$179.65

$179.65 that's how much i've saved. i dont know if i should be angry or happy at myself. happy because if the ticket prices are the same as SWC (which i kindda doubt), i'd at least be able to afford the cheapest one, with a dollar left over. angry because i've calculated. over three months, (i started saving in June, i think) i've only saved $59+ per month. i get a $100 per month. it's bad. but then again. i started saving in the end of June so i dont know. anyways, i have really only 2 weeks left until the tickets are on sale. so the max is $50 that i can save.

$179.65+$50=$229.65

that's the max i can save. then hopefully the ticket prices won't be too expensive, and then i just need to borrow little money from my parents. that is IF they allow me to go. and to do that. i MUST study. i MUST study hard. really hard. i can do it. Siow Lee Xian you can do it. you've never put your heart and mind into something before. now's the time. hwaiting Lee Xian. you can do it. i WILL do it. i WILL study the hardest. i understand that my parents will know the efforts i've put in. i haven't bought anything that i've liked in a long time. all for this. but it's good in the long run. i know i will pay off. 

Lee Xian. you really have to give your 100% now. it's the time to really do your best and not just do lipservice. you can do it girl. hwaiting.

❝Do your best and wait for God's direction❞ - Lee Taemin's family motto

you.can.do.it.hwaiting