piano or smth kay? more maybe before. ilubyou Hope™

HELLO! OMG I'M SO HYPER NOW! I BOUGHT THE TKG BEAR!!! ❤ and cos i gave $50, the lady had a hard time finding change. :P anyways, TKG BEARRRRRRRRR ♥♥♥♥♥ me n sarah w my TKG Bear ♥ i still dk what to name her. usually, i name my soft toys w the first name that comes to my mind. so the first name was Tiara. but i dun think it's that good. :\ eh. i oso tot of Tiara cos T mah. :P TKGS T mah! :P hahahhaa but if i made a name using each letter, this is what i've come up with: T -Tiara K -Kaitlyn G -Genevieve S -Sheryl lolx. i think Genevieve is such a chim name. x) it's actually the name of the main character in Barbie and the 12 Dancing Princesses. x) cos when i was young, I LOVED THAT SHOW. until i memorised all the names liao. but very easy to memorise la - ABCDEFGHIJKL (credits to my friend who told me that. :D ) A-ASHLYN B-BLAIR C-COURTNEY D-DELIA E-EDELINE F-FALLON G-GENEVIEVE H-HADLEY I-ISLA J-JANESSA K-KATHLEEN L-LACEY Hadley+Isla=Twins ❥ Janessa, Kathleen, Lacey=Tripe...

YO~ i'm bored outta my wits now! waiting for mummy to cook finish fishball noodles. :P so i woke up around 12. :P actually, i woke up much earlier than that. but i went to sleep again. :P so i've been playing com, reading news, tweeting, going on fb, listening to music, EATING. hahhahaha i had brownies and they're ah-mazing ♥ and oso some pork floss w seaweed. actually, that one expired le. but dhen when we eat that time like nothing like that ley. :P haha it tastes great!!!! xD crap. i have mild cough. :\ going to my aunt's hse laterrrr!!! maybe can eat the beef prosperity meal for dinner? haha I LOVE TWISTER FRIES ❤❤❤❤ WHY CANT THEY MAKE TWISTER FRIES PERMANENT?! T_T soweoneul malhaebwa~ ohkay, idk if that's the actual romanization. i'm going by my knowledge of the Korean language and alphabet. (: imma go check up on Asianfanfics~ haha i'm thinking of changing my last chapter luhhh. cant think of anything leyy.. i wrote that in a hurry. :P yeh. ohkay, i gu...

HAPPY NEW YEAR~~~~~ READERS, RETARDS AND SPAMMERS! XD trying to be happy. (: so i woke up the earliest!! 10 am! haha actually 9, reaching 10, dhen i lai chuang. xP dhen my parents woke up around lets say, 11? oh! my dad noes the RDD moves! :O i ate awesometastic brownies ♥ i gotta go first. needa bathe. :\ I'M BACK! haha ohkay... umm.... this is so cool!  so around 3, we left to my grandparent's house. and like um, when i was there, i was still searching for my bolster. cos i lost it there. yeah, ytd's reunion dinner was epic fail for me. i was crying. cos i couldnt find my bolster. to you, it may just be a bolster. but to me, it was handmade by my grandma, who most definitely cant make it again, cos she's got dementia. and, i've lost it before. this is the second one! and while i was searching, my cousin was like ❝you should have put it properly!❞ or ❝try! try! try! try to remember where you last put it!❞ and event though i knew she was trying to help me, i was on ...

大家好！我还是丽贤。但这博克，我会用话语跟你们交谈，好吗？因为今天是初一啊！太好了！虽然今年我不会拿到很多红包，但我还能和家人一起，快快乐乐的。现在，只有我起床了。爸爸、妈妈和哥哥都在睡觉。我也不想叫醒他们。 哎哟，我一直说华语，有点难哦……但我还想一直说华语吧！因为我是华人！哈哈。我很期待除去拜访亲戚啊！但，今年，我不能去朋友么的家。因为我的外公去年去世了，然后再华人的传统下，如果你家里有人去世了，你新年只能拜访亲戚。因为如果你去拜访和你无关的人，就很想给他们坏运气。 我们也不能给红包，不能给橘子。这个传统呢，我就不知道了。好啦，好啦，我一直说华语，有点儿烦了。再见吧！ 爱 希望™ ps. 希望 is the literal translation of Hope.

I hate you. I hate you. I fucking hate you. You're not part of my family. You've never been and you never will. I shant care for you too. Just so you know, I hate you. I always have and I always will. We may be related by blood, but I still fucking hate you. And stop creeping over my phone trying to read what i'm typing. You ain't getting a chance to read it. I.FUCKING.HATE.YOU. Hope™ Published with Blogger-droid v1.7.4

Pointless. Everything is pointless. Tomorrrow's just another day that people deem important. You're just another person who abuses your authority. The 15 days of CNY are just a couple of days that's used to visit our "faamilies" I'm just another person among a sea of 6 billion people that's not cared about, that no one's gonna understand. Hope™ Published with Blogger-droid v1.7.4

yo. had a pretty good dream last night.. i updated in my other blog first (for the sake of SOMEONE) so can i copy and paste? cos it's more or less the same. sorry guys. :\ no, I STILL LOVE THIS BLOG IS THIS BLOG IS STILL AND FOREVER MORE IMPORTANT TO ME THAN THAT. here's the dream: Characters: Me. Taemin. (^^v) Mummy. Daddy. and here is moi copy and pasting. : My dream: I think i was going to some concert (idk if SHINee was performing or not) and my dad drove there. so when we went in, i saw Taemin sitting down at one of the seats. and strangely, i didnt start spazzing or whatever and no one around him was spazzing. which makes me think if he was even a KPop idol in my dream. :\ then, i realised i left my specs in the car.. (idiotic, i noe) and i was panicking cos i think that show was some really good show and i couldnt see clearly without my specs. and so Taemin offered to bring me to my father's car for me to take my specs. and i was like -obviously- ohkay. when we was b...

you know how most people say that they love CNY? well, I HATE IT. my parents AND MY BROTHER  just go berserk. they start throwing away EVERYTHING. and my dad is like some freaking biased person luh! my stuff rite, he doesnt even look twice and throws it away. my brother's? he'll be like 'so cute!' then keep it in a corner.-.- FUCKING BIASED. they say that the younger one is always pampered. this is the other way around. and horh, i'm like listening to songs or watching live performances rite, my dad scolds me. say i watch too much. HELLO. MY BROTHER IS LIKE FUCKING ADDICTED TO HIS GAME LA! he doesnt even bother to stop his game when i ring the doorbell. he doesnt even bother to stop his game when my mum talks to him. he'll be like ❝WAIT WAIT WAIT. I PLAYING GAME❞ and my mum's [AND DAD'S] completely fine with that. but when i do that, my dad is like ❝OFF. IT. NOW.❞ WTF. damn unfair la. and they treat my like some sort of rubbish bin like that. my brother...

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this year is the Year of the Dragon. Omma's year. :P HEYLO! i fell asleep sometime today. and so, i keep thinking it's Saturday. :P CNY IS COMING! XD ohkay, anyway, so i updated a chapter on AFF AND MY COMMENTORS ARE SCARY. one was like ❞WTF. I WANTED THEM TO MOVE!❞ actually, i'm thinking whether should i edit the chapter... :\ i just asked her that. :P haha. FINALLY! THOSE PEOPLE COMMENT! lolx. so,, i updated on It's a Blog! Productions alr. cos i had ICT today, and i cant possibly update here mah. so i updated there lurh. walao eh. dhen got some teacher keep coming in and out. -.- make me panic and close my websites. -.- anyways, SARAH AND ALISA HAVE CREATED TWITTER! x) their usernames are Sarah3798 and Isasa1998 respectively. i lazy to link. sorry guys. :\ ♪♫♬BWARA MR SIMPLE SIMPLE SIMPLE♬♫♪ lolx. i almost typed Beware Mr Simple. x) this is the TKG doll. the TKG bear i cannot find on internet. :\ I WANT A TKG BEAR! you noe TKG doll? it's been replaced by a bear! ...

MARINA BAY~~~~~ haha yesh, i took this pic myself. xP oh, i've created the bogus blog:  http://itsablogproductions.blogspot.com/  i'll have to update it often too! T-T cos Natasha's apparently reading it. -.- anyways, that blog isn't all that good. :\ besides, it's gonna have less info and stuff. :P I'M THAT LITTLE SISTER! lolx. :P JIE JIE UPDATED HER BLOG! YAY!!!! hahahaha  http://www.itsjustzenlife.blogspot.com/  i'm the annoying little sister! HAHHAHAHA XD ohkay. so today uh? URGH. ohkay fines, it was better than yesterday. :P listening to Replay. :P i dont like being in complete silence. o.o so.... we first went to the com lab. OHEMGEE. THAT WAS THE BEST! MR NG LET US PLAY COM AGAIN!!!!! (Y) dhen stuck in class for the reedeecyoolous CmPS thing lurh. --' dhen after that recess. wah. today recess damn early leh! oh wait! we oso got go AV Theatrette for idk what. LOL i forgot. x) and dhen during recess, me, Sarah, Alisa and Serene went to borrow books....

CRAP. i think Evan noes who i am. T-T and Serene's mortal can recognise me. :\ Sarah's mortal oso. T-T CRAP. and like so many 1e5-ians noe who i am! T-T i'm like some failed angel la! earliest they're supposed to know who i am would be like Valentines Day or smth. anyways, listening to lA chA tA now. :P not a bad song. crap. Natasha remembers that i have a blog. she was bugging me about it today. i'm planning to create a bogus blog. like just one to entertain Natasha so she can read it. (: so.... COHORT CAMP! YAY!!!!!!! -_________- it's ridiculous la. -..- and Blythe was being a bitch today. she was like ❝pay $2 fine cos u never help decorate class❞ bitch. if i didnt help, LET ME TAKE DOWN EVERY SINGLE FUCKING FISHY AND LANTERN I MADE. and i was saying that, and she was like ❝you didnt contribute alot. dont think you did alot❞ BITCH. DID I SAY I DID ALOT? DID I SAY I WAS THE GREATEST CONTRIBUTOR?! YOU STOP FREAKING PUTTING WORDS IN MY MOUTH OHKAY. BITCH.BITCH.BI...