SADGFJSDG IMMA CRY... T-T

WAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH i finally managed to be daring enuf to ask my dad if i can join the Celine Jessendra's kpop dance class, AND HE FUCKING SAID NO!!!! T-T imma cry i tellya! i think i'll go cry later. T-T so damn sad la!!!!!!

he thinks it's cos i like kpop now. DAD, I'M TELLING YOU. I LIKE KPOP OR NOT, I STILL WANNA LEARN THE DANCE OHKAY. it's so freaking hard to learn on Youtube. but since he doubts me so much, i really should try to learn on Youtube horh? :P but it's so hard! i dun even noe how i was able to learn Oh! :O

and i was saying like why he let me learn ballet and not kpop dance. he say kpop dance is not a proper dance. WHATTHEFUCK. IT'S A PROPER DANCE OHKAY! kpop is just like ballet! just that not so graceful only.... GRRRRRRR.... i'm fucking pissed now. i think i'll cry... T-T

haish. tmr gonna ask my mum. if she oso bochap bochap and say no, I TELL YA, IMMA FUCKING EXPLODE. WALAO EH! FOR THE MILLIONTH TIME! KPOP IS A PROPER DANCE! damn irritated now luhhhhhhh.... T-T

pls say my mum will actually let me join!!!! eh, it's actually quite cheap le leh! i mean, $100 for FIVE dances leh!!! smore Replay is included! Replay is freaking hard luh! i think even ITNW is easier lurh! ohkay, idk if they actually teach the whole dance. but THEY ARE FUCKING TEACHING REPLAY AND LUCIFER SIAH! Lucifer maybe i can still learn on Youtube. but Replay uh, DO YOU HAVE AN IDEA HOW MANY TIMES I'VE RAPED THE REFRESH BUTTON TRYING TO LEARN REPLAY?! SLOWMO+MIRRORED AND JUST MIRRORED.

FUCKING FUCKING PISSED. smore, iPhone spoil le. T-T sooooooooo sooooooooooo sooooooooooo damn pissed now. I CAN CRY I TELLYA. Oh, the other dances are Be Mine, Superman and Mirotic. tbh, i oni noe 3/5 :P haha the other one is Be Mine. i've heard Superman before, in Suju shake, but never really heard of Mirotic. i tink it's by TVXQ(according to dk who, it was once called DBSK)

FUCKING FUCKING SAD. haish. i still wanna learn the dances leyy!!! i noe they say i should have determination, and i do, but when it's too quick, even in slowmo, YOU FUCKING TELL ME HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO LEARN?!!?!?!?!??!?! idk how to slowmo, i oni noe how to mirror. that's like how i learnt the chorus of INTW. i was watching the mirrored version, tried it out, worked. kindda luhhh... still not very sure yet. :\\\\\ the only dance that i can do now is Oh, and now is VERY FUCKING rusty le...

i can do Gee's chorus la, but GEE IS THE FUCKING EASIEST DANCE TO DO OHKAY! EVERYONE SAYS THAT. IT'S CATCHY BUT WAAAAAYYYY TOO EASY LE..

i'm gonna cry i'm gonna cry.... T-T i dun cry when people are around, i oni cry when i'm alone. (: urrrrrgggggghhhhhhh.................... so damn pissed. gonna ask my mum hopefully like tomorrow like that????????????????? wah piang, please say yes la! shall pray to God tonight! ✞✟

ohkayohkay, now about today, so um, training luh! oh, and i tell you uh, that sister of mine uh... is just.... URGH. dk how to explain. oh, and cos last time my crush's name (LAST TIME) started with B, dhen like today, i anyhow go and press one letter, it ended up as 'B'.... -.- dhen my sister went into a laughing fit... :P me too luh, actually. x)

oh, actually uh, SNSD's Bad Girls is not bad leyy. idk, it's in Jap. but when i saw the teaser, i didn't really like it. :\ and i oso watched Dance Battles!!!! :3

keke. hm, this is the link CLICKY HEREY. in order, the groups that came out were SHINee, After School, Kara, Jewelry, SNSD and Suju. x) i've oso never heard of Jewelry. x) heheh but it's nice.

oh, my dad is fucking killing me. he keeps saying SHINee is pronounced shin(like literally your shin, your body part that shin) and ee. but it's shai(that's just how i um, romanize[?] it) ee. RITE‽ RITE‽ RITE‽‽‽‽‽‽

haizz,,, my dad like hate SHINee ttfc like that... :\\\\\\\\ maybe cos he's a guy and i'm a girl. he keeps saying that Taeminnie is girly. HE IS FAR FROM GIRLY KAY! tsk, damn irritating siah! smore is hard to defend em.... cos i dowanna be like kindda rude to my dad.... T-T

ohkayohkay, imma go now, so this post ain't that long kay? BAIBAI!!! ❥❥❥❥

xoxo

Hope™