Frustratingly Mediocre

I cant tell if i miss you you per se, or i just miss someone being there in general.

Talked to a friend today and found out abt his love life. Everyone was so sure he and another girl were tgt and when i asked him so happily today he replied me so seriously "we're not tgt". Turns out it's one-sided cos he actl did try. I feel bad for him... :\ and i know it isnt my place maybe im just being damn kaypo but i kindda wanna know more abt what's gg on btwn them bc jn rly wasnt an opportune time to ask and talk >< Sometimes i feel like i get so invested in ppl's love life bc i dont have my own HAHAHAHA or maybe im just a hopeless cheesy romantic that loves to watch romances play out :3 But then i become so nosy. O halp me >< It's three am and i have to get up by 7. But yknow that feeling of just not wanting to go to sleep?? Idk why i feel like that but i do... i rly do. Why is his love life taking up so much of my brain space omg hhahah is it bc they actl look quite cute tgt omg hahha and i call it ohkay i saw it from the v beginning...

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