Frustratingly Mediocre

Ive been waiting for more than two hours already. No offence. but it's really chaotic and it somehow seems kindda not-well-planned: \ everything's everywhere and idek what's gg on rn.... their mics arent working so i can't hear them  just now, i have a feeling more than 60% of us have absolutely no idea what's gg on.... TO Add on, eyjj's sick so she couldnt join us sigh. we were really lookin forward to this!!!! PEa has resorted to 2048 and here i qm bloggin and ill prolly b reading my fanfics later..   If everything's gonna be so messy for the next 14½ hours,,, im getting kindda worried this aint worth joining. What good experience can i get from it man Are we even gonna have dinner at this rate? NO one's over here to direct us and we have absolutely no clue what to do sigh. Hope everything will be fineeeeee im boredddddd Hope™

ohkay i'm really damn pissed now and i'm sorry if i'm being rude to my parents but hear me out ohkay so i'm having my period now and i've been having crazy cramps. like to the extent that i can barely even move. it's gotten a little  better, but it's still really pain and i have nausea now. i was having diarrhea just now so today is really a shit day no pun intended. at first mum said to use a hotpack. but guess what? my house doesn't have a fucking hotpack. not in the freezer not in the cupboard not anywhere. ohkay fine whatever. we no hotpack bopian. then i asked mummy if she could help me go buy the panadol for cramps. i asked her that at 12 mind you. and then she was like aiyo, ohkay la, i go buy u pain until liddat. and guess fucking what. it's fucking 1:18 and both of them have vapourised. i mean what the fuck. she completely didn't even do anything after i told her that lor. just sat down there. told daddy to follow her and didn't even...

music teaches me more than you ever would

yeah so dad just called just now asking if he needed to get me dinner. and then after that he was like "we need to have a talk tonight" of course, today was tpc so i didn't go to sch because i hate that place. anyways, they had to meet miss yeo and i 10000000000000000000000000000% alr knew it that she was gonna talk to my parents about me being booked cos she's been talking to me about that so lolololol i told kor about it last week and he was like "lol. you get good marks i tell you they won't care about you anymore" then i told what he said to eyjj and she was like "yep. get straight As and poof! your records are gone!" i really think this is kindda true tbh aside from the very very few teachers in school that actually care, i think most just want us to do well. i've heard from people (aka teachers) before that teachers actually get bonuses when their students do well. sooooo??? see the link here? yes, no matter how much schools try to em...

OMG GUYS OHKAY SO I JUST WATCHED ETERNITY MV AT MY NEIGHBOUR'S HOUSE WAITED SO LONG FOR IT OMG BUT APPARENTLY I ACCIDENTALLY WATCHED THE LEAKED VERSION??? OMG I'M SO SORRY BOYS!!! I DIDN'T KNOW!!! I KNEW IT WASN'T ON THE REALVIXX CHANNEL BUT I THOUGHT THAT OTHER MV WAS FROM THE OTHER WEBSITES WHERE IT WAS RELEASED AND EVERYTHING I'M SO SORRY!!! DDDDDDDD; SO DOWNLOADING THE MV ONCE IT COMES OUT APPARENTLY I HAVE TO WAIT 'TIL 12 NOW ROVIX YOU HAD ONE JOB TO DO JUST ONE OMGGG THIS IS THE FIRST TIME I'M WATCHING LEAKED CONTENT WHAT THE SHIT VIXX WHAT ARE YOU DOING TO ME OMG I'M SO SORRY KAY DDDDDDD; SORRY SORRY SORRY I THINK NO MATTER HOW MANY TIMES I SAY SORRY I WILL STILL NOT BE ABLE TO SAY IT ENOUGH SORRY FOR BEING IMPATIENT PLEASE FORGIVE ME D; THE FIRST TIME I PREORDER AN ALBUM IS ETERNITY THE FIRST TIME I ACTUALLY ORDER AN ALBUM MYSELF IS ETERNITY THE FIRST TIME I WATCHED A LEAKED MV IS ETERNITY VIXX WHAT ARE YOU DOING TO ME GOING ON TUMBLR NOW HHAAHHA...

It's SHINee's debut day!!! it's been six years... six long years of.. well, many many many things. i  wasn't with there from the beginning, definitely not. i was there only in their third year. but even so, i don't think i celebrated their 4th year very well? i joined after their third anni. it feels as if it was yesterday that they held their 5th anniversary showcase (?) or something, and that i was looking at all those pictures posted on twitter. and now, here i am a year later on tumblr queuing posts cos i have a month-old celebration to go to tmr so i probably won't be able to go on tumblr much. i'm sorry that recently, i haven't been paying much attention to SHINee, i still love them, and they're still my favourite band and when they have a comeback i'll support them and i'll get their album. but recently they seem to be sharing the 'favourite band' spot with VIXX. even i'm starting to get confused by myself. i can't tell...

more VIXX stuff from today, even though i'm supposed to be blogging about SHINee now (: will blog about SHINee!! queued my posts on tumblr cos i'm out for the whole day or so tmr so.... guys i made this!!! hahaha xD kindda used a gif maker to take it from the vid but still >< VIXX'S TYPES OF LOVE superhero:  lemme take u on dates all over the world love  rock ur body:  video game metaphor love (idk how to summarize)  on and on:  sadomasochistic(?) love  hyde:  stay away from me i'm dangerous but i still love u or do i love  g.r.8.u:  crazy in love with u  voodoo doll:  let me protect u love  eternity:  ??? love  i wonder what kind of love eternity will bring to us credit ohkay so i realised that i don't have that much to post about whoops >< but yeah, today was a great day (: i listened to so so so many vixx songs, and rewatched beatles code 3d and eunhee counseling clinic! (: ballet was fun too ^~^ Instea...