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first post of march!!!
guess who's been procrastinating so hard that she's not posted anything abt her jc life????
THAT'S RIGHT THIS GIRL
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srsly idek why i'm not blogging like i have time?!?!??!?!?
anyways so yeah jc's started and school and friends and everything do you know how accomplished i felt when i actually understood chem lecture and was able to do shit???? too bad it's like the third chapter now and like.... HELP. bio's still pretty fine and math hasn't started killing me yet (at least i hope not but i've been asking everyone for help in it so...) gp's stressing me out cos i can't read fast so i can't do the paper under the time limit. pw's... we haven't exactly started w it yet but i'm hoping that i get some ppl that i'm close to (aka marcus, weiquan, sharmaine, jolene, hilary, clara << in no order of preference ohkay) in my group and i really don't mind ayesha too cos she's really nice and friendly and good hahahha xD art's really fun but i'm a little stressed there cos i'm like the worst artist there????? art history is surprisingly a lot more interesting than i thought it was hahha xD it's nice to finally understand what everyone said about leonardo da vinci making the vanishing point of The Last Supper above (or is it at?) Jesus' head hahah xD i went to the da vinci exhibit but i didn't really get it. i just thought they were lines drawn in for fun or something otl ><
ohkay so to get to the actual point of this post.
so i've made a new friend!! or rather friends but yeah this is one person! :D so anyways i became friends w marcus is the most random ways lemme tell you. both of us wanted to be in dance (although neither of us got in but oh wells) so we started talking. and we wanted to reg for the auditions tgt and everything and i had to wait because someone had chinese. so then we were just msging ea other la. and someone was telling me SCAREDDDD << this is the actual message.
then yeahla just started talking and everything and then yeah i guess we became friends like that??? hahhaha xD
ohkay so then on wed we just decided to stay back after musicfest auditions (yes, i actually went for it HURRAY ME. if you dk the story it's just that i really wanted to participate in mf but had no one to go for with hehe) and talk. and we really talked a lot la. like talked abt our life and family and our thoughts and everything. it was really nice and he's really easy to talk to and he's damn good at comforting ppl?!??!?! cos i just started talking abt things that i tell no one and only write here la and yeah i guess i just started crying idek why??? was quite annoyed at myself for it but ohkayz hahaha. although i really feel quite bad cos it was meant to be talking abt him but then i talked so much??? omg i need to shut up sometimes D: i feel kindda proud and happy that i actually told someone all this and it makes me feel better that now i actually have someone to discuss all these things about. even if this someone doesn't exactly understand what i'm talking about at times (aka kpop) it's really nice to just have someone to rant to la i guess. because like.... i guess i'm really conscious abt what ppl think abt me??? like not that i don't want to be judged but i've just really curious what people honestly honestly honestly think of me bcos yknow ppl usually wont tell you if you're annoying and stuff like that? and also sometimes i'm just scared of people la. and i guess you can tell that i'm just a really eccentric and random person that has her things all over the place and has weird habits and ways of talking and cringe-worthy shit so like... yeah no one really knows cos i think it's weird and not exactly necessary to say? i think i used to do it in pri sch and found out that no one really cares so i stopped and i guess i kindda closed off in sec sch? most likely when i was in sec 3 and stuff. sec 1 and 2 wasn't that bad la but maybe i learnt how to grow up a bit in sec 2 cos honestly when i think of it now i was damn annoying in sec 1 otl.
so yeah since he alr knows more or less what's written in this blog he might be the first person to read this blog!!!! after like what 3 years of it's existence??? hahhaha omg it's the same age as calson!!! :D actually no wait 4. i created this in oct'11 but changed urls on 9aug12 xD
so HELLO MARCUS WELCOME TO MY BLOG IT'S NOTHING MUCH BUT YEAH XD i guess if you actually had the patience to go read through everything you'll realise how much i've prolly changed (and gotten lazier) hahhaha. still cringing at hell thinking of how i used to do all those birthday dedications and everything glad i ain't doing that now la hahahhaha xP
i'm surprised everything is coming out so easily now hahahha why am i so not lazy in typing??? i was doing the cny post and got so lazy at it i've been writing it since like second day of cny and it still ain't past reunion dinner guys.
oh yeah and i just wanna say something here: girls cannot gossip for nuts i'm telling you that. so cos me and marcus (screw grammar yo) are really close like the whole class ships us?!??!?!?!!?!?!? wtaf hahaha but ohkay. guys HEIGHT. but srsly my whole class in my books cmi la no off >< i walked into class and i was like THAT'S IT. and in the words of eyjj "damn! there goes my jc romance!!!" HAHAHAHHAH but yeah so anyways it's quite funny cos they sometimes try to be subtle about it but they talk so loudly it's so obv??? that time i was walking to lt1 w marcus cos we had mf practice so basically it was w the whole group la like sharmaine and weiquan and jolene and stuff. then after that i could hear like yunlin and idek who else gg "OMG THEY WALKING TOGETHER EH" i had to hold back a laugh HAHAHAHA. then another time i was walking into lt2 w him and cos there're steps, i was walking in front. then i could hear idk who gg "EH HE'S STILL SHORTER" HAHAHAHHAH I'M SORRY. marcus is clinging on to that hope that guys will have one more growth spurt yeah. i think this whole shipping business thing is so funny????? hahhaa can really see how even though we're all jc kids now in reality we're still giggly teenagers that have wild imaginations xP one thing i find interesting tho is that usually when two ppl are shipped tgt they get really awkward w ea other but in my whole class everyone that's being shipped tgt is actually still being rly close and acting as if the ship has no effect on them??? it doesn't btw. but natasha's told me how she was shipped w this guy and they became damn awkward hahahha. and my class is insane i'm not kidding. we have 6 guys in a 24-member class and 5 of them are in ships HAHAHHAHA. i think too many girls liao ah the oestrogen here is through the roof HAHAHHAH why can blogger put emojis SIGH. you can imagine what emoji i wanna put right hahhahah xP
wow that was a long stupid chunk of text.
so yeah i have piano tmr and its almost 2 so i guess i should be sleeping soon but since i'm in the typing mood and i'm listening to songs i'll try to see if i can get shit done on my cny post. but we still have aeon and a lot of stuff from last year HELP ME.
oh yeah and i kindda feel bad cos he's been late every single day because of me >< cos so far we've always been staying back after school to talk and like... we will plan ohkay leave at maybe 6:45 cos he has to reach somewhere at 7:30 and we end up leaving at 7:30 and he ends up being 20 mins late and everything... sorryyyy!!!!!! )))):
and it's also rly interesting for me to be using he when referring to a friend??? hahhahahahha xD
btw guys are really flat when we hug them I'M SORRY I'VE ONLY HAD GIRL FRIENDS SO FAR SO I'VE ONLY HUGGED GIRLS OHKAY OTL
marcus, good luck on growing tall xD
and really thanks a lot for listening :D
hope we can really stay friends as long as possible, even after jc and everything x)
Hope™
guess who's been procrastinating so hard that she's not posted anything abt her jc life????
THAT'S RIGHT THIS GIRL
._.
srsly idek why i'm not blogging like i have time?!?!??!?!?
anyways so yeah jc's started and school and friends and everything do you know how accomplished i felt when i actually understood chem lecture and was able to do shit???? too bad it's like the third chapter now and like.... HELP. bio's still pretty fine and math hasn't started killing me yet (at least i hope not but i've been asking everyone for help in it so...) gp's stressing me out cos i can't read fast so i can't do the paper under the time limit. pw's... we haven't exactly started w it yet but i'm hoping that i get some ppl that i'm close to (aka marcus, weiquan, sharmaine, jolene, hilary, clara << in no order of preference ohkay) in my group and i really don't mind ayesha too cos she's really nice and friendly and good hahahha xD art's really fun but i'm a little stressed there cos i'm like the worst artist there????? art history is surprisingly a lot more interesting than i thought it was hahha xD it's nice to finally understand what everyone said about leonardo da vinci making the vanishing point of The Last Supper above (or is it at?) Jesus' head hahah xD i went to the da vinci exhibit but i didn't really get it. i just thought they were lines drawn in for fun or something otl ><
ohkay so to get to the actual point of this post.
so i've made a new friend!! or rather friends but yeah this is one person! :D so anyways i became friends w marcus is the most random ways lemme tell you. both of us wanted to be in dance (although neither of us got in but oh wells) so we started talking. and we wanted to reg for the auditions tgt and everything and i had to wait because someone had chinese. so then we were just msging ea other la. and someone was telling me SCAREDDDD << this is the actual message.
then yeahla just started talking and everything and then yeah i guess we became friends like that??? hahhaha xD
ohkay so then on wed we just decided to stay back after musicfest auditions (yes, i actually went for it HURRAY ME. if you dk the story it's just that i really wanted to participate in mf but had no one to go for with hehe) and talk. and we really talked a lot la. like talked abt our life and family and our thoughts and everything. it was really nice and he's really easy to talk to and he's damn good at comforting ppl?!??!?! cos i just started talking abt things that i tell no one and only write here la and yeah i guess i just started crying idek why??? was quite annoyed at myself for it but ohkayz hahaha. although i really feel quite bad cos it was meant to be talking abt him but then i talked so much??? omg i need to shut up sometimes D: i feel kindda proud and happy that i actually told someone all this and it makes me feel better that now i actually have someone to discuss all these things about. even if this someone doesn't exactly understand what i'm talking about at times (aka kpop) it's really nice to just have someone to rant to la i guess. because like.... i guess i'm really conscious abt what ppl think abt me??? like not that i don't want to be judged but i've just really curious what people honestly honestly honestly think of me bcos yknow ppl usually wont tell you if you're annoying and stuff like that? and also sometimes i'm just scared of people la. and i guess you can tell that i'm just a really eccentric and random person that has her things all over the place and has weird habits and ways of talking and cringe-worthy shit so like... yeah no one really knows cos i think it's weird and not exactly necessary to say? i think i used to do it in pri sch and found out that no one really cares so i stopped and i guess i kindda closed off in sec sch? most likely when i was in sec 3 and stuff. sec 1 and 2 wasn't that bad la but maybe i learnt how to grow up a bit in sec 2 cos honestly when i think of it now i was damn annoying in sec 1 otl.
so yeah since he alr knows more or less what's written in this blog he might be the first person to read this blog!!!! after like what 3 years of it's existence??? hahhaha omg it's the same age as calson!!! :D actually no wait 4. i created this in oct'11 but changed urls on 9aug12 xD
so HELLO MARCUS WELCOME TO MY BLOG IT'S NOTHING MUCH BUT YEAH XD i guess if you actually had the patience to go read through everything you'll realise how much i've prolly changed (and gotten lazier) hahhaha. still cringing at hell thinking of how i used to do all those birthday dedications and everything glad i ain't doing that now la hahahhaha xP
i'm surprised everything is coming out so easily now hahahha why am i so not lazy in typing??? i was doing the cny post and got so lazy at it i've been writing it since like second day of cny and it still ain't past reunion dinner guys.
oh yeah and i just wanna say something here: girls cannot gossip for nuts i'm telling you that. so cos me and marcus (screw grammar yo) are really close like the whole class ships us?!??!?!?!!?!?!? wtaf hahaha but ohkay. guys HEIGHT. but srsly my whole class in my books cmi la no off >< i walked into class and i was like THAT'S IT. and in the words of eyjj "damn! there goes my jc romance!!!" HAHAHAHHAH but yeah so anyways it's quite funny cos they sometimes try to be subtle about it but they talk so loudly it's so obv??? that time i was walking to lt1 w marcus cos we had mf practice so basically it was w the whole group la like sharmaine and weiquan and jolene and stuff. then after that i could hear like yunlin and idek who else gg "OMG THEY WALKING TOGETHER EH" i had to hold back a laugh HAHAHAHA. then another time i was walking into lt2 w him and cos there're steps, i was walking in front. then i could hear idk who gg "EH HE'S STILL SHORTER" HAHAHAHHAH I'M SORRY. marcus is clinging on to that hope that guys will have one more growth spurt yeah. i think this whole shipping business thing is so funny????? hahhaa can really see how even though we're all jc kids now in reality we're still giggly teenagers that have wild imaginations xP one thing i find interesting tho is that usually when two ppl are shipped tgt they get really awkward w ea other but in my whole class everyone that's being shipped tgt is actually still being rly close and acting as if the ship has no effect on them??? it doesn't btw. but natasha's told me how she was shipped w this guy and they became damn awkward hahahha. and my class is insane i'm not kidding. we have 6 guys in a 24-member class and 5 of them are in ships HAHAHHAHA. i think too many girls liao ah the oestrogen here is through the roof HAHAHHAH why can blogger put emojis SIGH. you can imagine what emoji i wanna put right hahhahah xP
wow that was a long stupid chunk of text.
so yeah i have piano tmr and its almost 2 so i guess i should be sleeping soon but since i'm in the typing mood and i'm listening to songs i'll try to see if i can get shit done on my cny post. but we still have aeon and a lot of stuff from last year HELP ME.
oh yeah and i kindda feel bad cos he's been late every single day because of me >< cos so far we've always been staying back after school to talk and like... we will plan ohkay leave at maybe 6:45 cos he has to reach somewhere at 7:30 and we end up leaving at 7:30 and he ends up being 20 mins late and everything... sorryyyy!!!!!! )))):
and it's also rly interesting for me to be using he when referring to a friend??? hahhahahahha xD
btw guys are really flat when we hug them I'M SORRY I'VE ONLY HAD GIRL FRIENDS SO FAR SO I'VE ONLY HUGGED GIRLS OHKAY OTL
marcus, good luck on growing tall xD
and really thanks a lot for listening :D
hope we can really stay friends as long as possible, even after jc and everything x)
Hope™
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