#LETSGO
alright so this happened on saturday but i procrastinated a little ^^;;
so yeah, that was what's posted on my calligraphy/lettering ig, @hopeful.lettering! (:
it was honestly so nerve wracking and scary for me tbh like legit as we stood up for worship, i was sort of wondering why celine wasn't standing up then i realised that she told us she had bad cramps and stuff. and so like kh who was next to me just told me to pray for celine during worship and holy heck i was so stressed out?????? at first i thought she had meant like as i worship i think of celine and pray for her BUT NO I HAVE TO DO THIS WHOLE PRAYING FOR PEOPLE THING LIKE OMG
it's not that i've never done it before but because i've only been in church for a year and a half, i guess i feel rly rly inferior to everyone around me? like everyone always knows what to say and everything and they say it in a really cool way but i'm like over here so noob and everything hahaha >< i know God doesn't judge it but like idk i guess i just feel stressed about it? i've prayed for others before and normally like idk i feel like i usually prefer to pray for those people that are sort of in the same plight as me so that they can't judge the way i pray HAHAHA >< but yeah really ><
it was quite amazing though cos like after i was done i was thinking back to what i was saying and i actually don't really remember much except for me fumbling at the end? so like yay maybe that's really the Holy Spirit speaking through me to pray for celine? hahha ><
it was a really memorable experience for me (:
oh, one interesting fact: i actually didn't really like #LETSGO the first time i heard it but i really grew on me and like i've been belting out to it during my study breaks this week AHHAHA
Hope™
(Some long self-reflection thingy read at your own risk) So today in church, my cell sister wasn't feeling well so she was sitting down for worship. Just before worship started, my cell leader who was sitting next to me whispered, "during worship pray for (my cell sister) ohkay?" And to give a background I've only been in church for a year and a half so I'm like super unconfident about praying for people. Like it stresses me out ^^;; But my cell leader was really encouraging and telling me to do it. "Let the Holy Spirit speak through you." Or something along those lines. I knew I had to agree, so I did. And in my mind this really whimsical thought came out. Like I just told God, I'll pray for her when a song I like plays. I spent the first song being quite anxious, but when the second song played, it just felt like God telling me "ohkay, I've done my part. Now do yours." As y'all know I've been pretty hooked on to #LETSGO by Planetshakers. Guess what the second song was? That's right. It was #LETSGO! 😄Praise the Lord (:
so yeah, that was what's posted on my calligraphy/lettering ig, @hopeful.lettering! (:
it was honestly so nerve wracking and scary for me tbh like legit as we stood up for worship, i was sort of wondering why celine wasn't standing up then i realised that she told us she had bad cramps and stuff. and so like kh who was next to me just told me to pray for celine during worship and holy heck i was so stressed out?????? at first i thought she had meant like as i worship i think of celine and pray for her BUT NO I HAVE TO DO THIS WHOLE PRAYING FOR PEOPLE THING LIKE OMG
it's not that i've never done it before but because i've only been in church for a year and a half, i guess i feel rly rly inferior to everyone around me? like everyone always knows what to say and everything and they say it in a really cool way but i'm like over here so noob and everything hahaha >< i know God doesn't judge it but like idk i guess i just feel stressed about it? i've prayed for others before and normally like idk i feel like i usually prefer to pray for those people that are sort of in the same plight as me so that they can't judge the way i pray HAHAHA >< but yeah really ><
it was quite amazing though cos like after i was done i was thinking back to what i was saying and i actually don't really remember much except for me fumbling at the end? so like yay maybe that's really the Holy Spirit speaking through me to pray for celine? hahha ><
it was a really memorable experience for me (:
also, Planetshakers actually liked my photos!! haha >< that's cool (: idk who's the callingglory band though o.o like never really heard of them before ><
oh, one interesting fact: i actually didn't really like #LETSGO the first time i heard it but i really grew on me and like i've been belting out to it during my study breaks this week AHHAHA
Hope™
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