Frustratingly Mediocre

CAN I JUST SAY HOW MUCH I LOVE TODAY ohkay i actually have alot of things to write about today, but i'd probably leave that to tomorrow (omg procrastinating again) cos it's 11:10 now and i needa sleep in 10 mins. anyways. LOOK WHAT CAME OUT TODAY. AND AND AND ohkay i know that's four omg hope can count  but EXO IS ONE :DDD askahdfgiunire on the last day of july and everything just freaking comes out ohkay. i cannot. I FREAKING CANNOT. DUDE. AND THEN THERE'S MCOUNTDOWN TMR AND VIXX + EXO IS PERFORMING I CANNOT. YOU CANNOT DO THIS TO ME GUISE. (wait i actually dk if vixx is performing, but i assume they are since their mv came out today). YOU CANNOT DO THIS TO MY POOR FRAGILE FANGIRL HEART!!! ;_______________________________________; ohkay so let's talk about love  Boys Meet U first. can i just say how much i love the mv????? it's a really short one like what's the surprise man  but i love it so much. they're all wearing stripes~~~ stripes~~ and they all l...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MINWOO!!! :DDDDDD hehehe i think it's cool that Minwoo's three years older than me, cos to me it's as if it's my brother who's an idol WHICH WOULD BE FREAKING COOL OHKAY. haha like every male idol who's a 95-liner are like brothers to me xD the rest are... usually all maknaes are like dongsaengs to me and the rest are just like oppas. WHICH WILL CHANGE SOON WHEN FREAKING SEVENTEEN DEBUTS.  T.T haha i don't really know what to say ley ._. haha so la~~~ idk bye~

i dont like it when people are sad. i feel scared when people are sad. i don't know how comfort people when they're sad. i don't want to worsen the situation.

팅~팅팅팅 탱~탱탱탱 팅팅탱탱 후라이팬 놀이!  Seriously does no one get addicted to this catchy rhythm???? Omg. I keep hearing it and I really really really want to play the fry pan game omg it seems so fun Kay.  And VIXX is like totally addicted to that game HAHAHAHHAHA. Like I see them play it EVERYWHERE. Like apart every show of theirs that I watch, they're always playing it. Plan V Diary, they played it while waiting for food. The played it in SSTP and I think they played it in VIXX File? I'm not sure o.o I'm also not really sure if they played it in MTV diary cos NO ONE'S SUBBING IT T.T and like I watch in complete confusion everytime. (actually I still understand abit la haha). Plus I can't find ep 45 ): and like so many other eps are missing.  Dammit omg I want someone to play w me ley!!!!! Seriously can someone play a me???? Hahahha THIS IS THE FRY OAN GAMEEEE!!!!! Hope™

whee~ improveverywhere~ hehe ohkay so basically this mp3 experiment thing is that you have do download a podcast, and like at a specific time everyone will play the podcast and listen to it through earphones. so while you're listening, you have to do what they say. like if it says 'do jumping jacks' then everyone around you will start doing jumping jacks haha. it's actually really fun! xD esp when there're clueless bystanders and they're just like wtf is this xP so i was only told about this like.... a few hours before the programme. like some time during the afternoon pea called me and asked if i could go w her and eyjj. they're my neighbours fyi. so i couldn't really hear her through the phone and i said i'd meet her at the door (my door is near her window so we can just chat like that). and it's funny cos in like 5 secs after i hung up, i was at the door xD so they asked me abt it and it was at sentosa. luckily mummy and daddy allow haha xD it...

sigh. i always feel so weird and awkward whenever i'm in between two friends that know each other yet don't know each other at the same time. do you know what i mean? like they know who each other are, but they don't talk at all and well. I DONT KNOW WHO TO TALK TO EITHER D; and it happens so much cos this world is so small and apparently everyone knows everyone. like those really weird/uncomfortable situations are like... when i'm w cammie and natasha. it doesn't happen much anymore, but it happened quite alot in sec one and two and i'm just there like... do i talk to cam or do i talk to natasha hahhaha. and also now chi class between karen and natasha. moreover, karen's not on really good terms w natasha now cos she booked her lol. karen's like super annoyed about the fact that she had a clean record since sec one and now she's booked because of a stupid purple hairband. she was telling me how she'd refuse to sign the green slip and be like wha...

f(x) is back!!!! :DDDDDDD i have quite a few comments for this vid~~~ hahhaha first is that i saw how some people said that krystal looks like strawberry shortcake and omg with that red hair + green eyes and outfit she really does hhahhaah xD her hair reminds me of N's :P and Luna's hair is really cool, but i didn't recognise her for a second :O w her black hair, she kindda looks like her predebut self haha. and amber looks a little like Luhan :P btw was this song composed by the person who composed IGAB + Wolf???? lol. even though it doesn't have so many abrupt stops like IGAB there are  a few abrupt stops here and there hahahha. oh, and i have a funny story about krystal's green eyes ^^ hahahha xD it's about my convo w nab this morning omg. tried so hard not to laugh xD : me; omg krystal w green eyes and red hair she really looks like strawberry shortcake leh! nab; huh? krystal has green eyes? contacts ah? me; no! natural eye colour! nab; really? are you b...

kimthebirdy   2 hours ago Ravi: Riding a bike inside cause i can, aaaah~ Madonna~ (HAHA) smashing the tv, cause i felt like it Hongbin: I don't like this book, Hey look another book, PAPER EVERYWHEREEE Hyuk: Hyung no! My Book, I'm a dinosaur KAJFKA, I don't like this book N: TISSUE, TISSUE EVERYWHEREEEEEE Leo: I'm too cool for this, FIRE!? FIRE EVERYWHEREEE, Ken: Tissue? Pen? Bubble? Lets throw things everywhereee YAAAY ~~~ Then at the end, you get a nice view of N's booty~ C: Reply   ·   28      Caitlin DeGarlais   2 hours ago I can't stop watching this teaser even though its in reverse. Still feel so trolled though. Lol VIXX is trollollollollin us. Reply   ·   21   just thought just just thought that it'd be cool to copy the top comments cos they're quite nice??? hahha idek. ..... what did i just watch omg hahahhaha Jellyfish you troll!!!! xPPPPP omg it's actually so cool that everything's in reverse but it sounds weird too. JEL...

차! 엑소 신노래 있다! ㅎㅎ 너무너무 기대해용! ㅋㅋ lol what did i just type. i bet that was rubbish. i was trying to say that EXO's new song is here! really really anticipating it hahahhaha. what is wrong with me anyways, yay!! growl! (: WHY SM. WHY. WHY ALL THE WEIRD NAMES. DO YOU KNOW HOW WEIRD IT IS TO TELL MY FRIENDS "have you seen MAMA/Wolf/Growl?" whatever was wrong with normal sounding song titles?!???!?!! hahahha jk xD Growl actually sounds really really nice!! :DDD like the chorus! in chi it's 我으르렁 으르렁 으르렁你，我으르렁 으르렁 으르렁你。and in kor it's 나 으르렁 으르렁 으르렁 내???? ohkay i'm not really sure about the kor lyrics cos HELLO non-korean here~~~ hahaha. anyways so.. i take it that 으르렁 is also like love???? hahah cos going "i growl growl growl you" is a little weird + creepy + idk. hahahhaha pedo? :P speaking of which, i found out why laoshi wears fake specs! cos w/o it he says his friend says he looks like a pedo xP which i don't really deny although to me he looks abit l...

I'm not sure if everyone feels like that, but I find it so awkward when teachers compliment me for my drawings.... Like last time in tuition my tutor would be like "Wow, lee xian, you're really good in drawing!" and all I usually says an awkward thanks. Then they'd go on asking like if I take lessons, or if I'm pursuing an art career when I grow up. Cant I just draw because I want to????? Must I choose an art-related job???? I find it a little irritating at times cos it's kindda weird. Like you're so good at it, why won't you do it? Meh, to me, drawing is more of a hobby than a profession. It was pretty awkward during amath today too. Like mdm fan knows I hate amath like izzit not obvious enough omg haha  and so I was drawing while miss Yeo was yapping away. And then mdm fan was like "you're planning to go NAFA next time izzit?" and I'm like "No.....?" and here comes the standard reply "you're quite good in it!...

i kindda think you're reading it? i'm not even sure. i dont know if it's coincidence or what when you talk to me about something that i've only mentioned today on my blog. i think i shouldn't think too much about it. it seems like it though. meh. should just push it out of my thoughts and just do what i want. What I don't know won't hurt me.

Yo! Haha on the bus omw home noww! ^~^ omg today was so hectic hahahaha. So busy until i didnt even have lunch ): keke. Anyways, i havent blogged about this yet but i will (hopefully xP), but um, i have a chinese project that requires u to use a story from a book and make a short film. So yeah. We had the whole june hols to do it, during which we only wrote the script LOL Then after that we filmed everything on monday haha. And then some editing ytd i guess. But the vids still had to be fixed. So i spent the whole first recess (plus cut into legacy time) and abit of amath (cos miss yeo was absent and we tot we could go library but end up someone came as replacement:<) and the whole second recess (cut into lit too~) and like  1.5hr++ after sch to edit it. Fu lao shi saw me editing and he was like “她们欺负你ah?" Haha xP no luh, everyone else was busy so i volunteered to do it (: And just when i finished editing the while vid.... WINDOWS MOVIE M...

hey guys! so i had my chi olevel listening compre today. and i dont wanna jinx it, but it's easier than those practices i did in class! (: and another comforting thing is that i got the exact same answers as lixin. EXACT OHKAY. not even one different haha. so we were both like "i hope for full marks!" haha xD anyways, so school ended early today to provide a conducive environment for us to do our lc. and so we had like a freaking long time to do whatever we want. like i'm serious. sch ended at like 12:35??? and lc started at 2:30 ._. so at first i planned to like stay w karen. then after that i met eva and karen went mia so i stuck w eva since she had no one too ): haha. we were looking for rene and chan and apparently, rene was at lick >.> we saw chan like.... just before we decided to go to lick cos we were bored hahhahahhaha. xD lick was quite fun i guess, loads of talking and stuff (((: then after that we went back luh. and karen was calling me cos she could...

ohkay if you don't get it, the title is the hokkien pronounciation of 你要吃榴莲吗？or at least i think so... hahhaha xD sometimes the different dialects confuse me. haha. anyways so two days ago, while i was coming home from dinner w mummy and daddy, we walked past this store selling durians and mummy kept staring at it. so i was like "le ai jia liu lian boh?" and she was like "gu si lor." or smth. it means... 就是lor i think haha xD so yeah. we went over there to look at the durians. :D and cos daddy hates durians (mostly the smell i think) he stayed like SOOOOOOO far away from the stand hahahhahahahah xD too bad mummy didn't really know how to choose durians so we didn't even know if the one we picked was good. just anyhow tikam i think this looks nice equals will taste nice hahahhaha. xD we bought three small durians (: mummy chose two and the guy chose one :D so when we went home, we were opening the durians and everything yay! mummy almost thought that the ...

hopefullee♡  ‏ @ LeeXian3 2m 빅스(VIXX) - 대.다.나.다.너 Sound Teaser by RealVIXX via # soundcloud https:// soundcloud.com/realvixx/vixx- sound-teaser?utm_source=soundcloud&utm_campaign=wtshare&utm_medium=Twitter&utm_content=https://soundcloud.com/realvixx/vixx-sound-teaser   …   Hide media   Reply     Delete     Favorited     More SoundCloud 빅스(VIXX) - 대.다.나.다.너 Sound Teaser VIXX 1st Mini Album Repackage ◀◀ [Jekyll] View on web ehehehehhehehehhehe VIXX's Sound teaser XDDDDDDD ytd i saw hongbin tweet this to ravi and i thought it meant like... awesome you or something hahahha then after that this morning celine told me about this and then after that i somehow didn't link it w what i read and then now i realised and hehehehehhehehehhehehhehe xD i really wanna be able to save it )): the end when hongbin was talking is cute :P and someone reversed it! cos it's like some code right???? hahah. then the person reversed it!!! :DDD uwah! i...

ohkay so idk if you remember i there was once where i blogged about these new shirts i got from giordano. no? not a clue? i couldn't find it in my previous blog posts and i was just a little lazy so i didn't bother searching for it much. hahah. anyways, turns out that yixing has that shirt too!! well, not of the exact same design obviously cos mine's a girl's shirt. yixing do you like kissing people so much? first it was xiumin now it's sehun xP looky! notice his shirt?  omg oh sehun what are you doing hahhahahahha k nvm it's the same design! haha. i'm curious why yixing chose this design though. haha. apparently there are like so many other designs but i only saw one (or two???) that time when i went to buy it. so................ hahhaha. i like the one i have anyways :P the one i have the orange is like that, but the words are 'u gut i gut' and the shirt's orange-ish yellow. although it also looks like it was tie-dyed w red cos my mum accidenta...

yo guys. since no one's awake now, i shall 趁机 to blog about my new chi teacher cos no one's around to judge me for blogging/i dont have to change to like AFF or a new tab every time someone walks past. plus, i think that's kindda suspicious lol xD i'm doing this because there's some anon on my ask.fm who was pestering me about blogging about my chi teacher ._. i kindda guessed who the anon is, but whatever. You better remember Why are you insisting that I blog about him??? Hahaha. I remember, but I'm procrastinating D: about 13 hours ago It's doesn't matter just blog about him please -glares- I will later (if I remember/stop procrastinating) about 21 hours ago Maybe i do! O.O how do you know about it? :O about 24 hours ago Can you blog about that fu lao shi? He sounds so interesting. But you don't know my blog..... O.o haha yesterday do you like 傅老师？what do you think of him? Hmm. I think he's really friendly and funny too lol xD Chinese lessons a...