aww i'm touched

i don't know whether to feel happy or sad haha.

 i just asked my mum if i could go to USS Halloween Horror Nights and my mum almost like flared up on me. not because she didn't want me to go to USS/spend money, but because she was worried that i'll get super scared since i'm quite a cowardly person.

idk. it looks like fun, but mummy says that judging from what is reported on tv and everything, it looks like it's really scary and can leave a mark on you if you're a cowardly person like me.

and she was also like "you're not brave like your korkor" idk if she used the word brave or smth else. but it's smth like that la.

idk whether should i feel happy or sad now kay. haha

happy cos hey! she actually thought about me and what effects it could have on me. and also, she didn't expect me to be like my bro! well that's a first

but sad because i might not be able to go w celine and shiow wen and charmaine and stuff. and oso abit scared cos she had that like really stern look on her face and her voice was pretty stern too when she said "i'll think about it".

i feel so.... pathetic??? that i'm being happy over the fact that my mum actually didn't compare me to kor and that she actually like.... in a way... thought about me or something? not saying that she doesn't think about me (heck, i'm her daughter how can she not think about the lovely and amazing me lol) but.. like... me being scared easily is i guess something small that pretty much goes unnoticed to most people yet she remembers how i used to be so afraid and everything. (':

ohkay maybe that's not pathetic but idk. it makes me feel... pleasant? idek. lol. now mum's looking at me like every five seconds i think i'm freaking her out w the weird look on my face omg TT.TT

haha ohkay imma go read fics now. found new ones that are quite nice yay

Hope™