Scared

I know this is really really stupid, and probably extremely biased. But this is my own thoughts, and humans tend to be biased to certain people/things, eh?

But I'm honestly Kindda frightened/scared rn for SMAs. Turns out voting ends 2359 on 21jan and not 0000 21jan. Last time I saw, VIXX and EXO had the same number of votes. 

I feel bad. I feel bad that even when VIXX does so much for us, the immaculate amount of love they give us Starlights, we cant give them many awards. We can't give them constant first places on music shows, we can't give them big awards at award ceremonies. 

I know that winning's not everything, but i just... I just really want them to be able to get it! I know other bands work just as hard, if not harder, but since humans all have a tendency to be biased, I'm being Kindda biased to VIXX now and I want them to win!! 

VIXX is confirmed to be going for the SMAs so I really hope they win something. Even though nothing's confirmed yet, I can't help but feel hope dwindling when I see the percentages equal up. Who knows, EXO will probably be first when I check tmr. 

Sorry VIXX, sorry that I can't vote as much as I want to. I've tried my best, I've downloaded every app that I could get my hands on but i still can't vote until you place first in the givecon app votes. I'm sorry. Maybe I shouldn't have voted so much for SHINee? But who knew? They had chances of dropping to second early on in the voting so if I had an extra vote I'd give it to them. Now i'm just focused on you. I'm sorry. Maybe I should have downloaded it on my parents' devices too? But if I got any form of virus I'd be in hot soup. 

Sorry VIXX, idk if you're gonna win. 

But i'll try my best next time when you're nominated on something again!!! 

Love,

Hope™