Frustratingly Mediocre

yknow for some reason i don't understand why but every time i wake up in the morning, there are indents in my nail because of sleeping on it the thing is, i put my topcoat on 2 days ago and it's still happening now wtaf is wrong w this topcoat does it never dry? it gets annoying cos it takes the shine away and i can't put a topcoat now cos i have ballet later i'm thinking if i should just remove the colour and paint another lolx it's really freaking annoying seems like it's the topcoat tho can't wait to finish using this so i can buy proper ones mummy insisted on buying from these shops lolx oh wells i'll put another layer to hopefully smoothen it out it won't work Hope™

maybe i shouldn't have put off this registering for lasalle audition thing for so long cos now i'm so fucking confused but there's nothing that i can do??? like wtf today is the last day for applications but they keep asking me for evidence of english proficiency which is my o level cert BUT IT'S NOT FUCKING HERE UNTIL NEXT YEAR and i haven't paid so i have no fucking clue what's going on i think have to call tmr la confused annoyed and scared sigh Hope™

WHADDUP so after going missing for so long (curse you O's) i'm finally back!!!!!!!!!! super free now haha everyday just on the com x) so i'll walk you through every single day of my O's, shall I? ^^ 17 October 2014 ★ Maths Paper 1 the first paper!!!!!! to say that i wasn't nervous is a lie. so it was an afternoon paper and i woke up early still!!! *pats self on the back* so that day i was supposed to go to school myself but it turns out that daddy didn't have to go to the office until afternoon so he was able to send me to school!!! xD around that time, i had been playing diner dash a lot on my phone. i still do now, but i haven't been playing cos there's this level where you can't pass unless you buy some upgrade but the thing is to buy that upgrade you need money???? freaking money grabbers ._. i prefer playing diner dash on the ds where you level up and get money through playing the game a lot and not just because you have the money to buy the upg...

OMG GUYS DO YOU BELIEVE IT I ACTUALLY GOT INTO THE SECOND ROUND OF THE AUDITIONS THIS IS INSANE they provided me a list of songs and a few i've sang before so yay!!! xD and they'll be teaching me the dance so HURRAY this is so unbelievable omg im so happy now it's as if i passed an audition into a company?????? it kind of is but this is a boot camp ahaha the problem is will i get in to the final round? will I? it'll be cool if i do ^^ it'll be announced on that day so.... ohkay i think i better get feedback from friends this time round to be able to do my best ^^ I'm just so thankful to God right now <3 and i'm honestly really amazed because i think out of the three of us that were auditioning together i was the worse???? but oh wells so thankful <3 Hope™

Ended quite some time ago waiting for mummy now hahahhha Well i screwed it up The judge was really nice but also quite scary ahahahha She said that my projection (i think??? I cant rmb) was bad cos i sang really softly and she cant hear me. I tot i sing quite loud alr? Oh wells ANd she told me to sing higher ahahhaa. She said the same thing to a guy. So i sing like a guy I sang love story and oh!dance hahaha. But oh!dance is v high so like i lowered it to fit me? The girls w me were amazing Im screwed I wanted to join dance but i cant freestyle????? Like i thought of joining cos u can last min join one but then i was like nahh i cant do this shit. We could hear the music from outside and literally nothing came to my mind other than clapping OTL Im sorry i suck I was prolly really nervous too We're getting an email later to say if we made it into the second round Confirm didnt make it in one But i hate that stupid annoying small bit if hope that's knocking at the back of my mind...

ohkay so i'm in the process of writing a super long entry about my entire O's so please wait for that!! currently writing this now cos i just noticed things that i didn't notice before whoops >< anyways i noticed it about a week or so ago (just checked, 12 Nov to be exact) yknow the choreo just before the chorus part where ravi raps???? 1:00 on this vid the choreo was changed!!! i was rewatching vixx's random play dance on weekly idol and i noticed it hahhaa 3:09 on this vid dyou see the change??? i missed it the first time i watched weekly idol haha. had fun watching it again and cos i was staring at someone who's not in the center (sorry ravi!!! HAHA) i realised that it was changed cos i stared at that part a lot oso when learning the dance cos guess who can't get that part right/?? grr. anyways then i just watched the bts of the mv filming??? 1:07 on this vid did you notice how it's different??? hahaha ohkay anyways my point is just that wow they ch...

Got my nails painted 80% of how i wanted them half an hour ago... PLEASE STAY IN THIS MANNER PLS.

.... . .. i just spent the whole afternoon on my nails and i ended up rubbing it all off._. Looks like nail art REALLY isnt my forte Sorry chan for wasting your polish!!! I think i'll buy my own later >< (and also i will buy a proper top coat cos this doesnt fucking dry) Or maybe i should just get those quick dry drops YEah maybe I like nail art but i suck at it help Hope™

There's a train fault at stadium i think. They just announced it Btw just now when i left the train thet announced again abt the train being delayed hahahahhh Annoying much Why am i expecting to see this on the news later HAHHAHHHA

YES THE MOMENT WE'VE ALL BEEN WAITING FOR OS A RE FINALLY OVERRRRRR But omg now im in the train otw to khatib to meet mummy and the train is freaking stopping at every station??!?!?!?!!?!?!?!?! Dahell it keeps saying the same thing "sue to congestion ahead this train service will be slightly delayed" SLIGHTLY DELAYED MY ASS WEVE BEEN HERE FOR LIKE TEN TWENTY MINUTES AND THE SAME THING HAPPENED IN TAISENG THERE OMG NOW LORONG CHUAN IS THIS GONNA HAPPEN AT EVERY DAMN STOP Oh finally we're moving again. After how long??!?!?! I know i prolly shldnt be complaining and stuff but really????? FINALLY NEXT STATION BISHAN Hope™

f i just deleted the recording i made for taekwoon's birthday. it was me singing someday. damn it was good too. now i have to wait for everyone to be asleep (aka never) fml

All i can think of now is how thankful i am to God for letting me have these people around me For letting me have amazing parents that dont go screaming at me because i kindda um lost my chinese dictionary but instead help me to continuously look around the house for it. These parents that are willing to call mustafa and ask if they sell chinese dictionaries and collect these dictionaries from my friends that were able to find their dictionaries no matter how far their house is. Im really so thankful. For letting me have friends that are willing to put up with my annoying ways of calling them because i cant find my chinese dictionary and wanted to ask if they needed theirs and if they could lend me. For letting me be able to finally find my dictionary and be able to study a little and chat w friends to relieve stress, im really so thankful. He has answered my prayers. Though not in the form that i had finally found my dictionary but in the form that i have found someone who has the exa...