Frustratingly Mediocre

so i'm trying to change my blog cursor to a different one but somehow this html code is different from my previous blog's so now i  can't figure out where the heck to add the code to change my cursor. and all those online tutorials are not helping either ): i'm a bit worried to screw over my blog's html if i anyhow just add so..... if anyone reads this and is willing to help a computer illiterate like me pls comment and help a poor soul out (': Hope™

ayo! so i'm here with a new blog!!! being frustratingly mediocre and a perpetual intermediate (something i learnt in nm1101e hohoho) is something that's plagued me for a while now and as i was looking back at my old blog with all the SHIINee pictures in the background and cringy headers, i decided that hey, i've grown so much from my 14-year-old self. it's time to start off again with a new url. and so here i am! i'm back with a more matured side of me. i'm still that child at heart, but i feel like my tastes and preferences have changed as i've grown. of course, being that trashy kpop ass that i am, this whole blog is themed with stars and navy and shining gold because guess what fandom this represents? lmao. i know it's kind of hideous but i kind of got lazy after editing for a while so yup here we go (': don't be fooled though my favourite colour is purple but it just doesn't go here rn so oh wells it's kay navy and shining gold ar...

Have you ever had this experience? Where you think: hey! I’m not that bad at this. I think I may actually be pretty good! Only to have your bubble burst when someone younger and less experienced does it even better? Have you ever thought to yourself that maybe you’re not all that special after all? Anything you can do, others can do better. Yes, you’re good. But others are better. You’re so frustrated, but what can you do? This is a fact of life. You aren’t anyone special. You’re just this mediocre child trying to find a place in this messed up world. That’s my definition of frustratingly mediocre. I don’t want to be mediocre. I don’t want to have what I once regarded as my talents shoved to the side because someone else does it better. Is it really a talent if someone else can do it better? Do I really have such aptitude? Am I really gifted? It’s so frustrating to see someone else who’s young and inexperienced to it better. It’s a blow to your confidence when everyone can do it bett...

alright so i saw lots of people post up stuff about the modules that they've taken, kind of like a module review of sorts and no one asked for this but i'm gonna do my own anyway. just felt like doing it as a way of recording the modules i would have taken here in nus (: i was gonna do ay17/18 sem 2 but then my results are not out so i'll wait until results are out and boy is sem 2 gonna be a fun one to write (': Year of Study:  1 MCs:  20 Faculty:  Arts and Social Sciences Modules Taken:  ES1601  Professional and Academic Communication  (RC mod - 2MCs) FMA1204C  FS: Saving Face GEQ1917  Understanding and Critiquing Sustainability  (RC mod - 2MCs) LAF1201  French 1 LAK3201  Korean 3 NM1101E  Communications, New Media and Society WR1401  Workplace Readiness  (RC mod - 0MCs) so let's go alphabetically ES1601: Professional and Academic Communication No grades (because it spans 2 semesters)  ...