ZYX

my heart hurts to see you like that. i cried. if it hurts, dont do it. i'm ohkay. it's ohkay. even if you didnt appear on that day, but they told me you were resting, i'm ohkay. please rest and i want you to get better. i'm a little disappointed in myself that i didnt notice this that day... probably because i was too busy screaming my heart out when i saw you guys. and probably because i was way too far and the big screens didnt focus on you. i think you slipped, did you? and some said that you almost fainted. please. rest. honesty idgaf if i dont see you when i go to concerts. if you're fine, then i'm happy.

i will post a vlog of SMTOWN because there is just too much to type.

please. please. please. idk what i'm feeling now. but you... seeing you like this... please. just please. idek what to say now. and i'm tearing up again. wow great job lee xian. just how many times have you made yourself tear up today?