Frustratingly Mediocre

Haha so coincidental siah ! Just now my phone was playing What The Hell by Avril Lavinge, and now i'm in BHG and it's playing What The Hell too! XD xoxo Hope™ Published with Blogger-droid v2.0.4

hey, mianhe, i feel really bad ohkay. it's the holidays and i'm still not updating often ): well, it's cos IT'S NOT EVEN THE HOLIDAYS OMG. need to go back to school, got training, got freaking e learning. -.- ohkay, i'm fine with training, BUT NOT ELEARNING AND GOING BACK TO SCHOOL OHKAY. why do you even call it a holiday when you give us homework for like the year?! anyways, starting with saturday. new students joined! they look kindda well, older than me. and i think they are. anyway, that's not the point. then when i went to class, THERE WAS NO ONE THERE OHKAY. i had like a mini heart attack. then after that when class started, apparently the 2 new students like dun really noe much. i mean they must know ballet la, in order to get in grade 6... and i'm not trying to say i'm better than them ohkay. but they dun even noe what triple run is. sigh. looks like we're gonna learn everything from the basic again. ): then after that we went to IKEA! haha c...

LALALALALLA ITS' SHINee's 4TH ANNIVERSARY! FROM THE NOONA NEOMU YEPPEO DAYS TO THE OH I'M CURIOUS YEAAAAH DAYS!! I LOVE YOU SHINee, AND I ALWAYS WILL ❥❤♡♥❦ i may have only heard of you 3 years after you debuted, but i'll still love you, forever and ever ❤ from young cute boys.... to handsome guys..... :') haha ohkay i cant believe i just said that but yup! :D i love SHINee and i forever will <3  Saranghaeyo SHINee Oppadeul❤ SHINee, it's like idk what to say to you now. omg. i really wonder how i'll react when i see them in person ohkay. most prolly i'll just stare at them wide eyed, too shocked to react. or i'll cry.but i usually dont cry in front of people, so yeah, idk.  anyways, i just wanna say,  SHINee, I will always love you and I will always be with you. I don't wish for you to keep having concerts in my country, even though I'd love that, but what I wish for more is that you'll lead a happy and healthy life, with sufficient res...

heys. so ohkay. today i woke up like a normal school day. fml. i didnt have sch ohkay! only tpc. teacher parent conference. i still dont get why the child has to be there. -.- anyways, yeah, nothing much. oh yeah, and Alisa bought me a SHINee keychain that i alr have. lolx. it was discovered a few days ago. x) i like it still anyways (: and because of that, Sarah was kindda scared to buy me any SHINee stuff for fear that i'll have it alr. IT'S OHKAY SARAH, I'M FINE WITH HAVING A GAZILLION SHINee MERCHANDISE!! ^^;; anyways, so yeah. my parents only talked to Mrs Tan. then Alisa's mother talked to like every teacher that teaches here o.o so i was just there chatting w her (: and my parents thought Mrs Tan was Miss Tay. lolx. and then horh, Mrs Tan says i copy a lot of notes in class. do i? :O and then later while i was chatting w Alisa, Miss Tay suddenly walked up to me and stood beside me for a while. and i was like ❝whhaaaaat?❞ i think she was trying to compare heights?...

Heyos ! I'm in the bus now (: Hehe i'm coming home from mutb. :p anyways, so yeah. Natasha's nearby. Lolx. eh, wtv. Neways, Shy Boy's playing now. It was actually One when i onned my music. Sigh. It's been such a long time since I heard One.... :\ ohkay yeapps, this is just a random thought since i've got nothing to do now anyway... xoxo Hope™ Published with Blogger-droid v2.0.4

GAH OMG SORRY FOR NOT UPDATING FOR ONE WHOLE WEEK. A FREAKING WEEK I WENT MIA YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW SAD I AM NOW OHKAY. T-T anyways, believe me, i wont stop updating kays? holidays have just started, so hopefully i can update more now (: i've just been really busy. seriously. everytime i'm out, i'll think of what to write here, but i always dun have the time when i get back home D: anyways, ohkay so starting with last friday(night ;P) 18 May 2012 Last Friday Night :P ohkay. so let me see what happened on Friday. :P oh yeah, we had Art. Art was fine.. i guess.. Miss Farhana praised meeee!!! ^^ heheehhehe i'm happy :D and then after that there was english enrichment. -.- at first i thought it'd be boring like EVERY OTHER FREAKING LESSON. but this time it was damn fun ohkay! :D ohkay so there's this guy who's called Mr Tay. cos rmb i told u that Miss Brenda had to go back right? wait did i say that? LOL i cant rmb ): anyways, so he was taking over the class :D a...

i've an awesome older sister ^^ haha ohkay. i'll have a longer one later. anyways, so yesterday, somehow i kindda injured my neck. like if i tilt/turn it to the right, there'll be a sharp pain. and i aggravated it when i was hauling Nabilah's bowling bag into the taxi. it became damn pain. T-T but it's abit better today la (: at least i can turn my head to the right more. anyways, jie was like damn worried. she was like ❝ey, you sure your neck ohkay annot?❞ hehe so caring ^^ my sister is just awesome :D and then like cos we came abit late for training (paiseh uh, there were P6s trying out for the dsa there and we were like LATE. :P) and then we went to change. then cos we had to do warm ups, jie was like ❝eh, you sure you can annot? i v scared of your neck leh, dun hurt it more❞ or smth like that :') so caring :DDD haha she's usually mean kay! haha somewhat la. :P xoxo Hope™ \ YES. haha ego.

HAI PEOPLE. CAN I JUST SAY HOW FUCKING ANNOYING MY BROTHER IS?! it's like every small like LITERALLY SMALL AND NORMAL sound i make he's like "shut up la" SHUT UP?! I'M FUCKING SPEAKING SO SOFTLY AND THE MUSIC I'M PLAYING OR WTV IS SO FUCKING SOFT. YOU HATE NOISE/SOUND SO MUCH EH? WELL, WHY NOT YOU JUST FUCKING GO DEAF?! I CAN HELP YOU YOU KNOW. I'M MORE THAN WILLING TO OHKAY. SHUT THE FUCK UP LA. YOU ASK PEOPLE SHUT UP, WHY NOT YOU FREAKING SHUT THE FUCK UP FIRST?!  aish, jinjja, why was i cursed with such a brother? I'M A GOOD GIRL OHKAY.

ohkay, so on wed, well, nothing special la. went for tution... and cos i think eva helped my buy this super cute syringe pencil, and Natasha was abit sick, i was bored, so i took it to pretend to give her medicine. :P and then she took it to use. :P and when Mr Gan walked over to teach her, he was like ❝wah, your pen very cute leh❞ and she was telling him it was mine. :P then Natasha took my blue litmus paper that i managed to take from the lab  and play w it. IT TURNED RED OMG. NATASHA YOU'RE ACIDIC. :O oh yeah, and cos i have smth in my water bottle that's supposed to turn the water alkaline cos it's good for us rite, i tested it on litmus paper. HAHA FAIL. and i jie didnt know how i was gonna test it. she said i was gonna contaminate my water and everything and i was like FREAKING POUR THE WATER OUT LA. sigh, my sister. :P then after tution chatting w natasha. and her friend called her and she was like ❝yeobosaeyo?❞ and according to her, her friend was like ❝hello? can i...

well, i was supposed to stay back on tuesday or rather go to jeslin's house to film cmps, but i couldnt cos i got msp exam. and it starts at 3. and school ends at like 2. AND IT TAKES ME AN HOUR TO GET THERE. :O so i didnt go home like i usually do, and i just bought Macs and went there. :P and i think Yanting and Simyee were alr there so yeah... ate my McChicken and drank most of my milo, ate most of my fries then the teacher came -.- and like every teacher that walked past, we were like ❝OMG PLS DUN BE THE MSP INVIGILATOR! :O❞ cos cikgu farhan's still in idk what country w his NPCC or smth. -.- the exam was ohkay la. my compo was somewhat copied from the compre. COS CIKGU FARHAN WAS SO NAISE TO GIVE US LIKE RELATED STUFF ^^ and after the exam, i found out everyone did that too. :P and it ended really early (((((: so yeah,i went home and slacked. meant to update, but abit lazy uh ): hehe i ish a lazy girl. :P i finally decided to stop being lazy and forced myself to update tod...

'sup! on Monday, I BOUGHT MY REACTIVE BALL!!! :DDD IT'S BLUE~^^ anyways, so we were like telling coach that we wanted a ball, and he brought us to the shop at Planet Bowl, but jie got her ball first, eh wtv la. then we were practicing 3 6 10 spare. it's actually quite easy if you follow the 30 19 rule. but sometimes it's hard. like you can stand 30 but sometimes quite hard to hit 19 :\ then there's 25 15. that's harder for me ): then after that me and Karen spent idk how long there choosing ball. i mean, Karen chose hers very quickly la, but i was complaining about the colour and everything. HEY. IT'S MY OWN PERSONAL BOWLING BALL. I DONT WANT AN UGLY ONE OHKAY. and i was like ❝I WANT PURPLE AND BLUE❞ but dun have la. actually have but i think it was either 10 pounds or 14 pounds. cant rmb. i was gonna take 13 (: so then after that Karen went first la. obviously. at i was bowling w everyone else. it was 1 2 4 spares... then training ended so quickly omg. and ...

well, i think about mother's day i've alr updated. ;P i dont think much happened la. oh yeah, i had like alot of time for kpopping. LIKE ALOT. cos i woke up so freaking early. x) oh yeah, mummy cooked curry again ❤ awesome~ and i think daddy bought the very nice bread that goes well w curry ^^ and they decided to test some new potatoes that were 4x more ex but you dunnid to peel the skin and EWWWWW. i'd rather peel the skin for mummy ohkay. YUCKS. THERE WAS LIKE A LAYER OF SKIN THERE (well, technically, there was. but EW) then i think i could've gone to my grandparent's house? i cant really remember much... mianhe ): ohkay. so yeap, this shall be a short post. (: xoxo Hope™

hey! i'm really sorry for not updating for almost a week :O i'm so sad about it k. it's the longest i've gone without updating my blog. and my blog is like a diary/ranting/punching bag. AND IT'S HARD TO TRY TO REMEMBER EVERYTHING. OMG. ohkay. so anyways, on saturday, i meant to wake up around 8 so i can plan for Mummy's Mother's Day present. -hang on, i needa cut my nails, they're freaking long omg. obstructing me from typing properly. =.= GAH OMG TAEMIN'S FACE SO CUTE *^* haha ohkay sry, was watching/listening to San So Gatueun(i think) if you dk, it's Love Like Oxygen. anyways, my nails are cut and i can type faster now! ^^ speaking of cutting nails, there's another reason why i had to cut them. find out in my post about ytd. x) omg, sound like something to interest people. - but then i ended up waking up at like...1? ^^;; hehe well, my alarm clock did ring, but i was like ❝AISH, WHATEVER LA.❞ then i offed it. x) see? this is a problem. THE...

GAH OMG I AM SEATS ALMOST SOLD OUT LIAO T-T i wanna cry siah! Since I haven't book yet :\ I was screaming and shouting on twitter :p and Megan was trying to like cool me down and Natasha was just telling me how Leck Min was gg w Leck Jie. GAH. WHY DON'T I ACTUALLY HACE A SISTER THAT WILL GO WITH ME?! I COULD CRY ;______; Nvm. I shall be a loner and go watch it myself. Gonna be the first time doing that, but for SM, ANYTHING. I seriously wanna cry Ohkay. I'm gomna see if Eva can still make it annot. But I think serene cannot. So yeah, wtv la, if they all cannot make it, I'm getting the tickets myself and I'm going alone IDC. Hope™ Ps. I know I haven't been updating but i've been really busy, sorry about that :\ I'll do my best to update Kays? Fun worry, I will update day by day, I promise not to skip any days (: hehe day by day by SNSD ^^

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY MUMMY I LOVE YOU!!!! ❤❤❤❤❤ Yes, it's a very old family photo. haha dun mind my face can? xP it was taken in 2005. when i went to Korea... when SJ debuted... WHEN I DIDNT KNOW WHO THEY WERE GAHHHH. ohkay so anyways, abit lazy to talk about yesterday and today, so i'll do that tmr. :P i just wanna talk about Mother's Day (: woke up super early today. 8 :O and made breakfast for mummy ❤ hehehe mummy likes my scrambled eggs ^^ and the thing beside it is my failed dream catcher. I tried to make a dream catcher yesterday. TRIED. but i couldnt so i just randomly wrapped the thread around. xP made it until 2 am o.o and i told mummy that we have to like hang it over a sleeping place or smth for it to catch bad dreams (idk about this, i just think it looks pretty :3) and she actually told me to hang it in her room :O hahahha ohkay yeapsss. baibai~ xoxo Hope™

안녕하세요! Get ready for a 비디오 스팸! ^^ hahah ohkies, yeap, cos i wanted to do this video spam, I LITERALLY HAD 55 TABS OPEN KAY. HERE'S THE PROOF: ohkay, i noe u cant see it very well, but it's alot ohkay. ALOT. and i may have counted wrongly. i mean, HELLO! SO MANY TABS OPEN DUDE. hahahah xD ohkay now on to the spamming ^~^ TIE A YELLOW RIBBON ROUND THE OLD OAK TREE OMG WE LEARNT THAT IN CHINESE CLASS. SHINee, 我们真的很有缘份噢~! like seriously. omg. then the video is Taeminnie was the wife and Minho was the husband. GAH WHERE DO I GO TO FIND THAT VIDEO?! T-T  ps. i saw this like eons ago. but i didnt blog it. I DONT LIVE UNDER A ROCK KAY. Ahh~ this song is so amazing :') SHINee's singing it❤  TAEMIN'S SINGING IT NOW~~~~ ❥❤♡♥❦  ♪♫♬Amazing Grace, how sweet the sound, that saved a wreck like me. I once was lost, but now am found♬♫♪ (idk the rest of the lyrics. haha) LOL TAEMIN! WHY ARE YOU LAUGHING?! HAHAHHA XD damn cute la this guy x) I WANT THE I AM SHIRT OMG. i think i'll ...