hey
hi, it's me again. (: um, sorry for not posting yesterday, i went out pretty early and came home around 11 reaching 12. i was at the hospital, visiting my grandpa. and i was supposed to go on a yatch today. but unfortunately, my grandpa passed away :(
but at least he did live to a ripe old age, and he did get to see every single one of his grandkids and some great grand children. i'm sorry, don't feel really happy. i mean my grandpa just passed away! how do you expect me to be happy‽ even though i wasn't very close to him, i still can't help but feel sad.
when i visited him yesterday, his condition already wasn't very good. he looked like he had some trouble breathing and everything. and his heart beats per minute was irregular. sometimes, it'd be as low as 30. other times, it'd be as high as 140. but other times, it'll still be within the good range.
and my dad was supposed to go overseas today, and i'm not sure if he went or not. his luggage is still here, i guess. i think my mum must've taken leave and dad too. i mean, they have to don't they?
i do hope my grandma is ohkay though. i remember once, when my grandpa fell, and they wanted to give him surgery, but my grandma was dead against it, saying it was dangerous. even if she was married to him during the war, overnight, just to save her, i'm pretty sure she still does care about him though.
anyway, saying stuff now isn't gonna help. and so i think i have to go. i was actually reluctant to go and visit yesterday, but now i'm glad i did, so at least i kindda got to talk to him one last time, and see him one last time. but i wasn't too close to him for me to have any hard-to-forget memories....
so, bye!
Hope™
but at least he did live to a ripe old age, and he did get to see every single one of his grandkids and some great grand children. i'm sorry, don't feel really happy. i mean my grandpa just passed away! how do you expect me to be happy‽ even though i wasn't very close to him, i still can't help but feel sad.
when i visited him yesterday, his condition already wasn't very good. he looked like he had some trouble breathing and everything. and his heart beats per minute was irregular. sometimes, it'd be as low as 30. other times, it'd be as high as 140. but other times, it'll still be within the good range.
and my dad was supposed to go overseas today, and i'm not sure if he went or not. his luggage is still here, i guess. i think my mum must've taken leave and dad too. i mean, they have to don't they?
i do hope my grandma is ohkay though. i remember once, when my grandpa fell, and they wanted to give him surgery, but my grandma was dead against it, saying it was dangerous. even if she was married to him during the war, overnight, just to save her, i'm pretty sure she still does care about him though.
anyway, saying stuff now isn't gonna help. and so i think i have to go. i was actually reluctant to go and visit yesterday, but now i'm glad i did, so at least i kindda got to talk to him one last time, and see him one last time. but i wasn't too close to him for me to have any hard-to-forget memories....
so, bye!
Hope™
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