Alarm.

I dont even know why i bother w a fucking alarm clock when it never wakes me anyway. Like out of ten times it's rung i prolly only woke up 3. Idfgi

And it's not like it's only on days i dont sleep enough or what it can be the fucking weekend when i sleep 99935029463 hours and i STILL dont wake up from it. Idg wtf is wrong w me.

And like idk... i think mummy was busy doing thingbs so she didnt realise the time and she ended up waking me up at 7 and i need to be in sch at 7:40 and like cfm late liao la idek why i bother anymore.

All im gonna do is stand outside anyway why am i even rushing for school? Why do i even bother??? Why do i even bother sleeping or waking up or whatever. Idk.

Im so fucking annoyed.

With myself.

And it's like i think im treating the ppl arnd me (aka ppl that try to talk to me now) rly bad like cos im in a super bad mood cos im so fucking annoyed and like idk i guess im being quite rude or curt to them?!?!?!!

Im so fucking done with this.

Later tonight dont sleep ah tmr cfm wake up.

Hope™