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hey, so can i talk about today first? sorry. thanks. anyways.
SORRY, ONLY HAVE ONE PIC. I HAVENT BEEN GOING ON TUMBLR. :\ ONE IS STUCK IN MY HEAD. ESP WHEN KEY TRIES TO SING/RAP AND HE JUST ENDS UP CRYING. DUN ASK ME WHY.
like i said, yesterday, when i saw Taemin falling like that i almost cried. ohkay here's my exact reaction. when i first saw it. i was too shocked to reacted. i was too shocked by what i saw. he's the last person i'd imagine just collapsing like that. and later, when my friend posted the link, i couldnt bear to watch it again. but this morning, when Sarah wanted to noe what happened to Taemin, i watched it along with her. and that was when i cried. today, the image of Taemin falling onto Key keeps popping up in my head. and seeing him like that makes me wanna cry. idk. maybe i'm over reacting or smth. which i think i am. idk. BUT HE'S SO TIRED. he's only 19! there's actually the gif of Taemin falling onto Key on Natasha's blog. but i dont wanna see it. and i dont wanna post it. i dont wanna.
all my friends think i'm over reacting or smth. when all my friends saw Taemin fall they were like ❝oh, he fell. so?❞ ohkay, for my friends that are not Shawols, fine. they dont care. but for my friend who's a Shawol! her reaction was just ❝wow he's tired. ohkay. yeah(agreeing w me), he's so poor thing. ohkay. can. idc❞ SHE DOESNT EVEN CARE.
anyway so throughout the day today, there were alot of tears in my eyes. the uh. 'well' the part in your eye that collects your tears before it overflows? yeah, mine's i think is quite deep. so the tears wont fall. THANKFULLY. anyways, my first time actually crying in school. or. yeah.
btw, to Natasha (i'm posting this on my other blog too): at least your dad tells you indirectly.. my dad just goes ❝STOP ALL THIS STUPID KPOP AND STUPID SHEEN NEE (yes, he calls them sheen nee) NONSENSE AND FOCUS ON YOUR STUDIES.❞ he doesnt even bother to sugar coat it. he just says it straight in my face. and when i ignore him, i get scolded even more. and now he's using the Sherlock album against me. that's why i dont spazz as much as people. cos when i spazz this is my dad's reaction: ❝you're crazy already! all this stupid kpop and sheen nee stuff. now i dont think i should buy you the Sherlock album anymore. you better stop all this ohkay! or i'll block the computer and make sure you cant access it❞ and when i say block, i dont mean banning me from the com. I MEAN HIM DISCONNECTING THE INTERNET COS UNFORTUNATELY MY DAD'S A COMPUTER GENIUS. and urgh, my parents are like DEAD against Kpop. i still dont get how my dad can love SNSD but hate Kpop. -.-
ohkay yeah. oh yeah, during PE. MISS LIYANA OR HOWEVER HELL YOU SPELL YOUR NAME. I HOPE YOU READ THIS. IF YOU ACTUALLY FOUND MY BLOG. you threatening to make me run around the field 5 times does not 'motivate' me to stand in the sun and kick a stupid ball. you make me run? SURE. to me, walking is running. i'll WALK. you didnt say that the definition of running had to be yours. my definition of running could be sitting in the shade. and next time, PLEASE STAND AT ONE SPOT CAN? and try to bend lower. SO I CAN KICK THE BALL IN YOUR FACE AND NOT YOUR LEG. yes, i kicked the ball (very hard) into her leg. both purposely and accident. i was aiming the fence but i was oso angry at her so yeah. when i'm angry, i take my anger out on the THINGS around me. not people. lol. but yeah. so i was angry during PE, then i kick the ball so hard that when it hits the fence or the pavement, it bounces. VERY HIGH.
gah, can someone push me down a flight of stairs so i dont have to face that bitch of the teacher in PE? or can someone push HER down a flight of stairs. I'D RATHER HAVE MISS TEO OR MR TAN LA PLS. why the school hire such shitty teachers one? CAN I BE THE ONE THAT DOES THE INTERVIEWING?
SORRY, ONLY HAVE ONE PIC. I HAVENT BEEN GOING ON TUMBLR. :\ ONE IS STUCK IN MY HEAD. ESP WHEN KEY TRIES TO SING/RAP AND HE JUST ENDS UP CRYING. DUN ASK ME WHY.
like i said, yesterday, when i saw Taemin falling like that i almost cried. ohkay here's my exact reaction. when i first saw it. i was too shocked to reacted. i was too shocked by what i saw. he's the last person i'd imagine just collapsing like that. and later, when my friend posted the link, i couldnt bear to watch it again. but this morning, when Sarah wanted to noe what happened to Taemin, i watched it along with her. and that was when i cried. today, the image of Taemin falling onto Key keeps popping up in my head. and seeing him like that makes me wanna cry. idk. maybe i'm over reacting or smth. which i think i am. idk. BUT HE'S SO TIRED. he's only 19! there's actually the gif of Taemin falling onto Key on Natasha's blog. but i dont wanna see it. and i dont wanna post it. i dont wanna.
all my friends think i'm over reacting or smth. when all my friends saw Taemin fall they were like ❝oh, he fell. so?❞ ohkay, for my friends that are not Shawols, fine. they dont care. but for my friend who's a Shawol! her reaction was just ❝wow he's tired. ohkay. yeah(agreeing w me), he's so poor thing. ohkay. can. idc❞ SHE DOESNT EVEN CARE.
anyway so throughout the day today, there were alot of tears in my eyes. the uh. 'well' the part in your eye that collects your tears before it overflows? yeah, mine's i think is quite deep. so the tears wont fall. THANKFULLY. anyways, my first time actually crying in school. or. yeah.
btw, to Natasha (i'm posting this on my other blog too): at least your dad tells you indirectly.. my dad just goes ❝STOP ALL THIS STUPID KPOP AND STUPID SHEEN NEE (yes, he calls them sheen nee) NONSENSE AND FOCUS ON YOUR STUDIES.❞ he doesnt even bother to sugar coat it. he just says it straight in my face. and when i ignore him, i get scolded even more. and now he's using the Sherlock album against me. that's why i dont spazz as much as people. cos when i spazz this is my dad's reaction: ❝you're crazy already! all this stupid kpop and sheen nee stuff. now i dont think i should buy you the Sherlock album anymore. you better stop all this ohkay! or i'll block the computer and make sure you cant access it❞ and when i say block, i dont mean banning me from the com. I MEAN HIM DISCONNECTING THE INTERNET COS UNFORTUNATELY MY DAD'S A COMPUTER GENIUS. and urgh, my parents are like DEAD against Kpop. i still dont get how my dad can love SNSD but hate Kpop. -.-
ohkay yeah. oh yeah, during PE. MISS LIYANA OR HOWEVER HELL YOU SPELL YOUR NAME. I HOPE YOU READ THIS. IF YOU ACTUALLY FOUND MY BLOG. you threatening to make me run around the field 5 times does not 'motivate' me to stand in the sun and kick a stupid ball. you make me run? SURE. to me, walking is running. i'll WALK. you didnt say that the definition of running had to be yours. my definition of running could be sitting in the shade. and next time, PLEASE STAND AT ONE SPOT CAN? and try to bend lower. SO I CAN KICK THE BALL IN YOUR FACE AND NOT YOUR LEG. yes, i kicked the ball (very hard) into her leg. both purposely and accident. i was aiming the fence but i was oso angry at her so yeah. when i'm angry, i take my anger out on the THINGS around me. not people. lol. but yeah. so i was angry during PE, then i kick the ball so hard that when it hits the fence or the pavement, it bounces. VERY HIGH.
gah, can someone push me down a flight of stairs so i dont have to face that bitch of the teacher in PE? or can someone push HER down a flight of stairs. I'D RATHER HAVE MISS TEO OR MR TAN LA PLS. why the school hire such shitty teachers one? CAN I BE THE ONE THAT DOES THE INTERVIEWING?
To me, ALL kinds of sport is stupid.
Soccer: a bunch of people chasing after a stupid ball
Bowling: a person throwing a stupid ball on a stupid lane trying to hit stupid pins (yes, i'm even saying that my favourite sport is stupid)
Basketball: a bunch of people bouncing a stupid ball
Running: an idiot trying to make oneself tired
Swimming: learning how to not drown, but even when a rope with a rock is tied to you, you'll still drown
yes, dont say i only criticise sports that i dun like. I LOVE BOWLING AND SWIMMING. but when you think of it, it's actually pretty stupid. AND DANCING IS NOT A SPORT. IT'S AN ART. if you were to compare dancing it sports, it's like comparing Taemin to Justin Bieber (not that i hate him, BUT AT LEAST I DID NOT MISTAKE TAEMIN FOR A GIRL WHEN I FIRST HEARD HIS VOICE). it's insulting dancing ohkay!
ohkay. then chem. so yeah, i was chosen for some science competition thing, and mrs huang said that if you win, you can get an iPod. iPODDDDD. but must be iPod Touch. cannot be iPod Shuffle or anything. LOL... as if i'm gonna win. -.- actually right, whenever they offer the prize as a USS ticket, i'm not interested anymore. cos if i keep gg to USS, i'll get bored. :\ i've alr been there twice in less than 3 months :\ but they're w diff people (:
then MProse. omg. who was the GENIUS that invented MProse? I WANNA APPLAUD AND CONGRATULATE YOU, AS YOUR BIGGEST HATER IS HERE. i mean you can solve the problem can le what.... why must ❝oh i used guess and check❞ whatever shit. i'm so irritated my Miss Murniati! she doesnt let us off early. DUDE. I HAVE BOWLING TRAINING. YOU WANNA PAY FOR MY TAXI FARE TO PLANET BOWL SINCE YOU MAKE ME MISS THE BUS?!
then oral. omg, when i came outta the room, my whole hand was red. cos when i'm nervous, i play w my hand. or bite it. so there was once, my whole hand was filled with teeth marks cos i was damn stressed and i kept biting my hand. :\ anyways, I GOT ZHENG LAO SHI. KILL ME. she speaks dam loudly ._. although i think i was inaudible. then later we stayed in the canteen for a while, and took the spy's route outta school. cos Shiow Wen wanted to skip her netball training. :p SERENE MAKES A GOOD SPY.
oh yeap, my day (:
Saturday:
Went to my grandma's house! (: well, first i went to pick my cousin up from her driving school. omg. she horh, one iPhone got idk how many covers, AND SHE JUST ORDERED MORE. :O then went to my aunt's house. oh, ballet. right. it was nothing luh. I WAS PRAISED. haha like real. but i wasnt badly scolded la. ohkay. back to what i was talking: then i went to my 5th aunt's house for dinner. YEAH! HER MAID COOKED MY FAVOURITE PRAWNS!!! THANKS YOU MEL!!!! :DDDDD Mel's actually very nice. (: AND SHE WAKES UP DAMN EASILY. you move abit she will noe liao. cos last time my cousins went overseas, then my other cousin and his family went to stay there and i tagged along, and cos me and my niece were in the same room as her, everytime we woke up to get water or to chat, she'll usually oso wake up o.o did the family thing confuse you? cos i have a GIGANTIC family. and to prove it, my family photo:
AND THIS IS NOT EVERYONE. got some of my cousins missing. and this is not like call some other people in Malaysia or smth (yes, all my grandparents are from M'sia)
it's just the 12 siblings +their children and grandchildren. :p
oh and maybe my grandparents' siblings (:
i'm proud to have such a big family. ^^ CNY every year is aweshum! ALOT OF ANGPOWS!!!!! :DDDDD and some cos family to big walk up to me ❝eh, i give u alr annot?❞ then i really dun remember ❝huh, i forget❞ them: ❝aish, nvm, just call me and i'll give you another angpow❞ me: -calls the relative whatever i call him/her and get the angpow xD- YES. THAT'S HOW MY FAMILY WORKS. we dont bow like in Korea to get angpows. :p
ohkay. back to Sat. after dinner, rest awhile, me tormenting irritating my cousin with all the Taemin pics i had, and saving some into her phone ^^ then went to my grandma's house. it's pretty fun there. AND I CAN PIGGY BACK MY DAD. :O and my dad's not exactly a skinny person ohkay. so which means, I CAN PIGGY BACK THE WHOLE OF SHINee! one at a time la. although maybe i can piggy back Taemin and second lightest person. :p except they risk falling. xD and when i piggy back, i can walk! oh yeah! but my cousin says my back is very bony, so when i piggy back her she very pain. LOL. my spine is poking her. x) yala, all the fats disappear from my back go to the front. --' FATS, Y U NO SPREAD OUT EVENLY?! lol.
then ytd, i went to Serene's house to do NYAA. OMG SERENE REALLY BOUGHT ALOT OF THINGS FROM ETUDE HOUSE. she bought the SHINee limited edition lip balm. like when you use fin, at the bottom got their signatures. and the good thing is, she doesnt like Taemin, so she'll be like ❝Lee Xian, you want i sell to you Taemin's one?❞ HAHHAHA. awesome ^^ and Grace still remembers me! :O i havent seen her since 2 years ago. :O
then cos we did research together, but Serene wrote down the things, so today i was somewhat copying from her. i changed stuff here and there, and everyone keeps saying i copied from Serene. I DID NOT. I WORKED MY BUTT OFF WITH SERENE TO RESEARCH OHKAY. or not really la. we were working and Serene was oso spazzing cos when she saw the jap mv of Be Mine, idk who was wearing an Infinite necklace. YEAH, YOU CALL ME SHINee SPAZZ GIRL NOW I CALL YOU INFINITE SPAZZ GIRL. XP and she also calls me SM Pabo. what does that mean anyway? SM Fool? I KNOW OTHER ENTERTAINMENT COMPANIES TOO OHKAY.
yeah, ohkay, i guess that's all. hopefully, i type like a mad idiot alr. :\ oh wait no! i owe Clarisse a letter. :| incase you're wondering, Clarisse is the girl whose seat i sit at during chi class. she wrote like a note to me telling me to write a letter to her. sorry uh. :\ no time. smore i needa write to my god-mortal first. :| EVAN, Y U NO REPLY ME?! Evan's my mortal. fyi.
BAIZ
xoxo
Hope™
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