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Hey there ive not touched this for such a long time and im really so sorry >< it's promos and my utter laziness heh ^^;; but after tuesday im as free as a bird~ (that's not locked up in a cage ofc HAHA)

anyways ive been trying to sleep since like 1115 and it's 210 now?????? It's honestly scaring me cos ive not had uh. I guess u can call it insomnia? For like forever now. Thanks to a certain pig, ive been able to sleep at 1115 for like the past few weeks (: and i can really see the effect on myself hahahaha. And like one thing this pig helped me is if i ever face the prospect of not being able to sleep again, i just have to count to a thousand and i'll fall asleep. Ive counted to a thousand. Twice. And i guess im just really stressed to sleep cos i have a chem paper at 8 am tmr and i have to wake up at 6 so like no matter what right i will have at most 4 hrs of sleep??? And it's worrying me ah i guess. Like what if i cant sleep at all? Cos honestly i do feel tired. But when i close my eyes, sleep just doesnt come to me. And im honestly quite scared now ah.

Was reading back on the old post on my first day of work cos i rmbed that day i couldnt sleep at night too. I rmb i was able to tank quite a long peroid of time without sleep that day and was sincerely hoping it would be 25 hrs cos i woke up at like 1030 so 25 hrs would be exactly when my paper ends then after that i can go home crash lol. But nope it's 19 hrs so it's lile exactly before my paper starts?!?!!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!

Then again i did tank 38 hrs before huh. Idk if i blogged abt that tho sorry >< but well, i guess if ive done 38 hrs i can do this! Ofc i'll keep telling myself to sleep, and i've been praying for Him to let me sleep so yeah

I can do this (:

Hope™