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hehe, you probably wanna kill me for not updating rite? keke mianhe!!! >< i like to blog, but i get lazy to type ):

anyways, so yeah. on thursday.. Jie had camp la, but her parents still wanted her to go for trainnig so yeah. and when me and Aqilah met her she was like starving ):the poor girl. didnt drink any water or eat anything since the previous night. woah. who can survive that siah. neways, and then yeah, she had to call Nabilah to buy food and water for her. and then when we reached Yishun she oso went to buy bread. :P

then yeah. training luh. Jaime was at our lane! (: she's actually really friendly (: and then we were practicing spares. I'M TELLING YOU I CAN NEVER GET THE 7 PIN. I LOVE 10 PIN HATE 7 PIN. i'm the opposite of people. xP seriously luh, 10 pin is so easy lurh. but 7 pin if you hook too much, gutter. dun hook, dun it. -.- damn irritating siah. then we were eating! keke. I think Megan was sick... cos halfway they were asking her if she had breakfast and everything. so yeah. then she was asked to stop and eat during training.

AND THE SEC ONES HAVE FINALLY LEARNT THE LINE OF PUNISHMENT! XD i remember doing that last year. :P i can still rmb ours got the whole lane stand tgt de. :P (it's like there're 2 towels, if you dun go btwn them, punishment is stand at the lane or smth like that and you do finishing position for 20 secs) and then starting we very honest. really count 20 seconds. then after that you know how we count? ^^ 1....4......8......12......15.......17....20!!!! hahahha xD even when coach clara was there we still did it xD i guess she didnt really care luh.

and then after that as our poor sec one juniors were being punished, coach clara was like ❝look at Megan enjoying herself there❞ but she told me she wasnt la. i through twitter. she was saying that she almost fainted on the lane, and she was really pale. and she threw up. then she was 'forced' to eat since that girl didnt have breakfast. and she felt like vomitting still. :P and then yeah, Mr Tan actually volunteered to drive her home ._. awkward much

oh yeah, then i rmb asking Jaime for help on how to spare. :P but it doesnt really work. haha no off Jaime. x) and then DID YOU KNOW THAT BOTH MR TANs CAN BOWL?! :O i oni knew mr keith tan could bowl, since he told us before. he only stopped bowling cos he broke his wrist >< but i didnt noe about the other mr tan. omg. when i saw him i was like :O HE CAN BOWL?! cos he was using his own ball, own shoe and everything o.o and then yeah, we played games (:

oh yeah! then after training we oso played! xD and see the names? [;

better not tell u who Mrs Yeo and Mrs Koh are [; but as you can see, i'm Hope and Blythe is Blythe. 

and me and Blythe like teamed up to sabo the other two. xD like when they try to change their name back to normal, we'll hold them back., then blythe was like lying on the monitor so they cant change it. lolx. so funny. xD but then after a while we all heck care alr luh. and then oh yeah, i tried calling kor to ask if he wanted lunch. but he didnt answer. -.- 

anyways, so yeah, i went to subway downstairs to eat lunch w val first. then i kept calling kor if he needed lunch. hey, he does the same too. and then val was like ❝why do you care so much about your brother?❞ have care alot meh? we've been doing this since we started being left alone at home ._. or rather since my bro entered secondary sch i think. that was 4 years ago. 

oh and cos nearby there was this electronic bird that kept chirping and we were super annoyed by it. xD and yeah. Jie needed to go toilet, but those toilets are seriously baby toilets ohkay. xP then yeah, we left. on the shuttle bus, i kept chatting w Jie and whatever thing happened in her camp that would make me go ❝AWWWWWHHHH❞ and it's actually quite easy. xP 

anyways yeah, i left jie alone and went to take bus home. xP but then cos the two bus stops were really close to each other, i missed the first 969 bus cos i was at the wrong bus stop. but 969 comes pretty quickly (: but a problem is that when u use ShowNearby or Iris to check bus timings, it wont show up ): stupid. anyways yeah, messaged jie in the bus. xp oh yeah, and i oso bought the teens mag again cos i wanted to participate in the competition and i aint cutting out the coupon and losing abit of my other page ohkay! :P so yeah. i was like cutting it in the bus and pasting it at the back of the envelope (i did everything else alr) awkward much ._. but yeah,. and i was messaging jie back and forth. :P and then i have a habit of sending long messages at times. that sister of mine doesnt appreciate it D: haha i think she does la., but lazy to read through it. :P ohkay, i'll try to shorten my messages next time ((:

then bough nasi lemak for kor cos he finally called me back while i was in the bus. and did you noe 969 damn fast? :O like only half an hour and it's from Yishun to Tampines and vice versa ohkay o.o 

and then yeah. did homework again. i think. lolx. oh no wait, i didnt :B i think i was watching Shinhwa broadcast? i cant rmb when i watched that. BUT IT'S DAMN FUNNY. XD ohkay then yeah

on Friday, i went to the mint museum of toys w clarisse! ^^ damn nice :D i dun have pics though ): didnt bother taking since clarisse takes alot. :P and then yeah, spent like half an hour find that place, seriously ._. cos it blends in w the shophouses and everything. and we had a map la. but we kept walking off it ): oh yeah! i woke up late that day. :P hehe so clarisse had to come all the way to tamp first. >< mianhe! and she bought me breakfast! haha thank you so much clarisse! (: it was the croissanwich from burger king. i think. it's quite small though :\ 

the mint museum is nice! :D hehe have alot of toys. even have those that is one in the world! :O and then there was this floor, one part the floor was made of glass. i think clarisse thought it was freaky. :P oh yeah, and our tickets were halfpriced! cos we're students ^^ anyways, i couldnt help but think, wont it be very heart pain if that place caught on fire? ><" and then we saw this mickey one it looks like it belongs on a merry go round. you know those kind? haha. 

then later we went downstairs to the cafe, wanted to eat. BUT DAMMNIT IT'S SO EX. but we bought a milkshake :D and we took quite a few polariods. haha 3 only but eh. i kept one! yay! kamsahamnida! (: oh yeah, and clarisse was gonna sell me a SHINee Hello badge but i forgot to tell her to bring it ):

then yeah, we went to bras bersa (however you spell it) cc to look look see see. :P clarisse bought new polariod films haha got the plain ones cos on offer and the stitch one. ohkay, note to self: clarisse loves stitch. :P then we went to artfriend to search for the 2-coloured scooby strings. i think pea told me it was there? but i couldnt find it so eh. ):

and then we went back! we didnt have lunch la, COS THAT MILKSHAKE WAS DAMN FILLING. it was oso a really big portion... it's like when you drink you'll normally think that it will decrease in height right? it doesnt you know! i mean it does, but you must drink ALOT. so yeah, really really REALLY filling

then we just went to watch Madagascar 3!!! xDDDD woah, we got backrow tickets ^^ and then well, clarisse went to buy fries at everything with fries to smuggle in the cinema. :P and i bought popcorn + mountain dew. and then clarisse's fries are curry! damn nice! :P anyways, the movie was really nice and funny ^^v and at some parts it was really touching and sad too :') and then yeah, i actually finished my popcorn! haha and then clarisse kept trying to give me her fries lolx. and dyou how she managed to 'smuggle' it in? she just hid it under her jacket ._. but anyways. keke. then later, when the cleaners came, when she was clarisse w the fries she was like damn pissed, and scolding her saying cannot bring food in. so we were just like ❝oh, we finished that before coming in. we were eating popcorn.❞ walao, damn fierce siah. smore we eat alr. what you want us to do? vomit it out for you? keke. and then we oso went to take neoprints! and we went to smiggles and i went to search for the bowling badge that smiggles sells. but it's damn rare. ): luckily i found it ^^ i owe clarisse 3 bucks. lolx 

oh and did i mention that when clarisse found out i didnt have an iPhone 4, she was like ❝HARH. THEN MY PRESENT ISNT IT WASTED?! T.T❞ keke no la! if i lucky got iPhone can use~ but i mite be getting iPhone 5? (side note: OH YAY! I FOUND MY HAIRBAND! lost it since ytd. turns out it was just below the com ._.) keke or maybe the motorola phone that had fingerprint recognition! ^^ 

anyways yeah, then during piano scolded like shit. -.- and seriously, EVER HEARD OF DEODORANT AND BREATH MINT?! YOU FUCKING STINK. OMG. i had to bear with that for so long ohkay -pukes- 

❝Oh I'm sorry, I just taught you'd want to know how to pronounce the word 'sake' properly. You know, since in Singapore we're encouraged to speak good English. Well, if you wanna continue pronouncing 'sake' as 'shake', then be my guest. I'm just trying to help, but looks like I shouldn't (:❞

ohkay i said all that cos miss chia was saying smth about for my sake thing and she was pronouncing sake and shake and i went to correct her then kena scolded. -.- bitch la. hehe. but seriously, WHO THE HELL PRONOUNCES SAKE AS SHAKE?! 

neways, yeapps, she cant see my posts anyways, i've put her in the restricted group on my fb. which means she can only see things that i make public. because alot of times, i post a status to chat w my friends and then she just comes there and be extra man. omg -.- damn irritating can? urgh. --' it's like DUDE. I'M CHATTING W MY FRIENDS. can i feel the need to reply her... cos it's damn weird. ._. i blocked her before, but she was asking me why she doesnt see me on fb. that was when i realised it wasnt a good idea. neways, i've blocked daddy still. :P cos he uses his account to stalk me -.- SINCE LAST YEAR SIAH -________-

neways, yeaps. ohkay. then saturday! kpop dance class! went there half an hour early. haha i got the time wrong ohkay! :P there was a SONE! she like Seohyun and Tiffany, i think. x) and we learnt the chorus of Fantastic Baby. lolx. there was this one guy that just came to the class cos he wants to dance. he knows nothing about kpop ._. there was oso another girl who likes 4Minute (: 

and then yeah., it's quite fun (: then went to eat and went home to rest first. ballet was ohkay la. haha xD then i think there was this stretching thing, it's part of grade 6, you'll know if you learn. and you're supposed to turn your head profile when you go to the side, but i was look straight and miss wah was like ❝lee xian, you look like those ah peh stretching in the park❞ xP

oh! then picked daddy up from airport! ^^ bought some yummy bread too ^^ DADDY FREAKING BOUGHT ME SHERLOCK ALBUM!!! AHHHHHHHHH!!!! XDDDDDD hehehehehhehe ohkay, you saw what i did rite? :P it's in the previous post fyi. YOU HAD NO IDEA HOW HAPPY I WAS OHKAY! XD but he wont give it to me until i've finished all my homework ): phoey. 

and on sunday, well, the day was pretty much nothing. just me doing my homework. oh yeah! i had to remove my nailpolish cos i was visiting my grandparents. and my grandpa doesnt like it ): so yeah. cos my grandaunt came to Singapore! unfortunately, my grandma cant recognise her.... dementia. ): and then later back at their house, i was trying to get my grandma to tell me her stories of her when she was young. she cant remember anything. you had no idea how sad i was ohkay. i cried. )': this was what i meant to post. but i was really sad... and didnt feel like doing anything: 

It's gone. It'll forever be gone. I'll never hear those beautiful stories again. I'll never hear about your childhood again. I'll never hear about your grandmother and your parents again. I'll never be able to laugh at all the funny moments that happened in your childhood. all i can do now is rely on my memory. and my memory only. oh, please, please recall it. you have no idea how much i miss those stories. you have no idea how much i want you to tell them to me again, sitting comfortably on the bed, joking and everything, please, please remember. God, please help?

I'm crying now ohkay. you had no idea how sad i was/am 

then yesterday was nothing. lolx. did more homework again. -.- oh yeah! went for treatment! (: then i bought garrett's! ^^ oh, and idk which day luh, me and my brother were arguing which radio station to listen to. i wanted kpop he wanted classical. so we were like ohkay la, fair fair, every song change. AND AT ONE POINT WHEN IT CHANGED IT WAS SHERLOCK!!!! OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG YOU HAD NO IDEA HOW MUCH I SPAZZED OHKAY!!! XDDDDD but i was quite sad cos it was halfway through the song ):

then yeah. oh yeah! daddy's watched the whole of SHINee Hello Baby! o.O daddy, do you like SHINee or hate SHINee? lolx. :p keke and i was really excited talking to him about it xD and he was like ❝wah, if you can remember your school work like how you remember all this SHINee things it would be awesome❞ :P HEHEH TOO BAD. XP and yeah. keke. I HAVE TO WATCH HELLO BABY AGAIN IDC. I'M GONNA DRAG DADDY TO WATCH W ME. XD

ohkay. then today. wells woke up early again ._. then trainnig. we bought cup noodles frm ntuc cos i didnt have breakfast since mummy didnt make any ): and we got scolded by the shop owners there. LOL. xD eh, wtvs. and i bowled my best today!!!! 162! xD and i was calling kor again, like usual and jie was like ❝how come you care so much about your brother?❞ and i was like ❝we've been doing since a really long time ago. as long as one is out, and the other is at home, we will call back and ask if they want food annot❞ it's smth normal for us la, we dont see it as much. 

then had subway for lunch ^^ i ish a happy girl (: piano lesson was still ohkay ohkay la. (: i guess. still abit pissed at her though. but when people insult me, i still dont get how i'm not affected you know! people say i'm messy, i will agree and laugh along. idk. people try to insult me i no reaction de. either that or i laugh. :p I DONT KNOW WHY OHKAY. I GUESS I'M JUST THAT WEIRD. :p

oh yeah! did i tell you that the afro circus song is stuck in my head? 

shld be this one la, i think (:

oh yeah, today Debbie was like ❝you're Lee Xian right?❞ then i was like yeahhh.. and she was like ❝who's Hope?❞ and i'm like me? and she was saying ❝but it's Hope Siow❞ she thought my surname was Lee -.- eh, happens alot. :P oh! and i finally learnt how to spare the damnned 7 pin! you stand center aim center arrow. that's what i do. :p and yeah. i guess that's all? 

oh yeah, ytd i bickered with Natasha about the Shinhwa broadcast. she says i'm not patient. I AM. OHKAY. hehe I AM. :P 

ohkayohkay. woah, i've written this for like 50 mins alr. BE THANKFUL

xoxo

Hope™