Is anyone awake? I need someone to talk to.
I feel like sending just that into the raggers group but it's just a little too weird isnt it? For something so down to be sent in by someone that isnt even known by the whole group of raggers. Maybe i just find myself feeling quite lonely recently because of all the superficial friendships im in. I just want to have a few close friends that i can share everything with. Yet, it seems like im having so much troubke making such friends? Sometimes i end up in tiny awkward silences where i just have to think of something to say. Other times, well, they get distracted by other friends that they've already known for longer to even want to bother about giving me the time of day. Idk. The more i go on instagram to find some raggers to follow (since i barely follow any) the more i feel quite sad that i didnt manage to go for rag camp and arts camp. And i wont be able to go for arts oweek either. Idk. I know that if i had gone for rag camp i wouldnt have had that amazing and eye-opening ...