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the small little things that you did and the small little things that you put around the house that would probably go unnoticed by most people; i've seen them. thank you (: from filling up all the bottles of water so that we'd have sufficient water from the rest of the day, i noticed that <3 putting an extra box of toothpaste below the current one because the current one's running out, i saw that <3 putting two extra rolls of toilet paper in the toilet because you noticed how the current one was running out and you remember how we always forget to bring in a new roll after the current one is finished. i smiled at that <3 putting another shaver in the toilet for idk what actually lmao, i realised it <3 removing all your clothes that are hanging in the toilet and washing them, i found out about it <3 the toilet looks so empty now, without your 1001 clothes hanging there. even though this is not permanent and you'd be back sooner than ever, i can't help but notice the small little things you did around the house just to help us a little. thank you so much.
i may not have been able to say the best 'goodbye for now' but i know i'll be seeing you soon, so i don't have to worry. i guess i''ll miss having you at home everyday. i guess i'll miss you waking me up in the morning for school, and scolding me countless times because i still want to sleep. i guess i'll miss asking you every morning if my hair's ohkay, because i like to sleep in the care. i guess i'll miss you always helping us to wash the clothes because now it's my job. i guess i'll miss eating you home cooked meals for the next month or so. i guess i'll miss drinking honey every morning (or at least i try to make it every morning) because you claim it's good for health. i guess i'll miss how you nag at us to drink alkaline water because it's good for our bodies. i guess i'll miss alot of things and i might feel a little out of place because i'm really not used to this. for fifteen years of my life, this is the first time that i'll have to take care of the house for such a long time - while i'm still schooling.
i can't wait for when you come back. i can't wait for when you'll cook the yummy food again. i can't wait for when i get to drink the honey water that you made for me again. i can't wait for when i have someone to tell me if my hair looks ohkay, instead of checking it myself in the mirror. i would say i can't wait for you to nag at me to wake up in the morning and nag at me to sleep at night. but let's face it, i'll never want to wake up or sleep early.
it's probably less than a month away, so i guess i'm excited? i'm excited that you'll be coming back soon!
i hope you come back just as healthy, or even healthier than when you left. i hope that when you come back, we'll have the delicious food we missed on the table during meals. i would say alot of things right now, but i guess like usual, i don't really know what to say.
i know i make it sound as if it's the end of the world that you won't be here for a month or less, but hey, i'm so used to it. i'm so used to being woken up every morning with you threatening (and sometimes really) hitting me with a clothes hanger if i don't wake up. i'm so used to asking you if my hair looks ohkay.
did you know that this morning when i reached school, i felt so awkward that i had to look in the mirror myself to see if my hair was ohkay. i honestly don't recall not asking you if my hair looked ohkay. i don't remember those times anymore. this just goes to show how much i depend on you, and i guess it's become a habit now. haha.
maybe i will sound stupid now when i say that i'm actually tearing up while writing this and i just really don't want the tears to spill over cos... i don't know why either. throughout this whole thing, i've been drying my eyes with the collar of my shirt. and i just stopped to do it again. i hope i won't go moping around all day like this for the next month or less, because if i did that, i'm pretty sure all the collars of my shirts would have traces of tears on them. to be honest, i actually almost cried in school today, and in some ways i couldn't concentrate super well in my exams. but i did my best and i hope that my results will be good.
if i'm like this when you leave for a month or less (actually i was like this in obs and that's for five days otl) what will it be like if i ever had to leave the country/stay in dorms for a long period of time?
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i may not have been able to say the best 'goodbye for now' but i know i'll be seeing you soon, so i don't have to worry. i guess i''ll miss having you at home everyday. i guess i'll miss you waking me up in the morning for school, and scolding me countless times because i still want to sleep. i guess i'll miss asking you every morning if my hair's ohkay, because i like to sleep in the care. i guess i'll miss you always helping us to wash the clothes because now it's my job. i guess i'll miss eating you home cooked meals for the next month or so. i guess i'll miss drinking honey every morning (or at least i try to make it every morning) because you claim it's good for health. i guess i'll miss how you nag at us to drink alkaline water because it's good for our bodies. i guess i'll miss alot of things and i might feel a little out of place because i'm really not used to this. for fifteen years of my life, this is the first time that i'll have to take care of the house for such a long time - while i'm still schooling.
i can't wait for when you come back. i can't wait for when you'll cook the yummy food again. i can't wait for when i get to drink the honey water that you made for me again. i can't wait for when i have someone to tell me if my hair looks ohkay, instead of checking it myself in the mirror. i would say i can't wait for you to nag at me to wake up in the morning and nag at me to sleep at night. but let's face it, i'll never want to wake up or sleep early.
it's probably less than a month away, so i guess i'm excited? i'm excited that you'll be coming back soon!
i hope you come back just as healthy, or even healthier than when you left. i hope that when you come back, we'll have the delicious food we missed on the table during meals. i would say alot of things right now, but i guess like usual, i don't really know what to say.
i know i make it sound as if it's the end of the world that you won't be here for a month or less, but hey, i'm so used to it. i'm so used to being woken up every morning with you threatening (and sometimes really) hitting me with a clothes hanger if i don't wake up. i'm so used to asking you if my hair looks ohkay.
did you know that this morning when i reached school, i felt so awkward that i had to look in the mirror myself to see if my hair was ohkay. i honestly don't recall not asking you if my hair looked ohkay. i don't remember those times anymore. this just goes to show how much i depend on you, and i guess it's become a habit now. haha.
maybe i will sound stupid now when i say that i'm actually tearing up while writing this and i just really don't want the tears to spill over cos... i don't know why either. throughout this whole thing, i've been drying my eyes with the collar of my shirt. and i just stopped to do it again. i hope i won't go moping around all day like this for the next month or less, because if i did that, i'm pretty sure all the collars of my shirts would have traces of tears on them. to be honest, i actually almost cried in school today, and in some ways i couldn't concentrate super well in my exams. but i did my best and i hope that my results will be good.
if i'm like this when you leave for a month or less (actually i was like this in obs and that's for five days otl) what will it be like if i ever had to leave the country/stay in dorms for a long period of time?
Hope™
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