Frustratingly Mediocre

i'm sad cos i didnt update for so long omg forgive me please? it's like... 31 aug alr. so yeah. i'm writing this at 11:18 now... so by the time i post it i guess it'll be 12 which means it's 1st sept alr. Thursday 23 August 2012 well, to be very,,, VERY honest with you, i have absolutely no idea what happened that day ohkay. i'm so sorry. lemme go check my facebook.. OH NO WAIT I REMEMBER. CmPS PWF. i guess i said it. we were like rehearsing in class and i was like damn confused cos i didnt know my role. cos the class genius called amirah, didnt freaking add me into the class group on fb... like i would have wanted it anyways, all i've found out is that all these kinds of groups give me complete and utter spam ohkay. so yeah. i brought clothes, but i was just like randomly standing around, and we were cutting into recess to rehearse but i had to go up to the library to print the homeec cover page, so i was actually holding the 'popular' shop sign i t...

LOL just now when I was the the bubble tea shop, there were a group of stuudents sitting there. And awh I got my bubble tea with no pearls (makes no sense. Idgas) some familiar beeping from no mercy was heard. Then when serene was drinking the bubble tea, suddenly they were like going NO NO NO NO MERCY!!! And then some guy was like WE ARE THE B.A.P! HAHAAAH XD laughed like mad. Not cos they were bad, but it was just unexpected. Lolx  Keep calm and have no mercy~  Hope™ Published with Blogger-droid v2.0.6

"teachers day is not for us to thank our teachers in secondary school. ITS FOR US TO FUCKING HATE THEM FOR THE REST OF OUR LIVES" - Serene Fuck la. Say what release at 12:45. OH YES ONLY A COMPLETE BLITHERING IDIOT WILL BELIEVE WHAT YOU SAY. ohkay just now when i typed tt, I reached my sch alr. So all my qi xiao alr. Keke bye! xoxo Hope™ Published with Blogger-droid v2.0.6

OHMYGAWDDDDDDDDDD IM IN CHINESE NOW AND JUST NOW NATASHA TOLD ME WE BOTH PASSED OUR CHINESE OMGOMGOMGOMG XDD I STILL TOT I WOULD GET COMPLETELY BANNED FROM KPOP BECAUSE I FAILED MY CHINESE SO MISERABLY. LIK 16/70 OHKAY AHAHAHAHAHA I FEL SO HHAPPY NOW OMGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!! XD TURNS OUT THE COMPO ANND THE VIDEO PULLED ME UP OMG IM SO HAPPY OHKAY I GOT A C6 A FREAKING C6  OHKAY THAT IS SO GOODD OMG!!! XD hehehehehehehhe I was. 5 marks away from c5 ): haha ohkay phone wanna no batt liao. Bye! xoxo Hope ™ Published with Blogger-droid v2.0.6

Sigh... Ohkay anyways, i'm on the bus now. I saw camellia just now but i think she stayed back in school so now i'm being so lonely in the bus ): Anyways, so yeah, bio marks. WORST.MARKS.EVER. It's so bad it's punishable by law. imo. Haha. Ohkay before i tell you, i'm sure like a thousand and one people will be like HOW THE HELL IS THAT BAD?! Ohkay lemme clarify one thing: when i like a subject, my aim for that subject is full marks. I'm not kidding. When i got 14.5/15 for bio ft last time i was damn upset ohkay. A FREAKING COLOUR AND I COULDVE GOTTEN FULL MARKS OMG D: So yeah, this time i got 17.5/25. IT'S AN A2. AN A2 OHKAY. I'VE NEVER GOTTEN AN A2 FOR BIO BEFORE. ONLY A1 OHKAY OMG D; and I know I said no matter how much I throw a fit now I can't change my marks but stilll... Urgh. Now for the first time my total science marks is a2 ): and it's a just BARELY hit a2 Ohkay. Dammit who's the smoker in the bus? Stinks like hell omg. No offense ...

Maybe I can pali pali join SM and debut in the girl group which is supposedly going to debut in 2014. I mean if I miss it it might take another 10 years for SM to debut another girl group. Although most of the girls are already legal........ Oh well I be the maknae ya can. I can't stand it anymore. Now I'm feeling really uneasy inside and asking myself wtf I'm actually doing with my life. Am I really just going to sit here, watch everyone else debut, see how happy they are, be proud of them, and be content with it? Published with Blogger-droid v2.0.6 just saw this on Natasha's blog. NATASHA CAN YOU NOT MAKE ME SO GAN JIONG OMG >< i know i've said that i want to be like in media even though my grandpa doesnt approve of it right? looks like my guess is right. i guessed that since exo just debuted, they'd need a girl group to be their sister group soon. just like how SNSD is SuJu's sister group and how f(x) is SHINee's sister group.  WALAO DONT SCARE ...

비 means rain doesn't it? Anyways, it's raining cats and dogs now so I'm feeling cold. And I have an ice mili with me. Sigh. I'm not gonna waste it because I should be happy with what I have. Ohkay I think I will rant again. > Anyways what I wanna say is don't wallow is self pity. I'm not trying to sound like some noble person. Don't get me wrong. But people are always saying how unlucky they are. Dude, if you have Internet, you have sufficient food on the table every day, COUNT YOURSELF FREAKING LUCKY. Millions or maybe even billions of people around the world barely have enough food to get them through the day. When you ask them if they have Internet, they reply you "what's Internet?" those are the people we should pity. But then again. At least they have a life. What about those that are killed before they can even see how beautiful this world is? Anyways, my point is, don't think you're so pitiful unless you're the world's...

"people don't trust me and i don't trust people. So I guess we're even" 🎶当你孤单你会想起谁？是不是想找个人来陪？你的快乐伤悲，只有我能体会。让我再陪你走一回🎶 - 当你孤单你会想起谁 by Nicolas Tai. I think Ohkay enough with all the song quotes and my random thoughts. If you're wondering why beside the words there are little squares, it's cos it's emoji. I wanted to put the music note sign but obviously I don't have it. Idk how it's gonna come out on computer though. I'd probably be too lazy to edit it. Keke Anyways, on with this. So now I'm sitting alone in SSC now (the song is damn suitable for this kind of time LOL) but yeah. Anyways, it's cos Blythe Val and Aqilah went to kallang to meet some guy. I think. I'm actually not that sure but this is just my guess. Hehe. I think it's nikhil but he has school too and his school is so far from here so I doubt so. Anyways, my point is, since karen's not coming today, obviously I'm going with val, Blythe and Aqilah. But the...

so yes. i didnt blog since last saturday/. i mean well, i did, but i didnt blog about last saturday so here i go (: Saturday 18 August (damn that was a long time ago ><) well, if miss chia pmsing on friday wasnt enough, miss wah pmsed too -.- she suddenly became like damn mean and everything and the whole lesson was just on free movement and everything... so yeah. it's kindda weird and stuff. the other time she did this was when we were misbehaving and we weren't listening to her. this time is we step into class kena scolding alr >< then yeah, she was like stressing about positions and everything and the thing is i had to shift to my right due to some arrangements in whatever grouping and stuff and then i was a little confused cos usually i have always been on the left. >< then yeah. and we were kindda badly scolded? after that i just went home (: You've got my Sunday. so Monday 20 August 2012 well, it was hari raya holiday in lieu so i was just enjoying l...

hais! so on thursday i made quiche for homeec test!!!! it was really cool and a little disastrous LOL. so yeah, during recess, i rushed up to the library to print the cover page for homeec then after that we had to rush to homeec cos it started 10 mins earlier that day, which meant it cut into recess cos there was cmps pwf later and we were doing a skit so ppl involved in it had to do rehearsals. so yeah in my group was sabrina prithi preetea and me (: then me preetea and prithi were alr there but sabrina was no where to be found. AND SHE WAS THE LEADER. well, i had to rush back to class to take my lunch box. :P anyways, sabrina came and then we had to start. we were making spinach quiche btw, the criteria was to make a healthy meal. and we had the recipe for brocolli quiche but me and sabrina prefered spinach so we changed it to spinach. preetea and prithi had no preference.. so.. hehe although they didnt really want spinach but i was telling them that they cant taste the spi...

although i dont have any friends around me that think they are, but i know that alot of people in the world think kpop is ohkay. so there's this thing on AFF called the Dark Side of Kpop or something like that ( http://www.asianfanfics.com/story/view/177283/130/the-dark-side-of-k-pop-your-confessions-open-revamped-apply-b2st-beast-you-secrets-rant-confessions ) anyways, so yeah, and i think chapter 103, was someone complaining about kpop being illuminati. and the admin was asking for views and stuff and i saw this in the comments: if you can't read:   I’m sorry but k pop has absolutely nothing to do with the illuminati. Korea was a Confucius population when all that was going on and they were very closed off to other countries besides China and Japan. There was Buddhism in the 4th century AD. Regent Heungseon Daewongun, in the 1860s, was the main proponent of isolationism and the instrument of the persecution of native and foreign Catholics. Confucian tradition has dominated Ko...

the photo: the comments:  You like this. Karen Dong   i got this friend in my art class to see if we 3 look alike after 15 seconds: no, all of you dont look alike after 45 seconds: hmm maybe  Hope Siow  and I look a like after 1 min: wait,  Valerie Tan  and I look alike Yesterday at 09:58  ·  Unlike  ·  1 Karen Dong   after 1 min 15 seconds: no,  Valerie Tan  and  Hope Siow  look alike after 1min 30sec: haiyo you all look alike!! Yesterday at 09:59  ·  Unlike  ·  1 Hope Siow   LOL. those people need better spectacles. :P Yesterday at 11:44  ·  Like LOL you people need better specs omg. haha but this is funny xD

oh my gosh i just realised how long and pictureless my previous post was. hehe mianhe! ><

heyos! so yeah, really wanna blog about today cos today's such an amazing day! ohkay so let's start with me waking up at 9.13. idk why but i always seem to get weird timings when i wake up. anyways, so jie texted me at like eight telling me that she was bored. but ofcourse, i was asleep. hehe. then after that i had milo and biscuits cos mummy forgot to buy breakfast for me. how nice mum :| haha but it's ohkay (: then after that mummy and daddy came home pretty early. i was actually planning on leaving house at 11, then reach parkway around 12, which was when i was supposed to meet jie and then cos i'd reach earlier i'd go down to this shop to buy nailpolish. but of course, i asked daddy if he could send me :D apparently, dad and mum had a bet. daddy said that if i didnt ask him to send me, he'd give mummy 50 dollars. but if i did ask him to send me, mummy would give daddy a dollar. haha. of course i asked him! xD and he was like jumping around the house saying t...

HAHHAHAHA IM IN CLASS NOW ANND SERENE'S BLUSHING!!!! XD HAHAHHAHAHAHA but her face not red.. Lolx xoxo Hope™

I DIDNT BLOG ABOUT SKarf DEBUTING!!! OMG I'M SO SORRY MY UNNIES! ESPECIALLY MY JIE JIES FROM SINGAPORE!!!! DDDDDDDD; so yeah. SKarf debuted on Clarissa's birthday! be happy girl! SKarf, the FIRST korean band to have Singaporean girls in it debuted on your birthday!! ^^ i'm so happy for you girls! your songs are really good (; and Tasha's actually quite pretty! (: and natasha says that tasha's real name is oso natasha but why does this post say it's not?  http://www.straitstimes.com/breaking-news/singapore/story/photo-gallery-2-singapore-girls-launch-music-careers-k-pop-group-20120 anyways, haha. actually Tasha's pretty leh! (: hehe they're all pretty (: just that the first photo i saw Tasha in it looked as if she had eye bags and everything :\ and Ferlyn's really pretty too! now that i've seen her whole face. haha. but somehow i think my bias is gonna be like Jenny or smth/ haha. I'M SORRY MY SINGAPOREAN JIEJIES! but you never know~ keke. usu...

hai hai. so i realised  i owe blog posts from tuesday til today/yesterday ^^;; imma watch To The Beautiful You later :D eh! two episodes alr i still havent watch leh! ): so Tuesday. tuesday wasnt so bad.. i skipped msp.. hehe. cos i went to blythe's house to do CmPS.. (: we were actually supposed to like rehearse or smth for when we go to old folk's home cos we're planning to perform for them. yea, our problem is smth about the old folks one luh. like some psychological problem or smth. and oso pda... so yeah. my phone is kindda. well, dead. ohkay. i mean normally if you charge it over night it well be fully charged right? but NO. my phone isnt. it will over heat and the battery is like... 70 or 80% only ._. speaking of which, i remember the times when phone counted batteries using bars and not percentages. xD i remember me asking my cousin how many bars did he have left in his phone and he was like my phone is percent one. not bars. he was using walkman or smth at that tim...