Frustratingly Mediocre

hey..... idk what happened to me but i dont feel well now TT.TT like i feel really fatigued and everything. my temp's 37.2°C... so i guess it's not really considered as a fever... i'm gg over to pea's hse later for dinner, but then now i'm not sure if i shld go over annot. i scared pass the germs to them. they still got exams. i oso have la. but it's amath tmr so screw that shit. aishhh... idk uhhhhhh..... really feel damn unwell now ))))))))))): shall use those things were you can paste on ur forehead later when i sleep hehe Hope™

DON'T BE ALARMED BY THE TITLE!!! hahhaha i know i used this in my um, fake? blog that time when i couldn't keep updating it anymore... so yeah. i meant bye as in i'm dead.... chem today was..... in a way somewhat ohkay???? i'm not sure. like i didn't know some and i knew some. i dont think i'll get very good marks though. prolly a B? and i can alr predict mr. ahmad's mocking when he goes through the paper hahhaha. cos when you do chromatography, the place where your solvent stops is called a solvent front. i wrote end point ._. I COULDN'T THINK OHKAY. then there was something else that needed calculations and i had no idea wtf it was asking me TT.TT and then the last q was abt acids bases and salts. and like..... according to dong and mon, the method was wrong cos one of the reactants was a salt. WHOOPS. i just said both were soluble so we can't react the acid w excess metal or smth WHOOPS SO SCREWED WHEE. like i think i lost the whole ten marks ther...

yo! kay so on fri was my math and geog paper. and surprising math was pretty ohkay???? like there were a few questions that i couldnt do, but then there were quite a number that i actually understood what was going on!!! omg are you proud of me or what LOL and then there was this q where we had to use rad. so i changed my calculator to rad for that q. but then i was stuck on one part and then i skipped and went to the next q. then the next q was in degrees, but i forgot to change my calculator back to degrees!!!!!! so i was like doing and wondering why my answers all so weird one hahahha. but then after doing like half the question then i realised that i forgot to change it back ._. in the end, i managed to finish all my questions!!!! even though i bet most of them are wrong hahahhahahahhahahah then after that geog exam omg hahahahhah failing that shit yay. like i completely didnt bother to study about GI cos i had no idea how to study for it. then after that guess what's the first...

ohkay so i had my bio and chinese paper 2 today and can you spell screwed? cos i can~ so before bio i was going on about what the effects of alcohol were, and saying how i had a feeling that food tests will be tested. and guess what? EFFECTS OF ALCOHOL CAME OUT. lol. food tests oso, but it was in mcq. like effects of alcohol was in section c and they told us to draw a table but they gave us lines to write on???? well ohkay then.  and then the graph omg. will it kill you to give us like grey graphs grids or give us proper graph paper???????? the graph grid was printed in black. and our pencils are black/gray/sliver-gray. can you imagine the pain we went through trying to draw that damnned graph? i spent a good twenty minutes on it cos half the time i could barely see what i was drawing ohkay. i'm serious. and isn't it hard for you too? to mark our graphs when we ourselves can barely see what we just drew? and you have like idk how many hundreds of papers to mark. are you trying ...

the small little things that you did and the small little things that you put around the house that would probably go unnoticed by most people; i've seen them. thank you (: from filling up all the bottles of water so that we'd have sufficient water from the rest of the day, i noticed that <3 putting an extra box of toothpaste below the current one because the current one's running out, i saw that <3 putting two extra rolls of toilet paper in the toilet because you noticed how the current one was running out and you remember how we always forget to bring in a new roll after the current one is finished. i smiled at  that <3 putting another shaver in the toilet for idk what actually lmao, i realised it <3 removing all your clothes that are hanging in the toilet and washing them, i found out about it <3 the toilet looks so empty now, without your 1001 clothes hanging there. even though this is not permanent and you'd be back sooner than ever, i can't help...

wow totally screwed for chinese idek hahahhahahhahahhahahha. no seriously. ohkay so first was ss exams and i guess it was pretty ohkay??? i'm not sure. cos i only studied like governance and healthcare. i studied abit of sri lanka but... didn't study dao northern ireland. and then i completely burned bonding singapore whoops >< so sbq was healthcare in singapore and i was just like wth cos alot i didn't know how to do WAHHHHH TT.TT like they were asking "why did the cartoonist draw this cartoon?" um, i don't know.............? he just wanted to draw it lor!!! lol xD btw just a little side note, i read "TT.TT" as "yoo yoo" like how Koreans read it hahahha. i think i got too used to it alr and stuff. i used to read it as "tee tee" xP but then yoo yoo sounds cuter :B ohkay anyways, then seq have three questions then u choose one. was about to do bonding singapore cos it was about like racial and religious harmony and stuff. but...

yoz~ so as you can tell, i feel kindda guilty about the fact that i havent blogged about my life in so long!!! ): this is supposed to be like my online diary because i'm too lazy to write but i havent been typing anything!!! ): omg ): haha so anyways had eng exam today. woke up feeling pretty cold, so i wore my tkg hoodie. and i met cammie in the lift~ then after that when i got to sch it started being pretty hot so i took of my jacket lol. then after that english paper one was so funny hahahha. so first for editing there were only two lines with no errors but it seemed like there were three??????? omg then i ended up ticking all three lol for all i care HAHA. and then for compo there was descriptive, some hybrid or smth?, argumentative and discursive. i chose discursive even though i havent really been graded for discursive omg why. but the topic was nice!!! it was about retaining tradition and i'm someone who kindda feels strongly about retaining tradition and stuff cos it...

HEy guys, just a quick explanatio thing sine im on m phone now. if ANyone's confused over the things i said about the f1 bigbang concert and everything,  that's bcos i actually have a blog post before that. But my phone's being a bitch and isnt letting me upload that post ): i cant upload through internet either cos somehow it's not saved in drafts??????? so if u suddenly see a post w the title 这就是见证奇迹的时刻  it's prolly my unpublished blog post. Thanks~ nigths~ Hope™

i don't know whether to feel happy or sad haha.  i just asked my mum if i could go to USS Halloween Horror Nights and my mum almost like flared up on me. not because she didn't want me to go to USS/spend money, but because she was worried that i'll get super scared since i'm quite a cowardly person. idk. it looks like fun, but mummy says that judging from what is reported on tv and everything, it looks like it's really scary and can leave a mark on you if you're a cowardly person like me. and she was also like "you're not brave like your korkor" idk if she used the word brave or smth else. but it's smth like that la. idk whether should i feel happy or sad now kay. haha happy cos hey! she actually thought about me and what effects it could have on me. and also, she didn't expect me to be like my bro! well that's a first but sad because i might not be able to go w celine and shiow wen and charmaine and stuff. and oso abit scared cos she h...

omg i just looked at like.... the posts on my blog and i realised i made a record in sept for only blogging 8 times (9 if you count this) and sept's alr ending wtaf. i'm so sorry guys! i guess sometimes i have stuff to blog about, but i just procrastinate too much. and in way, i get lazy to type T.T i'm really sorry guys ): i'll try to blog more!! in a way, this month didn't really have much cos we were all preparing for exams and shit i guess. like i have eng exams for tmr and i still dunnoe what's being tested. HOW DO YOU SPELL FAILURE??? h-o-p-e! lol. anyways, since it's kibum's birthday today, i shall wish him a simple bdae message. idrk what to say... so HAPPY BIRTHDAY KEYBUM!! :DDDDD and it was Hyo's ytd, so HAPPY BIRTHDAY HYOYEON! ^^ and it was Chen's two days ago, so HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHENSING MACHINE!!! :P ohkay i'm sorry i know i suck. went on a whole self-insulting (?) day today. would blog about it (cos i drew/wrote smth about it in ...

-CHOKES ON SALIVA- HAHHAHAHAHHA OMG VIXX AS GIRLS HAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHA XDDDDD OMG XD but hey! they actually look good eh! well, some what la. i still think beannie's shoulders are little bit broad for a girl. and idk why he always doesn't sing or think that he can't sing well cos he can eh! get more confidence~ hehe, if you could debut you can at least sing one luh haha but omg i think n can actually pass off as a girl ohkay! not insulting him or anything! cos he looks amazing as a guy too <3 i have good taste yeah? LOL JK. and then i think he voice quite suit eh! or maybe it's because my voice is so low so to me alot of guy's voice to me can suit girl's :P he can sing so well~~~~ ^^ the whole of vixx can cos y'know it's VOICE visual and value in EXCELSIS ohkay  think i spelt tat wrongly but meh. i'm not in the right frame of mind now so whatever~~~ hahaahahahha xDDD imma go eat mango after this :3 and ken-ah, pls shave leh!! hahahhahha jkjk xP...

we always talk about how a mother's love is so 伟大, but we always tend to forget that a father's love is 伟大 too. i know you may think this is really random, but from the series of things that have been happening, i feel that i really should blog about his. i'm sorry to my dad that i didn't make him a father's day card (cos you pissed me off a few days prior but nvm). and i just wanted to say this even though i dont think he will read it (cough he reads everything of mine cough). anyways, fathers are like our personal (and unpaid) chauffeurs, chefs (maybe), atms, doraemon pouch and probably many many other things that i can't think of right now. my dad's always been sending me back and forth school since i was young (mummy does too, but let's focus on dad now cos i didn't make him a card when mum got one). he sends me almost everywhere i need him to. like there was once when he was supposed to pick mummy up from somewhere in the north and i was asking ...

耶！今天老师回来了！老师从他的学校来到我的学校，教了我们在华文的TYS里的一些文章。然后，还配我们聊天啊！哈哈，我们聊天聊了很久，好像两三个小时！但老师回来时，我很开心。因为通常在课堂上，我都不会专心听课的。但因为我们和老师的关系比较好，好像朋友一样，我在他的课上会听课（但不是说我得话语很好啦！）。 yeah ohkay so i guess you should be able to read what i was writing...??? hahhahha anyways so laoshi came back today!! omg! yay!! he was going through the tys that i didn't even do (i just bought it ytd lmao). and then he was saying how the passage was really short and natasha was going on about how the passage was easy. and i was just there like.... um... well... i haven't read it yet, but let's not get our hopes up that it's easy, yeh? but hey, it actually turned out to be pretty simple!! xDD so yeah. then after that pretty much spent half the time chit chatting and everything hahahhha then after that we had to leave cos um... they had to close the com lab or soemthing? then we spent like a really long time outside the com lab chatting omg it's like when laoshi was still in tk omg. heheheh then after that idk he sai...

So the first fucking time I decide to get my hands down and try a damn game that I find interesting in idek how my years, my keyboard decides to go fucking batshit crazy and be a fucking bitch. Like what the fuck. Seriously. The last time I actually bothered to game was like... Idk. Before I was In secondary school DO YOU KNOW HOW LONG IS THAT. And I don't have any memory of gaming in p6, SO IT'S BEEN MORE THAN FOUR YEARS YOU FUCKING ASSHOLE CAN'T YOU JUST WORK WITH ME FOR ONCE. I don't abuse you Ohkay. You don't need to retaliate like that. And my family's being a bitch too. Minus mummy. She's innocent (and just came out of the shower). Daddy's going all "Ohhh, you shouldn't play the game" and "I'm not getting a new keyboard cos this isn't spoilt" WELL THEN WHY CAN'T THE GAME FUCKING SENSE IT. I don't think it's an issue in the game cos this game is friggin worldwide. And I doubt it's an issue w the player...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TRK2OGzFhyc i would've posted the full teaser if only it wasn't blocked in my country ._. seriously. am i like from Narnia or something WHY IS IT BLOCKED IN MY COUNTRY. EXO IS GONNA BE BEATLES AND THEN THERE'S VIXX THAT'S WONDERGIRLS AND IDEK THE REST OF THE LINEUP HAHAHHAHA but omg wow. i am so excited to watch that show now xPPPPP and looks like most of the comments were about Taekwoon not being inside xP TAEKWOON YOUR TIME WILL COME I DON'T CARE lol jk :O omg i think Hyukkie really looks like a girl??? :OOO hhahahhahhaa nevermind, let's wait for the real one to come out first then i can start commenting about who'd make a pretty girl :3 User Actions   Following VIXX_N 차에네넨 ‏ @ CHA_NNNNN 엔뇽하세요!! VIXXGIRLS 엔미라고 합니다~~ㅎㅎㅎㅎ 추석특집 본방사수해 주실거죵??!!! pic.twitter.com/QGPTkHIsx8 View translation   Reply     Retweeted     Favorited     More and then we have our dear N Mi (?) posting a pic of herself xP looks like they all have ...

HA. HAHA. HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAAH OMG I CANNOT STOP LAUGHING AT THIS PHOTO OTL.  my friend on kakao sent it to me and now i just can't stop laughing at it omg. WOW VIXX AS GIRLS HAHHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHA. HAHAHHAHAHHAHA I'M SO SORRY BUT I CAN'T SEEM TO STOP LAUGHING HAHAHHAHAHHAHAH Hyukkie actually looks not bad as a girl eh!! :DD but sadly, his face kena covered by the logo. DO ALL MAKNAES HAVE TO GO THROUGH THIS TORTURE?!?!! ): haha jk xD  Hongbin...... xDDD he actually looks... ohkay. abit weird maybe? idk. i think it's the hair. or maybe cos his shoulders are broad? N. HAHHAHAHHAHA N. OMG HE LOOKS THE MOST LIKE A GIRL I'M SORRY HAKYEON. maybe Hyukkie could've beat him, BUT I CAN'T TELL COS I CAN'T SEE HIS FACE W THE REST OF HIS CLOTHES ): omg N actually looks like some female idol not kidding lmao. maybe like sungjae or smth? like when he dressed up as a girl?  alike annot? or izzit like lizzy (?) or was it nana from afterschool. cos i think ppl say Sungj...

just came out of the shower and fudge i had to bathe with some freaking insect flying around my toilet??!?!??!?!?!??!?! wtaf. ohkay. i wanted to splash water and kill it, but i'm not gonna risk it falling on me + getting skinned alive for wetting everything in the toilet hahahahahhaha. like wtf idek what type of insect it is ohkay! at first i thought it was a beetle, but it didn't look like one. or rather, it didn't sound like one (as in don't have that annoying fluttering sounds when it hits the walls and ceilings). then i thought maybe it's a moth. i'm not that scared of moths (: but NOOOOOOO. i wore my specs and i couldn't even tell what the hell it was omg. it looked like an insect. (well no shit) but like... idk. it looked abit like a grasshopper???????????? but it cant be cos it was brown not green and what would a damn grasshopper be doing at my house pls. aish!!!! i really really really really hate insects omg. which reminds me i went for an OBS Coas...

Wow first post of september on the eleventh day don't I treat you well.  I'm sorry for not blogging ): there were times I wanted to blog but I was in public and yeah.....  Anyways, so had like this um... Conversation/argument with Natasha about me being pessimistic? Am I pessimistic? I don't really think so ley. Rather than pessimistic I think i'm just someone who doesn't wanna get her hopes up. You shouldn't hope so much because when things don't go your way, you'll get sadder and... Yeah. More disappointed and stuff.  She says I should have faith. And I do. I have faith in God. In a way I believe that everything will turn out right (or at least I hope for it to turn out that way). But... I just don't want to get lost in dreamland, thinking of how good everything may be and then after that get crushed when everything goes wrong. -shrugs- that's just what I feel I guess.  Remember how a brain dominance test said that i'm fantasy oriented? I r...