Open book

Am i that easily read? Are my emotions so easily seen?

Because my mum just came into the room to tell me that my dad says ive been looking v sad recently and she wanted to know if anything was wrong.

Ive been so busy w school that the only time i see them is in the morning and at like 9+10 pm when i get home from sch (usually w daddy picking me up haha).

But yeah really. Am i that obvious?

I will say that everything hasnt been gg so good for me ah. ive been pretty stressed and down about school and art and life and future and all that and things are just bothering me quite a bit?

I alr told them abt sch and stuff but like idk how to tell them abt future?

Like i legit dk. How do i tell them that i wanna go to korea not only to have a solo holiday but to also go for auditions? How do i tell them that becoming a trainee is like a dream for me? Is this something i can even tell them? idk it sounds damn stupid and they'll prolly just laugh it off or think it's a phase? Idk. If it rly is a phase it's a freakin long one that has lasted for 5 years lmao. but yeah it's sort of bugging me a bit but i'm glad to say that it's lessened a great deal since i'm always praying and asking for peace and for Him to take away this anxiety in me.

Things have gotten better but they're not good yet.

Many things are troubling me and the time i have is just decreasing day by day by day.

But

Your time, not mine.

Hope™