Looking Back on the Past

alright so i was looking for a photo i posted like rly rly rly long time ago that i could possibly use for prep and i ended up like seeing all those titles of all those old posts i made??? hahha >< too bad i dont have time to look at all of them.

but really as i look back i'm just like omg i can't believe so many years have already passed??? hahha >< like can u imagine omg i started i this blog at age 13 when i was fed up with my dad invading my privacy. and look where i am now 5 years on.

i'll be honest i know that i'm quite a bad blog owner because the number of posts have been decreasing so drastically. but at the same time i feel like this has recorded my maturity over the years? i used to blog about everything and talked funny but now it's different hahaha ><

and also this again served to remind me how long i've liked vixx for. like legit. omg almost every year that i look back on i will see a post about vixx and it's really so amazing and surreal to me? like tbh i would say that i like vixx more than i do SHINee now and like idk it's like i've liked vixx since sometime near their debut and i've basically followed them up through all their years and grew up with them, watched them work hard in hyde and gr8u and then finally see their first win in voodoo doll. it's just... it's really something so surreal to me?? like so many years have already passed since i've know them omg. and then when i was still blogging a lot i recorded all my screaming/fangirling at their comebacks. yknow, i still can rmb the order of their comebacks hahhaha ><

superhero - rock ur body - on & on - hyde - gr8u - girls why (i think? some time around here, not exactly a cb) - voodoo doll - tyfbb - eternity - blossom love (izzit? i not v sure) - error - love equation - beautiful liar - chained up - dynamite - fantasy

omg now that i mentioned it i watched them form their own subunits holy hell next thing i know i'll be anticipating solo comebacks and stuff omg, hahahha >< i really cant believe i've followed vixx for so long??? because i'm a super 三分钟热度 person so like to have followed them for 4 years already??? hahha >< can u imagine how it's gonna be like for me when they start gg for army and when they disband? omg my heart ;-; hahah

anyway now's not a fangirl time it's just like yeah something i thought about ah (:

really hope to come back soon after a's.... or at least after coursework maybe? hahha ><

ohkay edited in, i'm also kindda bummed that most of the photos can't be seen anymore ))): idk why also and maybe i'll try to find out after a's? but like idk i'm quite sure they're all unsalvageable :\

Hope™

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