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A New Beginning

hey guys, so i guess yall dont know but i went to g12 conference last week and it was titled a new beginning. it was supposed to be a new beginning for us, and honestly it was! some sermons really spoke to me, but that's not what this is about. so as yall know ive been going to church since april and like well, it has been difficult for me to tell my parents about it ah since yknow they arent Christian and everything so it's really awkward for me to tell them also. and so i've been very avoidant of the topic of going to church. it's like i just disappear for a few hours after ballet on saturdays and come home pretty late at night and when my parents ask me where i went i just very dismissively say "out". and like my mum does know that i go church ah but she seems to conveniently forget it all the time and like today, she just rly casually brought up like oh youre gg church after ballet right? and like no rly big reactions from my dad or anything and i'm re...
I want to tell you please dont hurt yourself and everything... but then i realised if i dont even listen to you it would be ridiculous for me to expect you to listen to me... im sorry.

annoying shits

so just shy of 4 days to a one month absence, i'm here again because of annoying shits. these kind of people. don't know how to listen to instructions. idk ah kindda not gg for lesson now and it's spa (as in like gg through it) and i guess i shld be more panicked abt it considering the fact that it's next week? but i just cant find it in myself to go... i'm sorry.. i oso dk why i'm getting so annoyed so easily lol maybe pms hahahha technically i have the time to catch up with all that i've missed (yes i wrote it down in my phone) but i should be doing eom so yeah sorry... hahaha i'm sorry piggy, for like.. telling u to ignore me and everything like yeah really now i just dont want anyone here and i dont want anyone talking to me. i just got a message on my phone maybe it's from sharmaine? but i dont want to check my phone. i dont want to talk to anyone. i'm sorry for making u like that. honestly i'm kindda worried that you'll do something...