샤이니 데뷔 6 주년!!!

It's SHINee's debut day!!! it's been six years... six long years of.. well, many many many things. i  wasn't with there from the beginning, definitely not. i was there only in their third year. but even so, i don't think i celebrated their 4th year very well? i joined after their third anni.

it feels as if it was yesterday that they held their 5th anniversary showcase (?) or something, and that i was looking at all those pictures posted on twitter. and now, here i am a year later on tumblr queuing posts cos i have a month-old celebration to go to tmr so i probably won't be able to go on tumblr much.

i'm sorry that recently, i haven't been paying much attention to SHINee, i still love them, and they're still my favourite band and when they have a comeback i'll support them and i'll get their album. but recently they seem to be sharing the 'favourite band' spot with VIXX.

even i'm starting to get confused by myself. i can't tell if i love SHINee more or i love VIXX more. i guess i love the two equally. ohkay let me stay on topic.

once a Shawol, always a Shawol. even though i may not post much about you anymore and sometimes maybe not talk about you that much, i want you to know that you still have a special place in my heart and i still love you. it's like a first love, no matter what happens i guess you'd still love them? you'll always be in my heart and i'll always love you. i may not proclaim it on a daily basis, but every time i see your pictures and watch your videos, i once again find out why i started being a kpopper and a Shawol. y'all are amazing, don't ever forget that.

for Onew, he's such a sweet man omg. i love him so much. his voice is beautiful. even eyjj agrees. like she barely knows who onew is, but every time she hears his voice, she'll know it's him. why? because this boy has such a unique voice that everyone will remember forever. it's so warm and sweet and loving and i just... his voice is one of my favourites. eyjj says he's really on tune too! which is really good cos she complains a lot about bands not being able to sing properly (: congrats, jinki! i know he once said that he was really burdened during the first year or two of SHINee's debut? I'm glad that now, he doesn't feel as burdened and that he can share his worries with his members. jinki has the heart of an angel and i think it's really hard for someone not to like him...? like sure, everyone has flaws but jinki's really.... he's not perfect, but he's close to it, i guess? (: his onew condition is always so adorable, and it makes him truly him. from those little awkward moments or when he starts falling down/dropping things, it's so funny and adorable, but at the same time i really hope that he isn't injuring himself. his walnut cracking skills, omg. i tried to do that two years ago, but the walnut kept rolling away! sometimes i feel sad when i see him do it because yes, it's really amazing but at the same time, it hurts him. with my weak ttakbam, it already hurts so can you imagine how pain it could be when he does it? there was a gif or something once showing that his whole finger actually turned red from doing it,,, please don't do it if it hurts you ): this unique ability has him being remembered as walnut-man to eyjj ^~^

for Jonghyun, his voice is also amazing. it's not the same as jinki's and there's a different style but it's still amazing. how he's able to sing falsetto really well and the emotions he puts into his songs. it's not like he's just singing them, he's putting his heart and soul and all the feelings he feels while singing the song when he sings it. he's such a talented person and i'm really happy seeing him sing! his long notes are crazy too. i remember how natasha told me that when her mother's friend heard jjong's long note in juliette, she asked if the disk was spoilt. haha xD that's jjong for you. and i love how he's so friendly and everything he seems like a really fun person to be with! he's also so muscular and everything, but sometimes it worries me? like you can see his posture ain't getting any better. idk if it's just me or what but because i used to go to a chiropractor, i know that our ears are supposed to be above our shoulders. but because of bad posture and bad habits, people's heads tend to lean forward a lot. i'm guilty of that too, so i'm trying to fix it. but sometimes when i see jjong taking of his shirt in concerts and stuff, i can't help but notice how sometime the top part of his back seems to be arching too much and that his neck seems to be really forward??? also because of this, he tends to have to diet a lot and probably has to follow a strict schedule to keep his body in tip top condition? i won't be surprised if he does. remember in SOFD when he went to japan? i'm so happy that he got to eat to his heart's content because he usually had to diet and stuff. maybe when he got back he'd have to resume dieting again, but it's great that he actually had a few days to let loose and eat any crap that he wants (:

for Key, oh that boy. that diva. i love his reactions and how he's able to mimic pretty much every single dance as long as he watches it once or something like that. there's a compilation of kibum's girl group dances on yt and everytime i see it i'm just like... woah. it's amazing! i love how he laughs so much and how cheerful and cute he is! he's like the mood maker of the group??? hahha thinking of this somehow reminds me of yunhanam when taem was on a date with a noona and kibum was busy imitating him! hehe. how he pretending to blink so much and everything awwww haha. i like key's raps, and i think it's nice that he has an insta and constantly posts in english to be able to communicate with us international fans. of course he'd still post in korean and sometimes i'd get confused cos this girl can't understand korean well but i love the times that he would start posting in english and everything. and awww his love for his dogs! they're all so cute!! this is also starting to remind me of key's fashion sense, cos comme des and garcons is a brand, right? omg his fashion sense is really unique! i'm not one to judge on fashion, cos i have like the suckiest fashion sense but sometimes when i see the clothes that he chooses and everything, i'm just like woah that's amazing! sometimes i wonder whether does he put in extra time to think of what to wear and how to match things, or is he just a natural and is able to dress himself blindfolded yet still look freaking amazing.

for Minho, that actor and competitive guy hahhaha. i remember seeing this picture of him at idol sports olympics at the hurdles event and omg that boy.... he was idek how many metres in front of his rivals???? ace hahha. i think it's cute how he's so competitive and really wants to win. like when i watch him in sport events or the rare occasion where i decide to turn on dream team and i see him in it,, it's really nice haha. but i think he's mentioned before that if he were to be playing against a girl he might go a little easy on her? hehe. his shows, wow. he's been in so many dramas, though i haven't watched all of them whoops! i love his voice too! i seem to be saying this about everyone i'm sorry. ohkay so maybe it ain't freaking amazing like jinki's or jonghyun's, but it's special in it's own way. i think he'd be really good in singing heart break songs or such, because of the way his voice is! his raps are nice too, and when i think of this somehow idk why but i just automatically think about his rap in SHINee World cos i kindda like that song a lot~ dibidibidis my flaming charisma minho, my name is minho! minho gave the image of a really quiet guy and stuff when they first debuted, but look at him now! he can sometimes be so crazy it's funny. and now i'm starting to think of how he bit on the cork to practice his lines for his dramas and everything.

for Taemin, i always seem to have soft spots of maknaes. esp taem. everyone knows that he debuted when he was fifteen, his last year of middle school. so we all know how much he'd sacrificed, and how he had to juggle school and idol life and i really admire him for that. sometimes i feel a little sad too, because i'm sixteen now and what am i doing? blogging. not really doing that well in cas and maybe even dance..? i admire how he was willing to sacrifice his friendships, because i know he said that when he joined sm ent and stuff or something like that, he lost contact with his friends. i admire him for how he was able to pull through with both his education and dream. aww .and how much his singing has improved. i know last time he wasn't given much lines but look at him now. he can sing high notes he can take over jjong's parts when jjong's not able to be there... everything. omg. he can rap too what is this. and of course, i guess it's expected that i'll say this but i really really love his dance a lot. idk why but i really just love watching people dance. i haven't seen him dance in a long time, but i rmb that when i watched his freestyle dance a long long long long time ago, i used to joke about how his pants were loose because he seems to have that habit of putting his hands at where his pants are hehe. and also remember the time when he was bullied? i know how harsh the bullying in korea can be and thank God that the bullies didn't like... hit him or anything. but their words could've cut him deeper than what knives can and those wounds could take a long long long time to heal. i really hope that he wasn't too affected by those bullies and that he isn't dwelling over those things now. bullying goes a long way and i know that even after a long time, the victim might still remember what his or her bullies have said to him or her..

all in all, i wish SHINee the best. they're already a band that whenever someone sees on big music shows, they'll know that it's ending and i'm proud of them for that! i'm happy that so many people love them now and i wish them all the best. i really really hope that they'll be able to have enough sleep and to have happiness and health. after all, aren't those the most important things in life?

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i really love SHINee, and i will be with them forever and ever <3

Hope™

ps. i like how my blog's bg is still SHINee hehe. it's been like that for two years already! and it seems like just yesterday that i was getting so hyped up about Sherlock x)